Hey guys, I was clean for 17 days,and then one day I took two lortab 10s and have been back on them since. I felt so depressed without the medication and when I took those pills it made me happy again. Only for a while though. Now I'm wondering what the hell i've done....Sorry I let you guys down.....
Pine.......
Pine you let yourself down.I just need to remind you that the "so called"happiness your feeling from the pills are not real(which Im sure you know)Do you have any plans on trying to stop again?I think the problem most of us addicts dont face is that recovery is a lifetime change.Its not something we can do than just use once in awhile.I know how hard the mental addiction is Do you have anyone near you to have for support???mj
