Well I am at day 8 and I feel so friggin achy. You know I have come to realize I don't know what the hell is normal to feel I mean I have been an addict for close to 20 years so how do I know what I felt like pre pill use. Let me tell you if it feels like this Yikes. Today is not a great day Mom and I had chemo and it is as cold as a witches t** over here. The schools have been closed Monday and Tuesday which I don't mind since my 8 year old is an angel. My friends keep saying that hope their is school tommorow and I keep saying No hee hee. I keep trying to take inventory of my life and realizing I have a great life so how did this happen. I read a post a while back asking where addiction comes from I don't know but I know for me it is for me to fix nothing happened to me I just liked the way the pills felt. Hope everyone is having a good night,
Roxy
Like you, I used for a very long time and had no idea what I was suppose to be when I got clean. It took awhile but I'm back. You will too...I've forgotten, are you going to meetings? Lisa
