i really need to let this out. i am pregnant and have been clean from the drug of my choice for a few years. i am not getting exact to protect myself but i need to talk. my other half is a active/trying to recover addict. drinking was never really an issue with me but when i think about it i use to get drunk alot. i had a huge fight today with my babys dad over my older child who he is also his. i could not control my feelings no matter what i did so after thinking about it i went to the store and bought a bottle(small) but it doesnt matter i am pregnant. i feel so guilty but a part of me feels like if you relapsed it would be worse off for me. i just need someone other than my network to talk to, thanks. please reply soon
First of all, I am sorry to hear that. How far along are you? I have 3 children. If you want to talk I am here for you! Rae(Rachel)
I know its hard but you need to not only think about your unborn child but you need to think about yourself to. I had a problem nearly 7 years ago. The love of my life cheated on me with a friend and I kicked him out. After he left I started to drink alot and smoke pot. This was a everyday all day thing for 2 months. One day I woke up and decided that he didnt care what i was doing he was out with her having the time of his life. So, I stop drinking and somking pot. I know that I didnt have the problem for long but I still had a problem. 7 months later I met a man that went through the same as me. we talked for ages and 3 months ago we got married. We have a 3 year old beautiful girl. I thank god in a way that everything happened because if it didnt I wouldnt be where I am today.
If you need to talk u can email me on clubsport350@hotmail.com anytime. I will help in anyway I can. sometimes u just need to talk to someone when u think that u cant handle things.
naomi
If you need to talk u can email me on clubsport350@hotmail.com anytime. I will help in anyway I can. sometimes u just need to talk to someone when u think that u cant handle things.
naomi
