Hi
No drink for a while now and I am so happy. I mean really happy. Evryone is commenting how well I look and that I seem at ease with myself. I feel in love with the world but can't help thinking the bubble will burst. I went to the park today with the children it was a crisp winters day with bright sunshine..we fed the ducks in the lake kicked leaves and laughed a lot. Why would I ever relapse again, I am baffled by this. I must be insane, they say to only a dog returns to his own vommit. Thing is I and many of us do. I use because I want to feel happier or more confident or whatever but it NEVER works, nothing is ever made better mentaly or spiritualy by a drug. In fact being clean for me is far better.
Anyhow....tommorow I start on the Sub sounds mad I know (being relatively clean) but with the pain issues I have (which when they flare up get incredably bad) and my relapses I have almost been given no choice. If I dont I may loose my job because I cannot have any more time off with pain or drug problems . The Sub should keep me rock solid, as they put it. I will be building up to at least 16mgs and taking it indefinatley.
I was told by my addiction dr the other day to stop questioning, arguing and trying to second guess him he said it is time to be the patient and let the "experts" take over Hmmmmmmm!
Thanks for listening
Paul
Isn't it great when the fog clears?? I was a drinker too, but I am greatful to admit, the obbsession has been removed. I thought that it would never happen.
Good luck with the sub and let us know how it works..
kerry
Good luck with the sub and let us know how it works..
kerry
hi neon thanks for responding to my post.. did you start the sub and what is it like..? are you taking it for just alcohol withdrawal? i loved reading about your day..
Neon ~
I am on day 5 of the Sub. so far it is a miracle drug. For me it has taking away all the withdrawals and cravings. The only thing that sucks is you have to put it under you tongue until it completely dissolves. You'll get used to that taste.
hope that helps you :-)
Marina ~
I am on day 5 of the Sub. so far it is a miracle drug. For me it has taking away all the withdrawals and cravings. The only thing that sucks is you have to put it under you tongue until it completely dissolves. You'll get used to that taste.
hope that helps you :-)
Marina ~
Marina, how do you feel on the Sub? Are you tired at all? If I may ask where are you located? and did you have any trouble finding a Sub doc, everyoone I called in my area are at their limit, its so frustrating.
Thanks and good luck
JohnDee
Thanks and good luck
JohnDee
Marina
I took was on a Sub detox from painpills a few months ago so know what to expect. Today went well, I took the prescribed 4mgs but will be building up to 16mg in a couple of days. This time I am not detoxing the Drs figure it is a way for me to get good pain management without relapsing into out of control pill popping. I will be picking up my dose on a daily basis which is easy for me as the pharmacy is only 2 minutes away.
John....the Sub does not make me tired at all in fact I have to take it early in the day because it pretty much wakes me up like my morning cup of tea. I also think clearly and it lifts my depression. Dont get too exited everyone its no miracle drug there are downsides. I have to take it because I have run out of options.
Be noble
Peace
Paul
I took was on a Sub detox from painpills a few months ago so know what to expect. Today went well, I took the prescribed 4mgs but will be building up to 16mg in a couple of days. This time I am not detoxing the Drs figure it is a way for me to get good pain management without relapsing into out of control pill popping. I will be picking up my dose on a daily basis which is easy for me as the pharmacy is only 2 minutes away.
John....the Sub does not make me tired at all in fact I have to take it early in the day because it pretty much wakes me up like my morning cup of tea. I also think clearly and it lifts my depression. Dont get too exited everyone its no miracle drug there are downsides. I have to take it because I have run out of options.
Be noble
Peace
Paul
