Hi Bronco,
I saw you posted in my thread and are asking many questions.......I see that you are somewhat stuck and in a fear state, worried about what withdrawl will be like. In all honesty no one can tell you what you will feel when you go through withdrawl. Everything depends on your DOC, how long, how many......but as others have wrote to you in various places on here the risks of death from opiate withdrawl are very low. This is doable, but you have want it. That is most important, you must be sick and tired of being sick and tired......you must want to stop the madness for you, no one but you.......
I am sorry that you feel ashamed at your situation. There are many who have took the wd road alone for fear that they would labeled an addict, would lose respect from those close to them, and just for the simple fact that they didn't think anyone would understand. I think you may have found that on this site many do understand and can help you......I will never tell anyone to blab about it because I have seen some evilness and those who just for thier own close mindedness don't understand and may be a hinderance and no help.....but this isn't an easy road to take alone.
First I will tell you that your best bet is to get in touch with an addiction doc or find a different doctor to help you.....I read what Rae wrote to you and I seem to agree, your doctor may just want to keep you around and not be to interested in helping......Kerry on the board had a doc like that, who knew she had an addiction problem but had no problem after she got clean giving her more pills......And Kerry you know I love you but you did put those nasty pills in your mouth, but Bronco you must understand having a doc like that provides to much temptation to just say no....it will be hard enough to begin with added stress or an easy out like that will be just like sabotage......
You have 2 drugs you need to get off of and I see you are asking about suboxone/subutex which will help only with the opiate wd.....Now I am gonna give you the info on this drug, but I must say that this drug while it is a great tool and helps with wd symptoms, and the cravings...it will not fix the problem. If you don't have the desire to quit, if you don't get some counselling with it or set up outside support like AA/NA....it will not work alone.....And you will have to get off that too......I am also puttin up a site with resources about addiction treatment options......it has many links for support also......
I hope more jump here and add there stories and how that got clean no matter how.....You need to know that it can be done and is done everyday somewhere......With hard work and that desire you can have anything in this world, nothing and no one can stop you when you truely want something.........
I wish you much luck and hope that you can find a way to end the pill hell that you are in.......
Love,
Tina
Info on drug abuse and treatment options......
http://www.helpguide.org/mental/dru...s_treatment.htm
All you need to know about sub........
http://www.helpmegetoffdrugs.com/
A forum similar to this but on only peoples experiences using sub.....
http://www.heroin-detox.com/forum.a....asp?FORUM_ID=4
TINA,
THANK YOU FOR CARING. I WISH WE ALL HAS A TRUSTED FRIEND IN PERSON WE COULD GET HELP FROM AND GO THROUGH THIS, \. THIS MESSAGE BOARD IS ALL I HAVE. I COULD NOT EVEN TELL MY CLOSEST FRIEND OR EVEN ANYONE IN MY FAMILY. MY HUSBAND KNOWS ABOUT THIS MESSAGE AND I HAVE BEEN TELLING HIM ABOUT THE PEOPLE HERE AND EVEN MY HUSBAND DOESN'T THINK I HAVE A PROBLEM. FUNNY , HE SEES ME HURTING WHICH I REALLY AM BUT HE DOESN'T REALIZE WHILE HE IS AT WORK ALL DAY, I TAKE THESE THINGS WHEN I AM NOT HURTING.HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW I THINK ABOUT THEM ALL DAY LONG AND COUNT THE HOURS TILL I CAN TAKE THE NEXT ONE. MY HUSBAND TELLS ME I NEED THEM AND WHY DO I WANT TO STOP . HE IS A PROFESSIONAL WHO HAS NEVER TAKEN PILLS