HONESTY , HONESTY , HONESTY , HONESTY!!!!!!!
sorry to tell ya this but if you don't start being honest with the ones you love you can't show them you want to get better . admitting to yourself and the ones you love is a VERY big part of recovery . if you keep hiding it then no one can help you , and i don't care how strong your will is you can not do this on your own . wether you like it or not you are a member of this club . so join the ranks ask for help and be honest with EVERYONE . lots of love keep posting .
HIDING IT = DENIAL
YOUR HERE, how are ya yeah i aggree with you , i just wonder if she is really ready cause when i was i told my whole family and any doctor who would listen.hows you family, i still really hurting as normal and i am all alone with the babies i want to leave but i cant i need help with the twins my injury hurts to badly.
HEY MITZY,
WE ARE ALL FINE , HOW'S THE GIRLS ? SORRY I CAN'T POST MUCH I'M SUPPOSED TO BE WORKING . TALK TO YA LATER LOVE YA GOD BLESS
WE ARE ALL FINE , HOW'S THE GIRLS ? SORRY I CAN'T POST MUCH I'M SUPPOSED TO BE WORKING . TALK TO YA LATER LOVE YA GOD BLESS
OF COURSE I'M HIDING IT!!!!! If I wasn't, I wouldn't be in the mess I'm in again! I am the queen of denial. I can wear a mask better than anyone you'll ever know. It's so ingrained at this point, I don't know how to tell the truth. Even in rehab I created this little world for myself that took some of the sting out of being "one of them". They bought it! I should of been an actress...I know what I am, I know what I have to do... I just won't. Instead, I'll keep going through the motions and eventually hit that bottom. I'm just kinda hoping I'm there now...
DEAR COWGIRL , YOU WILL NOT MAKE ME BELIEVE YOU ARE A BAD PERSON . so keep your head up keep it real and keep trying it is SOOOOO worth it . i love you and will add you to mt prayers .
i can to be a actress my family named me drama queen, i am such a bull shitter and so good at acting hekpless and in pain, they fall for it every time,yeah my family knows but only cause i was high a in a great mood a spilled my guts about my adiction, but im glad cause i couldnt have ever done it any other way. but know i live with them always suspicious of me and if they have any pain meds they hide them from me, how imbarrsing. but its for the best, no temtation, i love them for that i realize know its just for my best intrest i use to get hurt and mad ,know im happy. no temtation , right, right. write back.
Do you mean I'm not a bad person trying to get good? I'm a good person trying to get well? Yea, well, what about a stupid person trying to get smart? Geese, louise. I know this is a sickness.... I just want it to be somebody else's problem. How do you do this for 23 years and change?
