Finally Without The Medication In My Home

Pain Pills
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Rigth now I do not have medication in my home, I just hope that tomorrow ,I don't get into the car and go and find the medication, It does make me feel scare, I hope tomorrow, my brain is stronge to get finish with this,just wretting this is making me swet, chilly.

I am going to bed and let see tomorrow if i will finish with this or not.God help me.

God help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM REALLY SCARE ,I HOPE ,I TOLERATE THIS,


whatever it hapen I will not go.
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hello there, this is great news, it all starts one day at a time. you stated you were near the border, are you in calif, texas or arizona, i ask that becuz they have na meetings in those areas if you are interested. please post when you can and let us know how you are doing. great job!!

carol
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I have been 6 days clean and I hate to say it but this is my 5th attempt at getting clean. My drug of choice is Lortabs. I dearly hate them.

I do want you to know that this time has been easier. I was gearing up ready to be sick - sick to where you feel like you're going to die and I was searching for narcotic withdrawals on the Internet. About the 3rd one down was "The Thomas Recipe" You don't have to pay and send off for it - it's free - it just tells you how it's easier to get through WD. The man named Thomas says he's an ex junkie who tried many times to quit came up with this to help him so he didn't have to suffer so much.
You could probably key in The Thomas Recipe and search.

I'm following it exactly except I have prescription Lomotils for diarrhea and I'm using those instead of Immodium. Immodium has always made me nauseated. I'm eating at least 2 bananas a day a 1 baked potato for the extra potassium.
I'm drinking lots of Gatorade and water. Some say not to drink Gatorade - that the sugar is not good for you but I'm doing much better than I ever thought so I'm going to keep up with what I'm doing.

Good luck, I know you can do it.
We have to, this is no way of living.

Love, Jean
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You did this before, you were freaked some, but you did get things done.
Keep a positive attitude....no setting yourself up for a disaster, no what if's....
Good luck and take good care of yourself....
Tina
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You can do it. I have been without medication in my home for over six weeks and honestly at this point, I rarely think about it anymore, or if I do it's not in a craving way, but rather a "man I can't believe I was swallowing all those pills, and all the places I used to hide them kind of way.

Stay strong and look to the board for encouragement.
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hello ivsubcute, kimber here. im so proud of you, way to go.you took a major step, i know that it was very difficult,and that you are scared, but you can do it.you are stronger than you know, i found that out for myself, i feel like i am an armoured knight now, ready for the next dual.lol:) you have many people here that will help and support you,any time. you are in my thoughts, if i can offer any help,please let me know.keep up your determination and fight to be clean,it gets better each day for me now,it will for you as well if you want it bad enough and work towards it.hugs to you cute,let me know how you are doing..kimber:)
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I don't know I don't have strength to even read or see the computer this morning, when I woke up I was fine but after like 15 minutes my craving started, was horrible, I was ready to tell my wife but after I see her going to her work and she told me that she will have a lot of work I decide to wait, I feel more relax now, but what is killing me is the craving I don't feel the need, or my body doesn't seems to be hurt, I don't have pain, but the craving, I am just crying, I was having th thougth of go far away, I hope It wil pass soon.

I have alot of sadness.

thanks guys. God bless you all, to be here for everyone that has this problem,I don't want to pick up my head to see what I am written. But thank you all.

I am taking Immodium and Benadril, motrin 600 mg every 4 hour since this morning.

I live in Texas.
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Don't worry about tomorrow, or anything past right now. You've got this moment to think about- and that's more than enough for you to deal with. Take it easy, relax. You'll do the right thing. Give yourself some credit, you did make the decision to quit, so you're only going forward. Keep it up.
It gets easier every day, you'll see. You'll gain strength from each passing minute. Good luck and God bless.
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hello again, you are doing so good, when you are feeling physically stronger, if you need help locating a meeting i will be happy to help you. you only have to do this one day at a time.

{{{hugs to you}}}

carol