DEAR CON>>>>How r u?i dont see u about the boards,diary,families e.t.c,i hate to ask this but has your worst happened,by that i mean your granny.Con i know i said im not one for praying and that i would say a silent one for u but to be honest i said "f*** it"i knealt down at my chair in my lodgings when no one was there and said a wee prayer for u which ended up being a prayer for all of us here,my kid,s,there mum,my bro,nearly everyone and it seemed to go on and on and on,strange thing that although i didn,t exactly know who i was praying to,i knew who for and why and i really felt a burden unload.If any of my mates saw me they would have thought that i,ve lost the plot.Con,if it,s happened,be strong,i see u write about yourself,alway,s it seems the negative in u,but from where i,m sitting if u could only see the positive,s,WOW,what a girl.Your beautiful,intelligent,caring to name but a few good point,s.Con i know u don,t feel it but u r a very special person and i really wish all good thing,s for you,so hang in there and let me and the other,s know u r ok,i was away to say i havent swore once in this p[ost but i have,once,awe well!!!take care my friend...all my love...ALEX(since it,s sunday)xxxxxxxxxxx
Aw Eck...felt tears come to my eyes reading that and then I laughed right out trying to picture you kneeling there and lookin round to see if any of your mates would see ya lol...thanks dear Eck for the prayer...shes still in like a sleep their saying...and im feeling so hard thinking wondering if shes waiting for me before she goes...pretty damn ego there I know but I cant get it out of my head...you know how i love my gram...ive been reading and answering around on the boards but ...ya know sometimes how it is...just got not a whole lot to say sometimes...its a bit tight in my heart right now...thanks for the prayers Eck...and im praying for everyone too...ya, you start praying for one thing and then end up praying for everyone...i do the same.. .and latley its been feeling like I do it a lot too and im kind of amazed as you are since Its something I have been finding to work latley..this leaning on God whatever it is..and.it also matters a lot your all here..maybe were all just learning stuff at the same time here, I dont know Eck...but.thanks..and hey..ya know...your sounding a bit better over there...is it going a bit better with ya ?...I hope so Eck...and thanks for the laugh too..my rough tough marshmellow friend :)
