Wow, Two weeks, who would have thought it? Having a good day so far. Just stopped by the house for lunch gotta be back in just a few. Thought I would just drop a line... better than doing a line.. Glad to be clean of percs for two weeks, its amazing how much better I feel and am sleeping, and starting to be able to deal with my problems..Catch you all later. Hope all of you are having a great day.
T-
Wow is right Tak, its hard to believe 2 weeks has gone by already. Think of all the good things that happened over the past 2 weeks. You got to spend time with your daughter, clean even. You didn't have to call into work. You got rid of your suppliers. You saved a bunch of money, think about all the pills you would have taken that add up to serious cash. It was a good couple of weeks.
Good job buddy
Redd
Good job buddy
Redd
definatley tak kudos to you. you are making an amazing progress : ) i'm so glad to read its working out for you. keep up the great work. you obviously are doing your footwork and working hard to make this work. i am really proud of you!
terrianne
terrianne
Congrats on the two weeks, Tak!
Kerry
Kerry
Tak,
My hats off to you, you even went to work through all this, your a better man than I am. You will feel even better when you start dealing with the fallout of your addiction, and correcting anything that needs it, I know I did.
Best Regards,
Tom
My hats off to you, you even went to work through all this, your a better man than I am. You will feel even better when you start dealing with the fallout of your addiction, and correcting anything that needs it, I know I did.
Best Regards,
Tom
Thanks all ,, Could not have done it with out this board and you all...just got in from work... going to just 4mgs. today, was at 4.5mgs last two days.. Tomorrow is Friday and payday,, and my daughter is coming down. She will get to see her room, Iam so excited for her she is going to love it.
Redd, thanks for all , man you really been keeping up with me... Thats cool. Your right, the last two weeks, I would owe my whole check tomorrow to dealers fronting me pills and I would not have my house clean, I would not feel good. I would not feel hopeful, I would not be going to meetings. The list goes on, now its not going to be easy I got myself in a rut financially, but the thing is, I said in the beginning I just needed to stop the bleeding so to speak. And the sub. has allowed me to do that, I don't expect it to keep me clean the rest of my life. Iam a addict and am taking the steps to help me stay sober one day at a time, by turning my will and my life over to a power greater than myself... I still have fears and doubt myself, but I know its my addictive thinking and am taking action to get better each day... for now thats all I can do... I know one day Iam going to be having a bad day, Iam not going to be able to get a hold of my sponsor, and I know you guys will be here for me... I hope... but I don't want to think about having a bad day... its just nice to know you guys are here and are so helpful.... Well, going to tighten the house up a little and eat some supper check back with ya'll in a little bit...
Redd, thanks for all , man you really been keeping up with me... Thats cool. Your right, the last two weeks, I would owe my whole check tomorrow to dealers fronting me pills and I would not have my house clean, I would not feel good. I would not feel hopeful, I would not be going to meetings. The list goes on, now its not going to be easy I got myself in a rut financially, but the thing is, I said in the beginning I just needed to stop the bleeding so to speak. And the sub. has allowed me to do that, I don't expect it to keep me clean the rest of my life. Iam a addict and am taking the steps to help me stay sober one day at a time, by turning my will and my life over to a power greater than myself... I still have fears and doubt myself, but I know its my addictive thinking and am taking action to get better each day... for now thats all I can do... I know one day Iam going to be having a bad day, Iam not going to be able to get a hold of my sponsor, and I know you guys will be here for me... I hope... but I don't want to think about having a bad day... its just nice to know you guys are here and are so helpful.... Well, going to tighten the house up a little and eat some supper check back with ya'll in a little bit...
Tak,
I am very proud of you. Man 2 weeks that is hard to believe. It has gone by fast.. Way to go!! Take care and keep us updated on your progress! Rae
I am very proud of you. Man 2 weeks that is hard to believe. It has gone by fast.. Way to go!! Take care and keep us updated on your progress! Rae
I would love to read your suboxone story. If you don't want to go over it again, maybe you could give me the dates to look up if you have already posted the whole story here.
Thanks
Congratulations, by the way. I hope to share your joy soon.
Thanks
Congratulations, by the way. I hope to share your joy soon.
Hi all, well almost end of day 14, fixing to hit bed.. just a little deprssion slipped in on me this evening about 900p.m ..well ,I noticed I had not eaten. So, I ate and took 5htp and now better. I steam cleaned the carpet in my daughters room looks pretty good. Iam getting a little tired. Tomorrow, is Friday , Thank God... for Friday and my 15 days of fpercs. Still got a ways to go , but feel stronger everyday....I say I got a ways to go, You know , like the rest of my life. I know I don't ever want to get myself in this situation again. And will not let up on going to meetings and working the steps, praying and doing the deal... got to. Got a beautiful little girl, that needs a sane father around....
thanks all
See ya tomorrow
thanks all
See ya tomorrow
