Brynn,
Just wondering where you're at...might.need some 'Brynning down the House'...to still the chill
luv MARY
mmmmhmmm, the laughs just aren't the same
morning
how's the form today.
Geoff
how's the form today.
Geoff
You two.....man, if i can't laugh seeing the names mary, and trooper I am right well done in.
Mary with her word associations like Brrrrrr------yn.......cracks me up.
Hey, how's my wacky chickies doing............I ain't been on and just saw about poor Wess's dad......girls I am not hanging I tell ya that...i ain't used, but right ready to.
I f*cked up most important job ever.............MOTHER........now I got a teen, and she was finally having fun, and boy dropped her flat, and the depression, and tears, and worry, and I ain't slept...........I mean this is over a week, and man now I know how my mom felt...the pain we feel for our kids is worse.
After allllllll week, man I was tryiung.....like trying NOT to be my mom, but just listening, and holding her, and ya know Mary...............like you with your guy.
It's the WHAT.............what did i do.did I not do??????????????????
That's what got her and she was calling, and calling, and smothering him, and he out and said righjt out......................I don't want to see you anymore.......so then she wants to know wyhy...................
Plus she never had a social life really, and she was having fun with his friends.........making friends..........so going all Glenn Close on him made that worse...........finally man I flipped i was screaming....................you gave it up that's WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She says she doesn't trust women...never really got along with girls or women........always men..................old soul like............so now she's crying in a ball....YOU HATE MEN
Noooooooooooooooooooooo I USE MEN DEAR..............that's different.
I use em up for whatever i can get be it a five dollar pack of smokes or a $100 coat..........depending......................I LOVE men just hate perverts.
So that what's up amd I love ya guys for caring, and hey, Geo nice to meet ya....I am a freak..........pay me no mind....I'll be back when I don't pull evryone round me down.............I feel so bad Wess got that with his dad, and I am whinning.
It's my kid though, and I want to shake her and scream stupid stupid stupid stupid girl.......he frigging used you...................weird part is the old guywent away to school...kid helped her through me nodding and all that crap.stealing.......well now new guy lives right around the bend, and dumps this old guy..........and he was calling saying just talk to me...she said she had no time.
Wel, Missie ya reap what ya sow.........I never ever treated anyopne like that ever ya just don't treat people that way no matter who..........ya give them your time and courtesy and sympathy........she was having so much fun....she blew him off....now she got this kid blowing her off..............I says well "Further on down the road".....Clapton song ya know..............oh sh*t.........dope woiuld just ease it.........take it away...........if not for a few hours.
Ladies i screwed up roayaly.............my child....even ask ms. Tres I do NOT brag...........intelliogent.,....like weird sort of real real book smart.........read at age three........reads like epic books like that chick alaska and all........plus she has a gift.....God given and it was her voice........she was a singer.....a vocalist......for real like with a tour with a famous very famous singer.....natural talent.....when my dad died she just stopped....I guess when the one and only most important person drops dead in front of you on Christmas morning so suddenly and your mom's an addict in a body cast cause she was in a car accident.........well ya know it would tend to make ya not feel like singing.
Her vocal coach..he told me let her be for a bit, but then yes she has to sing....that's her best friend........then he died.......nice, nice intelligent jazz musician famous.........she says everyone I care about dies kids ten when this happened.........then figures i had two more operations to get put back together I may die in surgery...........so yeah why sing.........now my mom blames me saying I should have FORCED her cause that was her social life and friends theater kids and all.........whatever......whatever...............it's over, and she's sad, and I f*c*ed up.
Sorry see how down, and depressing I am making everyone.
Geo, man I am sorry hang in..........I got two years........big whoop and all. Still, man it's worth it............dead sounds better though..........I aint go the guts.....I'd hit me up wit one of them wit bags out now my luck the wit would be drywall.........nah I ain't going there, but boo freaking whoo.
Thansk for caring you guiys.............thank you, Mary and the Trooper. You too geo.
Mary with her word associations like Brrrrrr------yn.......cracks me up.
Hey, how's my wacky chickies doing............I ain't been on and just saw about poor Wess's dad......girls I am not hanging I tell ya that...i ain't used, but right ready to.
I f*cked up most important job ever.............MOTHER........now I got a teen, and she was finally having fun, and boy dropped her flat, and the depression, and tears, and worry, and I ain't slept...........I mean this is over a week, and man now I know how my mom felt...the pain we feel for our kids is worse.
After allllllll week, man I was tryiung.....like trying NOT to be my mom, but just listening, and holding her, and ya know Mary...............like you with your guy.
It's the WHAT.............what did i do.did I not do??????????????????
That's what got her and she was calling, and calling, and smothering him, and he out and said righjt out......................I don't want to see you anymore.......so then she wants to know wyhy...................
