Damn it I want to get high today!
I'm not going to, and it's cool... I'm around a bunch of people that won't let me. But s***, I hate that the feeling's back today.
I feel ya Chris. Every time I have that feeling I remember how good it feels NOT to be craving. You're a strong & smart guy & it sounds like you have a good support system of people there for you. I'm glad you're not going to pick up today.
But the feeling sucks, I empathize.
~~~~~~~positive thoughts coming your way~~~~~~~~>
:)
But the feeling sucks, I empathize.
~~~~~~~positive thoughts coming your way~~~~~~~~>
:)
Hang tight Chris.
The longer you go without the easier it gets...just don't get too complacent. If you let your guard down you open yourself up for a reason to get high. When things get intense, go to a meeting!
Do one hour at a time or if necessary do it in 5 minute increments. Just DONT GIVE IN and DONT GIVE UP. It will get better and easier, I promise.
Make sure you are in a good place for New Years Eve.. Find a sober AA or NA function and go to it, they are really fun. Its crazy to see so many SOBER/CLEAN people in one place! Don't put yourself in the position to "treat yourself just one last time" because you have some clean time. Your brain will trick you in a HOT damn second if you aren't careful and everything you worked so hard for will be gone and you will have to go through it all over again. Trust me on that.
Be good and enjoy what you've accomplished.
Granny
The longer you go without the easier it gets...just don't get too complacent. If you let your guard down you open yourself up for a reason to get high. When things get intense, go to a meeting!
Do one hour at a time or if necessary do it in 5 minute increments. Just DONT GIVE IN and DONT GIVE UP. It will get better and easier, I promise.
Make sure you are in a good place for New Years Eve.. Find a sober AA or NA function and go to it, they are really fun. Its crazy to see so many SOBER/CLEAN people in one place! Don't put yourself in the position to "treat yourself just one last time" because you have some clean time. Your brain will trick you in a HOT damn second if you aren't careful and everything you worked so hard for will be gone and you will have to go through it all over again. Trust me on that.
Be good and enjoy what you've accomplished.
Granny
Thanks guys. Just letting ya'll know I made it through another day clean. And I'm genuinely thankful I didn't do anything stupid. I appreciate the support.
