Feeling Better

Alcohol
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I had a good day today. I went to a meeting, went to visit my grandma in the hospital, and saw an old friend. Then I had to work, was crazy busy but I made a lot of money. Fun stuff. When I am ridicilously busy like that I don't have time to think about s--t. Then I got out and went straight home. Once I get home for the day I am safe.

I felt happiness after I saw my friend and got an e-mail from another. I just feel good because these are people who I lost contact with throughout my addictions, it is nice to have them back. At least making contact. Have some amends to make if you know what I mean.

Still pretty bummed about my girlfriend. I just can't believe that after everything that happened and were said between us that she could drop me like a hot potato. Wouldn't it be normal for her to still have some feelings for me? I didn't do anything wrong. I didn't hurt her or anything, doesn't that sound a little fishy? I had a dream about her and another guy, who I happen to know that she hangs around with? What!?!?!?!? It is aggrevating. Tremendously. She knows how much I care about her and she made of teflon.

I want to punch something.

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Hey LL glad you had a better day. Remember to keep focussing on the positive and not the negative.

I'm sure your girl does have feelings for you - just cause you split with someone doesn't mean you don't care. But she has got to do what's right for her regardless - as you have to do what's right for you.

Try to focus on the good things in your life, take it one step at a time and don't forget to breath.

stay sober
(((hugs))))
Idgie
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Yeah, but do you think that if we both do what is right for us individually there will ever be a chance for us together?
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I believe there is a plan for all of us in regard to life...if you are meant to be together you will be and if not you won't...let go and let God....