Hi again everyone
forgot my password and was desperate to post so added a two to my name.
Things went well lately, he had smoked all the $100 of dope he bought then was straight for several days, he does nothing to help me though and i wonder if he loves me. I know i cant make him love me, i am nice to him and really try, my only fault i see is that i am too nice. Well today he is obviously back on. Hes at a guy he hardly knows who has kids, i just called in to get the car his eyes are all funny like they go and iv just sent a text to say enough is enough, i am so shaky and hurt and angry. But i dont think there is any way to end this other than end us. drugs come before me, he cant even go to the effort to make me a cup of tea!. I work all day and come home, feed the gog, cats, fish, get washing in or out and make tea.......i resent working all the time. i am so exhausted and getting headaches. Please help, iv made such a rod for my own back by maintaining this image, no one what a looser he is but me.
please help
emile
Hi Emile:
I am sorry to hear what you are going through. I know those feelings you are talking about.
I wish I could say something to help you. It looks like you already know in your mind what you have to do for yourself. Is he doing any sort of help in his recovery like meetings or anything? Has he done or is he doing any sort of rehab? I'm sorry - I can't quite remember your story. I'll try and look up your old posts.
Just remember to take care of yourself first because you cannot control him or his addiction.
Mickey
I am sorry to hear what you are going through. I know those feelings you are talking about.
I wish I could say something to help you. It looks like you already know in your mind what you have to do for yourself. Is he doing any sort of help in his recovery like meetings or anything? Has he done or is he doing any sort of rehab? I'm sorry - I can't quite remember your story. I'll try and look up your old posts.
Just remember to take care of yourself first because you cannot control him or his addiction.
Mickey