AND DOES NOT EVEN DRINK. HE SAYS THE PILLS ARE TO HELP ME . I DID HAVE MY SPINE FUSED TWICE AND HAVE PERMABENT NERVE DAMAGE AND I DO HURT. I HAVE NEVER GONE GONE OVER 6 LORTABS A DAY IN 3 YEARS AND THEY DO HELP. AM I KIDDING MYSELF, IS IT POSSIBLE PEOPLE REALLY DO HAVE TO TAKE PAIN MEDS FOR A LONG TIME? I TAKE TWO 7.5 LORTABS PLUS A SOMA THREE TIMES A DAY. NEVER NOT ONCE HAVE I EVER TAKEN MORE AND I DO NOT DRINK AT ALL. MY DOC SAYS I AM TAKING THE PILLS RESPONSIBLY AND SO HE ORDERS THEM FOR ME MONTH TO MONTH. ONE DAY I SAY I AM GOING TO STOP THEN THE NEXT I CHANGE MY MIND. I HATE THE WEAK PERSON I HAVE BECOME.TINA, YOU ARE AWESOME TO EVEN BEGIN TO EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT YOU HAVE. I WILL KEEP IN TOUCH..............................DIANE
THANK YOU FOR CARING. I WISH WE ALL HAS A TRUSTED FRIEND IN PERSON WE COULD GET HELP FROM AND GO THROUGH THIS, \. THIS MESSAGE BOARD IS ALL I HAVE. I COULD NOT EVEN TELL MY CLOSEST FRIEND OR EVEN ANYONE IN MY FAMILY. MY HUSBAND KNOWS ABOUT THIS MESSAGE AND I HAVE BEEN TELLING HIM ABOUT THE PEOPLE HERE AND EVEN MY HUSBAND DOESN'T THINK I HAVE A PROBLEM. FUNNY , HE SEES ME HURTING WHICH I REALLY AM BUT HE DOESN'T REALIZE WHILE HE IS AT WORK ALL DAY, I TAKE THESE THINGS WHEN I AM NOT HURTING.HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW I THINK ABOUT THEM ALL DAY LONG AND COUNT THE HOURS TILL I CAN TAKE THE NEXT ONE. MY HUSBAND TELLS ME I NEED THEM AND WHY DO I WANT TO STOP . HE IS A PROFESSIONAL WHO HAS NEVER TAKEN PILLS AND DOES NOT EVEN DRINK. HE SAYS THE PILLS ARE TO HELP ME . I DID HAVE MY SPINE FUSED TWICE AND HAVE PERMABENT NERVE DAMAGE AND I DO HURT. I HAVE NEVER GONE GONE OVER 6 LORTABS A DAY IN 3 YEARS AND THEY DO HELP. AM I KIDDING MYSELF, IS IT POSSIBLE PEOPLE REALLY DO HAVE TO TAKE PAIN MEDS FOR A LONG TIME? I TAKE TWO 7.5 LORTABS PLUS A SOMA THREE TIMES A DAY. NEVER NOT ONCE HAVE I EVER TAKEN MORE AND I DO NOT DRINK AT ALL. MY DOC SAYS I AM TAKING THE PILLS RESPONSIBLY AND SO HE ORDERS THEM FOR ME MONTH TO MONTH. ONE DAY I SAY I AM GOING TO STOP THEN THE NEXT I CHANGE MY MIND. I HATE THE WEAK PERSON I HAVE BECOME.TINA, YOU ARE AWESOME TO EVEN BEGIN TO EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT YOU HAVE. I WILL KEEP IN TOUCH..............................DIANE
Come on everyone......lets help Diane out here........
You are in a sticky situation......Yes there are people I think who need to be on pain pills.......There are some like me who would rather suffer and be grumpy than to take anything......Only you can decide if it is a problem. If you are counting hours, is it because you are in pain physically or mentally......and are you taking to cover up things in you life that you don't like......things about yourself, just out of nothing better to do. These are some questions you need to ask yourself taking the pain aspect out of it......You wrote that you don't drink and I don't know how old you are but have you ever taken drugs before and just stopped......
Did you know also that sometimes the pills start to create more pain than is really there......God this isn't going to be easy for you. I do though get from your writing that you seem not to like taking the pills. Is it because you see it as a weakness in yourself. Or are you scared of having to take more and more....I am surprised that you have stayed at the same level for so long. Which brings me to more questions......right now do you feel like sh*t. Cause after 3 years at the same dose I imagine you have a tolerance built....Do you not feel right, or normal.......run down, tired, unmotivated......Not gonna tell you now why I ask but I think it is important for these questions to be answered.....Them maybe you will have a better understanding as to what role the pills are playing i your life.....
I will be looking in later and I hope that others take the time and jump in here.....
You take care and try not to worry so much......
