I'm not sure how to tell but the last couple of month I had mixed feeling - everyhing from happy to depressed were involved. Anyway today is my happiest day since... .
The last time I heard from my son who lives in London since December 2007 was end of January 2009. That's when his girlfriend asked for help because she knew Alex has been back on drugs (stealing, lying, stories..) Anyway since my sons last sms to my cellphone on 26. of January 2009 I lost contact with him - I had no cellnr. to phone, no contact, did not know where my son lives, how he is doing, how is he looking after himself...
Anyway out of desperation I contacted the Keyworker at Westminster Drug Project and received such good support - all I can say is a big Thank you to the people who are working with the addicts and trying their best. Alex Keyworker always listened to me, supported me, gave me advice...
Now last week I received an email from the keyworker stating Alex is fine, he looks healthy and has a roof over his head. And today I am the happiest person on the planet earth because Alex contacted me - I know he is alive, not in jail and doing well, I am so happy, so proud and I can't name it I just feel on top of the world. I am so sorry if sometimes I sound miserable, down but it is so difficult as a mom to deal with everything and all what I wanted was a simple good life for my son - that he choosed a different life is very hard and sad but for now i am proud of my son and he sound so positive in his email - probably I will come to London in September and can't wait to see my son again after nearly 3 years then. i am just happy and I had to share my feelings with you because you will understand what it means. I am so happpppppyyyyyy c u soon ciao
good 4 u the last time i read some of the parants post iburst out crying for all the pain and greif i put my mum through thats why this year on mothers day i made a BIG fuss because the last 13 yrs all my money went on gear
still i cant change the past and can only look to the future
hope it all works out for u
coz a;; mums agreat
xxx
still i cant change the past and can only look to the future
hope it all works out for u
coz a;; mums agreat
xxx
