Davey, Robbie, Lou, Trooper.

Check out this, it's called google earth, and it like a satilite picture of the world, if you search for google earth it will come right up, it's cool been looking at all the places where I used to score. and you can send links of cool places.

If any1 is interested I would like to c pic's of shady places people have scored in the past.

Well how is everyone, I'm glad to have that week over and done with, working flat out, but 1 week to go I am off on hol's, sunny spain 4 a month.

Just checking out cavan mate, did'nt release it was so close, what life like there mate, have you a family, me and the gf fell out this morn, she is really f***ing with me head.

Hope ever1 is doing good, I'm on 13 mil, did'nt release 30mg of codeine would hold you so much.

did not go out last night just went to my bed, did any of you go out. well feeling alot better for it today.

Going to get the sunday world today they have stuff in it about the general, and the monk, and them other top men in dublin, think it might be interesting.

will be about 4 a while if any1 wants to chat.

Geoff
what's up G? Google earth that sounds pretty cool gonna have to check that out! I stayed in last night, exhausted from work and did some star wars shopping as soon as I got out, went home, read comic books (ha ha) and crashed. Hope your feelin better there man.
yes it's very cool I think you can't c every where but you can find some cool place's if you do you can show me some sites in the states.
Oh by the way. what are oxy's any way, are they like painkillers with codiene, what strengh are they.

Geoff
how goes it geoff?sound pretty good.sorry to hear mate bout u&g.f,she smoking a bit?.yep cavan not to far from limavady its ok,im a city boy so i did the move more for my daughter,she loves the outdoors etc,also my mum lives down here.went out fri. a mate is of to oz in a week so we gave him a send off,i cant bevvy too much coz of the meth.&none of my workmates know of my situation so it was an 11pm finish.the oxys are far stronger than codiene, an opiate based painkilller more prevelant in the states than here or the u.k.gonna check out the sunday world,always full of scandal eh!!...take it eze,be about...davey
That it is Davey, Yes I live near the border close to managhan. went out fri. night to a mate's birthday party and had a great night,

The gf says she is not mate, but I think she is, had an other big fight this morn, so at the min it sounds like it's over, no matter how much a relationship is work on but some just can't be saved, another family split up because of H, a will prob never get to see my daughter and if I do, am going to miss so much of her life growing up, she came from north scotland, so it will be hard to get over to see her.

Am feeling alright through will prob kick in at some stage, but these things happen, and as they say, there is prob more fish in the sea.

Sorry bout going on, she will prob calm down, and we will be back to normal again,

maybe.

Geoff
geoff mate i honestly feel for u ,with the situation with your g.f&daughter.my x &i split 4 yrs ago,she was also a addict it was a cycle of rows,drugs,money,etc.we finally said enough is enough.after we split,she f>>>>d off for 2mnths left me with kid.so from then on in ive been in the reverse situation of being a single dad[sian is 7yrs now].her mum sees her for about 1wk. in 4,so luckily Sian is growing up to be a great girl.i could,nt have done this without my mas help,but together we did it&are so happy for her in everything.geoff all i can say is she is your little girl too&a dad can give as much to a child as a mum[i know us men have not given ourselves a good press]as far as childcare goes but we do exist.all situations are diff.after my bro died[98]&Sian born[late99]even though i was an addict i never lost site of my daughters needs,she has no inclination of anything wrong ,its just mum&dad dont get on but we both love you Sian.it aint been easy ,many frustrated tears shed,but we have got this far&im happy for that. geoff....all the best coz i know your in a really tough prediciment....am here for ya mate...take care ...davey
Thanx Dave,

Thats how I got into the gear and we have been trying to get off it ever since, well I have but not so much her, In a way I wanted to go, but I wanted my family to work and I wanted to see my daughter every day, I think I was scared as I would of been scoring on my own, trying to get meth on my own, and every thing taking gear includes on my own, There is no1 here know's what I have been doing,

Don't know pal, if I cant get off this be4 this meth runs out, I am going to be right back on the gear as b4, that is my life story on the gear, first to years, we where on the gear all of the time, then I started wanting to get of it, and we started getting meth and reducing of it, then the meth would run out and we would be back on the gear, this has been going on, for the last 3 years or so, but we did go cold turkey a few times, but because of the sleep and stuff we would of lasted a week or 2 and then, we would convince ourselves that we could go and get some more just to feel normal for a day.

We where the same, my daughter would of not missed out on any thing and she would of got first before, we got gear, I think if I was in the same boat as you dave I would be needing me ma to help me alot to, I no I would, but it sounds like you are doing a good job, and if we do finish I will be fighting for full cusderdy (excuse the spelling) and I will work pt if I get her.

need 2 go an get dress going to ma mums 4 dinner.

if I can get down low enough I will try an c/t it but a don't no if a can take the pain anymore.

G
..Geo..
..i,ve used goggleearth before..i was actually able to find the block i live in from an arial view..it is a good website..Robbie..