Love,
Tina
You are in a sticky situation......Yes there are people I think who need to be on pain pills.......There are some like me who would rather suffer and be grumpy than to take anything......Only you can decide if it is a problem. If you are counting hours, is it because you are in pain physically or mentally......and are you taking to cover up things in you life that you don't like......things about yourself, just out of nothing better to do. These are some questions you need to ask yourself taking the pain aspect out of it......You wrote that you don't drink and I don't know how old you are but have you ever taken drugs before and just stopped......
Did you know also that sometimes the pills start to create more pain than is really there......God this isn't going to be easy for you. I do though get from your writing that you seem not to like taking the pills. Is it because you see it as a weakness in yourself. Or are you scared of having to take more and more....I am surprised that you have stayed at the same level for so long. Which brings me to more questions......right now do you feel like sh*t. Cause after 3 years at the same dose I imagine you have a tolerance built....Do you not feel right, or normal.......run down, tired, unmotivated......Not gonna tell you now why I ask but I think it is important for these questions to be answered.....Them maybe you will have a better understanding as to what role the pills are playing i your life.....
I will be looking in later and I hope that others take the time and jump in here.....
You take care and try not to worry so much......
Love,
Tina
Bronco......sorry I didn't reply sooner, but I somehow missed this.
I think your body is addicted to the pills and is craving more. I realize you are at 6 a day, and that is not that high a dose to wean off it if you really want to do it. You have to want it and be very strong. Maybe going to a detox dr. or pain mgmt. dr. would be helpful.
Also, it would be best if you told your husband the entire story. Let him know you're counting the hours and using when not in pain. There is nothing more enpowering than honesty. He may be shocked, but I'd be willing to bet he would be supportive and help you through this.
Eventually you will take more and that is when the real madness will start. You are very smart to want to get off now. If your doctor doesn't agree with that, fire him and find a new one. The doctor prescibing them isn't the one who will be suffering through the w/ds, and obviously doesn't care if you do.
hello bronco, yes this is a scary situation however its doable and i am on day 2 wanting to scream but the thought of taking medication is a double scream. i dont have sub to work with, i have a few somas, plenty of immodium, plenty of fluids and holding on for dear life, my medical condition calls for hydro however i ran it in the ground as my tolerance grew very quickly this time. i did this once before but my usage was so small it really didnt affect me. i had no memories to go on, well my memories are completley present right now and i know at least for this day i dont want a repeat. i am very prepared to deal with this and emotionally never stronger, my body is doing what it wants and i am just letting it do what it wants, plenty of hot baths really do help, to help my mother who i finally confessed to i explained its a wicked flu for a few days so is basically leaving me alone to deal with this which is fine, really the last thing you want or need during detox is alot of interaction with people. its near impossible. i have a drug counseling program to go to however they needed me to be off any mind altering drugs before entering, so they suggested a detox which i nixed it was 100 miles away from here, so here i am at home going thru wds but my bed and bathroom are close by and mom knows if it gets too bad what to do. i cancelled 2 large refills which was a great feeling, wasnt even hard to do, knew i had to cut all ties, so bronco my thoughts are with you and you have to deal with this the way you see fit. take care
CAROL AND TINA,
AGAIN I THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT. I WILL TELL YOU THE WHOLE TRUTH.
I AM NOT TIRED, I HAVE 4 KIDS AND I RUN RUN RUN. THE KIDS ARE ALL TEENS. I HAVE NEVER TAKEN MORE THAN 6 LORTABS IN A DAY. I TAKE THE PILLS AT 8AM. 1PM AND 6PM. AFTER 20 MIN I FEEL A SLIGHT FEELING OF A VERY GOOD MOOD BUT IT LASTS ABOUT 45 MIN AND THEN IT IS OVER. THE PAIN IN MY NECK FEELS BETTER. I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL FAMILY, AN AWESOME HUSBAND, AND NOT ANY SELF PROBLEMS. NOT TO SOUND LIKE A SNOB AND PLEASE BELIEVE ME I AM NOT AT ALL, BUT THINGS IN MY LIFE ARE GOOD. EVEN MY DOCTOR, WHO REALLY IS A SWEET, KIND AND A GOOD DOC ORDERS ME 150 LORTABS EVERY MONTH AND THE COST IS MY CO PAY OF $25.00 SO EVEN MY STUPID PAIN PILL ADVENTURE COULDN'T BE BETTER. ESPICALLY AFTER READING ABOUT HOW MUCH SOME OTHERS PAY FOR A FEW PILLS.