Plus she never had a social life really, and she was having fun with his friends.........making friends..........so going all Glenn Close on him made that worse...........finally man I flipped i was screaming....................you gave it up that's WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She says she doesn't trust women...never really got along with girls or women........always men..................old soul like............so now she's crying in a ball....YOU HATE MEN
Noooooooooooooooooooooo I USE MEN DEAR..............that's different.
I use em up for whatever i can get be it a five dollar pack of smokes or a $100 coat..........depending......................I LOVE men just hate perverts.
So that what's up amd I love ya guys for caring, and hey, Geo nice to meet ya....I am a freak..........pay me no mind....I'll be back when I don't pull evryone round me down.............I feel so bad Wess got that with his dad, and I am whinning.
It's my kid though, and I want to shake her and scream stupid stupid stupid stupid girl.......he frigging used you...................weird part is the old guywent away to school...kid helped her through me nodding and all that crap.stealing.......well now new guy lives right around the bend, and dumps this old guy..........and he was calling saying just talk to me...she said she had no time.
Wel, Missie ya reap what ya sow.........I never ever treated anyopne like that ever ya just don't treat people that way no matter who..........ya give them your time and courtesy and sympathy........she was having so much fun....she blew him off....now she got this kid blowing her off..............I says well "Further on down the road".....Clapton song ya know..............oh sh*t.........dope woiuld just ease it.........take it away...........if not for a few hours.
Ladies i screwed up roayaly.............my child....even ask ms. Tres I do NOT brag...........intelliogent.,....like weird sort of real real book smart.........read at age three........reads like epic books like that chick alaska and all........plus she has a gift.....God given and it was her voice........she was a singer.....a vocalist......for real like with a tour with a famous very famous singer.....natural talent.....when my dad died she just stopped....I guess when the one and only most important person drops dead in front of you on Christmas morning so suddenly and your mom's an addict in a body cast cause she was in a car accident.........well ya know it would tend to make ya not feel like singing.
Her vocal coach..he told me let her be for a bit, but then yes she has to sing....that's her best friend........then he died.......nice, nice intelligent jazz musician famous.........she says everyone I care about dies kids ten when this happened.........then figures i had two more operations to get put back together I may die in surgery...........so yeah why sing.........now my mom blames me saying I should have FORCED her cause that was her social life and friends theater kids and all.........whatever......whatever...............it's over, and she's sad, and I f*c*ed up.
Sorry see how down, and depressing I am making everyone.
Geo, man I am sorry hang in..........I got two years........big whoop and all. Still, man it's worth it............dead sounds better though..........I aint go the guts.....I'd hit me up wit one of them wit bags out now my luck the wit would be drywall.........nah I ain't going there, but boo freaking whoo.
Thansk for caring you guiys.............thank you, Mary and the Trooper. You too geo.
Brynn,
Depressed or not...you still manage to fill in the empty spaces here and warm us all up a bit with that special cup of brewed Brynn tea....a steaming potion of uncensored reality with just a dash of cynicism...for a well needed pick me up.
Even with 19 yrs 3 months clean myself...there are still days when i have to take the urge to not 'off' myself on a daily basis...the old AA day at a time method.
Recovery never promised that our hearts will never be broken again or that loved ones will not sometimes walk away from us....or as in my youngest brother's case...take his life at the tender age of 29.
It does promise us occasional chinks of light in the swallow of darkness
to share a smile with a stranger..to.be there to embrace our sons and daughters in their hour of sorrow and need....to look at ourselves in our mirrors without constant shame.....'using' promises us nothing and robs us of everything.
so how about a cup of that Brynn brewed tea?
one lump or two?....as in upside my silly head
luv ya MARY
Depressed or not...you still manage to fill in the empty spaces here and warm us all up a bit with that special cup of brewed Brynn tea....a steaming potion of uncensored reality with just a dash of cynicism...for a well needed pick me up.
Even with 19 yrs 3 months clean myself...there are still days when i have to take the urge to not 'off' myself on a daily basis...the old AA day at a time method.
Recovery never promised that our hearts will never be broken again or that loved ones will not sometimes walk away from us....or as in my youngest brother's case...take his life at the tender age of 29.
It does promise us occasional chinks of light in the swallow of darkness
to share a smile with a stranger..to.be there to embrace our sons and daughters in their hour of sorrow and need....to look at ourselves in our mirrors without constant shame.....'using' promises us nothing and robs us of everything.
so how about a cup of that Brynn brewed tea?
one lump or two?....as in upside my silly head
luv ya MARY
Brynn, you can't blame yourself here, this is a trial and error process for your daughter, she'll figure her way around men, hell I still don't know what to do with them, the only thing I know is the more you ignore em the more they love ya... think I just date some f***ed up individuals though... your a good mom, know how I can tell? You are worried about your daughters love life! My mother never cared, she'd tell me to shut up about it, thats the best I got! She's going through I phase, I remember that phase like it was yesterday, it'll pass as all things do! :)
