You ladies are so supportive of eachother over here.........I mean immensely helpful..........how cool is that?
Rach, I am so sorry you losing your mom at such a young age and such a crucial time in your life.
Well, I can't be saying nothing on this one because I was Blessed with such a great mom............neat lady...........a little off..........then again who ain't?
That reason that my mom and I and grandmom are so close is what devastates me about my own daughter............can't even think about it..........just wanted to say good on y'all.
Found three playing cards sitting smack next to me in my therpists office the other day.............just three..........I asked if they were hers..........she never saw them before.............I figured maybe they were the person before me's.......she's like they must have been playing alone then........she starts laughing...............then she cracked up when I go "Can I have them?"
I looked up the meanings...............BAM..........directly and I mean spot on to the T regarding what was going on with me............pretty cool, right?
How wonderful that your mom found freedom before she passed away....or at least that's how i see it....did you have another female around to help you through those years ?
I had been feeling very close to my mom for several years, then things just started popping up for me and I need to address these issues. I've been in denial about her behaviours and that's not healthy. I slept in this morning and missed my appt. with my counsellor. I had forgotten it, but I find I am very forgetful these days. There are no accidents, right? My doc called and he wants to see me, something about my bloodwork. Yes, we do have some coverage with our healthcare but not alot.
I feel bad for complaining about my mom to anyone, especially since a good portion of the women I know have lost their moms and I do understand I should be grateful....I just need to get through this.....but i am sensitive to others' losses.
The hypnotherapy.....I asked my counsellor about it a few months back and because I am dealing with sexual abuse issues, it's better to allow my brain to remember when i'm ready to remember. But because of you sharing....I'm thinking I can still do that in regards to weed/stress/anger.....so thank you.
Day 14.....um stressing about missing my appt. and feeling very disconnected to my husband. Seeing him stoned and stinking like pot really pisses me off. We haven't touched eachother in two weeks. Direct link, obviously.
I am very aware of what I watch on tv, when things are bad, I tie my hair in knots and rip it out. So that pretty well leaves 90 percent of the programs as not good.
Very cool about the cards Bryn. :-) Did I pick one of my healing cards for you ? I don't remember. Do you want one ?
Are thyroid problems linked with memory loss ? Or low iron ? I also gained 12 pounds. Weight watchers is just depressing me. I'm wondering if it's my thyroid. I'll look it up.
Party tomorrow night, I'm designated driver, made up my mind.....that's the best way to deal with it......responsibility.
Love and Light,
D
I had been feeling very close to my mom for several years, then things just started popping up for me and I need to address these issues. I've been in denial about her behaviours and that's not healthy. I slept in this morning and missed my appt. with my counsellor. I had forgotten it, but I find I am very forgetful these days. There are no accidents, right? My doc called and he wants to see me, something about my bloodwork. Yes, we do have some coverage with our healthcare but not alot.
I feel bad for complaining about my mom to anyone, especially since a good portion of the women I know have lost their moms and I do understand I should be grateful....I just need to get through this.....but i am sensitive to others' losses.
The hypnotherapy.....I asked my counsellor about it a few months back and because I am dealing with sexual abuse issues, it's better to allow my brain to remember when i'm ready to remember. But because of you sharing....I'm thinking I can still do that in regards to weed/stress/anger.....so thank you.
Day 14.....um stressing about missing my appt. and feeling very disconnected to my husband. Seeing him stoned and stinking like pot really pisses me off. We haven't touched eachother in two weeks. Direct link, obviously.
I am very aware of what I watch on tv, when things are bad, I tie my hair in knots and rip it out. So that pretty well leaves 90 percent of the programs as not good.
Very cool about the cards Bryn. :-) Did I pick one of my healing cards for you ? I don't remember. Do you want one ?
Are thyroid problems linked with memory loss ? Or low iron ? I also gained 12 pounds. Weight watchers is just depressing me. I'm wondering if it's my thyroid. I'll look it up.
Party tomorrow night, I'm designated driver, made up my mind.....that's the best way to deal with it......responsibility.
Love and Light,
D
Well, I saw the osteo lady today, I have to apply heat and cold for the next little while. She trained in London, England. I am very tired right now, I can assume that's normal ?? Tomorrow I see my Doctor about my bloodwork.....I also want to talk to him about getting off the seroquel and desipramine. The more I read the pp board, the more I get freaked out.
She sure found some tight muscles in my neck and shoulders area and apparently my spine ain't exactly straight...even if I am. haha
I'm studying for a midterm so I have to run. Best wishes to all....and a happy birthday too !!!
Love and Light,
Diana
She sure found some tight muscles in my neck and shoulders area and apparently my spine ain't exactly straight...even if I am. haha
I'm studying for a midterm so I have to run. Best wishes to all....and a happy birthday too !!!
Love and Light,
Diana