BUT, DEEP DOWN , I KNOW I NEEDD TO STOP AND I KNOW I AM HOOKED. YOU ARE SO RIGHT, THIS ADDICTION OF MINE IS TO DAMN EASY. THE REASON I HAVE NEVER GONE OVER 6 A DAY IS I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN FEARFUL OF ANY PILL AND WOULDN'T EVEN TAKE A TYLENOL EVER IF I NEEDED IT. BUT WHEN I HAD THE ACCIDENT I WAS REALLY HURTING AND THE PILLS MADE ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER THAN THEY DO NOW. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY AFTER 3 SOLID YEARS OF THE SAME DOSE I SOMA AND 2 LORTABS I STILL FEEL AN EFFECT.
YOU GIRLS ARE AWESOME.. PLEASE DONT STOP TALKING TO ME.
DIANE
AGAIN I THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT. I WILL TELL YOU THE WHOLE TRUTH.
I AM NOT TIRED, I HAVE 4 KIDS AND I RUN RUN RUN. THE KIDS ARE ALL TEENS. I HAVE NEVER TAKEN MORE THAN 6 LORTABS IN A DAY. I TAKE THE PILLS AT 8AM. 1PM AND 6PM. AFTER 20 MIN I FEEL A SLIGHT FEELING OF A VERY GOOD MOOD BUT IT LASTS ABOUT 45 MIN AND THEN IT IS OVER. THE PAIN IN MY NECK FEELS BETTER. I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL FAMILY, AN AWESOME HUSBAND, AND NOT ANY SELF PROBLEMS. NOT TO SOUND LIKE A SNOB AND PLEASE BELIEVE ME I AM NOT AT ALL, BUT THINGS IN MY LIFE ARE GOOD. EVEN MY DOCTOR, WHO REALLY IS A SWEET, KIND AND A GOOD DOC ORDERS ME 150 LORTABS EVERY MONTH AND THE COST IS MY CO PAY OF $25.00 SO EVEN MY STUPID PAIN PILL ADVENTURE COULDN'T BE BETTER. ESPICALLY AFTER READING ABOUT HOW MUCH SOME OTHERS PAY FOR A FEW PILLS.
BUT, DEEP DOWN , I KNOW I NEEDD TO STOP AND I KNOW I AM HOOKED. YOU ARE SO RIGHT, THIS ADDICTION OF MINE IS TO DAMN EASY. THE REASON I HAVE NEVER GONE OVER 6 A DAY IS I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN FEARFUL OF ANY PILL AND WOULDN'T EVEN TAKE A TYLENOL EVER IF I NEEDED IT. BUT WHEN I HAD THE ACCIDENT I WAS REALLY HURTING AND THE PILLS MADE ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER THAN THEY DO NOW. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY AFTER 3 SOLID YEARS OF THE SAME DOSE I SOMA AND 2 LORTABS I STILL FEEL AN EFFECT.
YOU GIRLS ARE AWESOME.. PLEASE DONT STOP TALKING TO ME.
DIANE
Diane, actually the way you stuck to the same dose for so long shows your not a weak person. Have you tried a slow taper?
JD
JD
Diane,
Well I am glad to see that you got it all out. I bet that you feel better now. So I just got on and read what you wrote, I wonder what you have been doing since you last posted. I hope that you haven't been filling your head with worry.
You seem to be so scared on the pills yet so scared to come off.....I hope that everyone here can help you to see that you can do this and that yeah it may be uncomfortable for a bit, but when you look at those with a few months clean they will tell you how wonderful life is now for them. And because you have kept your intake the same for so long, I would think that you have a good shot at tapering, that strength and some of that fear you have may be a good driving force......
Keep coming back, you will find that you are not alone in this. This disease effects many and it doesn't discriminate on age, gender, or wealth....
You take of yourself and stay strong.
Love,
Tina
Well I am glad to see that you got it all out. I bet that you feel better now. So I just got on and read what you wrote, I wonder what you have been doing since you last posted. I hope that you haven't been filling your head with worry.
You seem to be so scared on the pills yet so scared to come off.....I hope that everyone here can help you to see that you can do this and that yeah it may be uncomfortable for a bit, but when you look at those with a few months clean they will tell you how wonderful life is now for them. And because you have kept your intake the same for so long, I would think that you have a good shot at tapering, that strength and some of that fear you have may be a good driving force......
