I WENT TO A DETOX IN FL. BUT MY BLOOD PRESSURE WAS TO LOW TO MED EXCEPT THREE TIMES IN 6 DAYS. THEY TOLD ME I HAD TO LEAVE. I'M NOT SURE WHY BUT I THINK IT WAS MORE THAN THEY COULD HANDLE. SO I CALLED MY MOM AND I WAS ON A FLIGHT FROM FL. TO WASHINGTON. THAT WAS A HARD FLIGHT, THE LADY THAT SAT NEXT TO ME WAS PISSED. SHE JUST NEVER SAID NOTHING BUT THE LOOK. OH WELL AT LEAST SHE HAS SOMETHING TO TALK ABOUT FOR AWHILE CAUSE I WAS SICK ALL 7 HOURS.ANY WAYS I THINK I AM GOING TO HAVE TO START TO LEARN HOW TO DO WALKING AND CLEANING AND ALL THE STUFF NORMAL PEOPLE DO WHEN YOU DON'T USE DRUGS TO HEAL NOT JUST PHYSICAL PAIN BUT MENTAL PAIN AS WELL.I AM DOING OKAY RIGHT NOW THOUGH. THANKS TO MY MOM'S SUPPORT AND MY SPONSER AND FRIENDS IN THE ROOMS. I'M WAITING TO GO INTO A TREATMENT CENTER IN SEATTLE FOR3-6 MOUNTHS. I WAS SOOOOOOO BADDDDDD. THAT I HAVE TO LEARN HOW LIVE WITHOUT DRUGS USING, DEALING EVERY DAY OF THE LAST 4 YEARS THATS ALL I HAVE DONE. THEN I WILL BEGIN MY NEW LIFE WITOUT ALL T6HE STUFF I THOUGHT WAS OKAY WHEN IT WASN'T.
Lizzie, congratulations on 13 days! Keep up the good work!