Keep coming back, you will find that you are not alone in this. This disease effects many and it doesn't discriminate on age, gender, or wealth....
You take of yourself and stay strong.
Love,
Tina
TINA THANKS HON,
YOU KNOW ME... WOW... YES, I AM AFRAID TO TAKE ONE PILL MORE AND I AM AFRAID TO STOP. JUST ANSWER THIS.. WHY DOES EVERYONE TAKE IMMODIUM ? WHAT IS IT THAT HAPPENS TO U WHEN YOU STOP THE PAIN MEDS. TELL ME AS MUCH AS YOU CAN ABOUT THE MOST COMMON SYMPTOMS A PERSON HAS WHEN GOING OFF PILLS. AND DOES IT START WHEN YOU ARE TOTALLY OFF OR WHILE YOU TAPER? I REALIZE EACH PERSON IS DIFFERENT BUT TELL ME THE MOST
COMMON SYMPTOMS OF WITHDRAWL. THANKS, DIANE
AND WHEN ARE YOU TOTALLY LIKE YOU WERE BEFOR YOU STARTED THE PILLS. APPROX TIME SPAN
YOU KNOW ME... WOW... YES, I AM AFRAID TO TAKE ONE PILL MORE AND I AM AFRAID TO STOP. JUST ANSWER THIS.. WHY DOES EVERYONE TAKE IMMODIUM ? WHAT IS IT THAT HAPPENS TO U WHEN YOU STOP THE PAIN MEDS. TELL ME AS MUCH AS YOU CAN ABOUT THE MOST COMMON SYMPTOMS A PERSON HAS WHEN GOING OFF PILLS. AND DOES IT START WHEN YOU ARE TOTALLY OFF OR WHILE YOU TAPER? I REALIZE EACH PERSON IS DIFFERENT BUT TELL ME THE MOST
COMMON SYMPTOMS OF WITHDRAWL. THANKS, DIANE
AND WHEN ARE YOU TOTALLY LIKE YOU WERE BEFOR YOU STARTED THE PILLS. APPROX TIME SPAN
JOHNDEE,
HI, THANKS ALSO FOR YOUR NOTE. NO, I HAVE NOT BEGUN THE PROCESS YET. WHAT AM I WAITING FOR??? SOMEONE TO LITE A FIRE UNDER MY A--. I FIRST FOUND THIS SITE THE OTHER DAY AND I AM AMAZED OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE I HAVE EVER MET. I AM LEARNING OF THE EFFECTS OF WITHDRAWLS. I HAVE BEEN AFRAID TO SHARE MY ADDICTION WITH ONE SINGLE PERSON IN MY LIFE FOR FEAR OF REJECTION, OR WHAT THEY WOULD THINK OF ME ,OR GOSSIP BEHIND MY BACK AND NEXT THING YOU KNOW YOU WISH U NEVER TOLD ANYONE. SO I HAVE BEEN QUIET FOR SO LONG. I DID NOT KNOW THIS SITE EXISTED. I WENT TO MD.COM TO FIND INFO ON PAIN PILL ADDICTION AND ONE PLACE LED TO ANOTHER AND SOMEHOW AND I BELIEVE GOD HELPED, HERE I AM AND WOW. YOU ALL ARE ANGELS BECAUSE I FEEL SO HAPPY I HAVE SHARED SOME PAIN WITH THIS SITE AND NOT JUST BECAUSE I CANT SEE U, BUT I CAN HOLD MY HEAD UP IN FRONT OF EVERYONE HERE. SO JUST THANKS. I AM READING OTHERS STORIES AND TRYING TO GET THE NERVE TO STOP.
DIANE
HI, THANKS ALSO FOR YOUR NOTE. NO, I HAVE NOT BEGUN THE PROCESS YET. WHAT AM I WAITING FOR??? SOMEONE TO LITE A FIRE UNDER MY A--. I FIRST FOUND THIS SITE THE OTHER DAY AND I AM AMAZED OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE I HAVE EVER MET. I AM LEARNING OF THE EFFECTS OF WITHDRAWLS. I HAVE BEEN AFRAID TO SHARE MY ADDICTION WITH ONE SINGLE PERSON IN MY LIFE FOR FEAR OF REJECTION, OR WHAT THEY WOULD THINK OF ME ,OR GOSSIP BEHIND MY BACK AND NEXT THING YOU KNOW YOU WISH U NEVER TOLD ANYONE. SO I HAVE BEEN QUIET FOR SO LONG. I DID NOT KNOW THIS SITE EXISTED. I WENT TO MD.COM TO FIND INFO ON PAIN PILL ADDICTION AND ONE PLACE LED TO ANOTHER AND SOMEHOW AND I BELIEVE GOD HELPED, HERE I AM AND WOW. YOU ALL ARE ANGELS BECAUSE I FEEL SO HAPPY I HAVE SHARED SOME PAIN WITH THIS SITE AND NOT JUST BECAUSE I CANT SEE U, BUT I CAN HOLD MY HEAD UP IN FRONT OF EVERYONE HERE. SO JUST THANKS. I AM READING OTHERS STORIES AND TRYING TO GET THE NERVE TO STOP.
DIANE
Bronco,
Glad to see you posting. I just wanted to tell you the everyone is different when it comes to withdrawl. It seriously depends on the type of medication you are on and how long you have been on it. Also how much you were taking before you quit. Methadone withdrawl is different than a vicodin withdrawl because methadone, Oxycontin etc are stronger. This mean the withdrawl is wrose and last longer. The typical Lortab withdrawl which is what you are on usually lasts anywhere from 7-10 days depending on how much you are taking a day before you quit. Symtoms just off the top of my head included:
Diarrhea( This is where the Immodium AD come in handy)
Body aches( Motrin 800 mgs works ok)
Fatigue( This is a major complaint while detoxing)(B-12 and multi- vitamins help)
Headaches
Sweating/Hot flashes or chills
All the flu-like symptoms you can think of pretty much! Like I said everyone is different. One person may have mild symptoms and another severe. It just depends. I hope that helped you a little. Rae
Moodiness, Irritable( Midol helps with that
Restless legs( pottasium and banana's)
Glad to see you posting. I just wanted to tell you the everyone is different when it comes to withdrawl. It seriously depends on the type of medication you are on and how long you have been on it. Also how much you were taking before you quit. Methadone withdrawl is different than a vicodin withdrawl because methadone, Oxycontin etc are stronger. This mean the withdrawl is wrose and last longer. The typical Lortab withdrawl which is what you are on usually lasts anywhere from 7-10 days depending on how much you are taking a day before you quit. Symtoms just off the top of my head included:
Diarrhea( This is where the Immodium AD come in handy)
Body aches( Motrin 800 mgs works ok)
Fatigue( This is a major complaint while detoxing)(B-12 and multi- vitamins help)
Headaches
Sweating/Hot flashes or chills
All the flu-like symptoms you can think of pretty much! Like I said everyone is different. One person may have mild symptoms and another severe. It just depends. I hope that helped you a little. Rae
Moodiness, Irritable( Midol helps with that
Restless legs( pottasium and banana's)
RAE, THANKS SO MUCH.. REALLY HELPS TO KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT.LOOK IN THE "VIEW NEW POST " SECTION.. UNDER ANYONE WILLING TO TAKE THE PLUNGE ON EASTER.... I AM REALLY GOING TO DO THIS.. IT WILL BE MY FIRST ATTEMPT... DIANE
I have faith you CAN DO IT Diane. What a great day to begin. Rae
Diane, we are with u. Some totally clean others like myself still struggling. I am 6mg of xanex for 12 years, 2 loratab and 3 soma. Sometime I will save up during the day and take them at night. Bad I know.
But I am slowly weaning a little a day, but sometime back to original dose. I have run out many times before my refill but now my husband is helping with my doses and it keeps me aware of what I am taking. I use to take them sometime to zone out of what was bothering me. Now I face it and it is real scary.
So keep up the faith, we can all get better with the right support.
Kyra
But I am slowly weaning a little a day, but sometime back to original dose. I have run out many times before my refill but now my husband is helping with my doses and it keeps me aware of what I am taking. I use to take them sometime to zone out of what was bothering me. Now I face it and it is real scary.
So keep up the faith, we can all get better with the right support.
Kyra
Hey everyone, maybe we could stick to one thread may and not bounce around as much. You get more steady support like that. Any ideas for a heading guys.
Kyra
Kyra
