Getting Of This Stuff - How????

alright lou living in Ireland,same as meself,but lived in London 4 bout 15yrs,your right about it being a pain scoring in ballly,r...the lawns eh.hello 2 u as well geoff.luckily im on a clinic in Dublin,weekly take aways[70ml a day] so its been a bit easier 4 me to stay clean only 3wks&i had a big benzo habit.been on this clinic for bout 5yrs,it took me 6mnths to get on it,waiting lists etc.im living down the country now as they say,but theres enough gear about anywhere if u want it badly.am gonna b in Dub.this weds evening 2 collect my meth.i can get my hands on the codeine tabs mentioned in an earlier post your welcome 4 u &yer fella,but entirely up 2 u.just got in so am gonna read some posts..il get back 2 ya &p.s some v.sound folk on this site as u said ....davey
Hi Lou,

Kept getting worse so I took, 2-3 mil of meth seems to be helping, if you don't mind me asking, are you from the north 2. If you are you will understand my situation, all right with doctors and rehab centre's and them not putting us on mantinance programs, well to tried every thing and a said, that a will bite the bullet, went to the doc and told him that I was addicted to heroin, he was not going to give me nothing til I went to the hospitial 3 weeks later, but I was'nt doing to move out of there until he did, a****** give me 10mg of valium and 4 dif's a day better than nothing but not even close to what I would of needed, so a just coped the vally's and kept the dif's for hospital and I am glad I did.

They give me britlofex which did take the edge of it a bit but he still a nightmare then on wed night I took tell mil of meth, and that night I slept like a baby, but it felt like I was bask to square 1, on thurs so came sat I went to dublin and got more gear, that was when I got a phone call from dublin asking me did I want meth, and I said yes, will take all of it, and my mate laught at me and said, wise up geoff av got 20 bottles, ended up buying 3, but a wish a bought the lot, had the money and all.

ah well, met this guy from limavady at the docks in belfast, and he came back from scotland with about 2 grands worth of gear, he was giving us a gram for the price of a score bag, so I bought loads of it, but when it ran out, he would bring us to ballymena, but he would never introduce us to the guy, so we knocked that on the head, because driving to limavady then to ballymena I was quicker to go down to dublin, I did drive around ballymena but a never had the nerve to ask any 1, you know what it like in the north with gear.

A no what you mean about meth in dublin you can get it easy, and thats me not no'in any 1 hardly, but there is a good chance that it is watered, that why that 500mil bottle went so quick, they were sealed.

How are you feeling now it's 17.45 now, they are 5hrs behind us in this chat room.

By the way if you have the energy to talk real time, I'll be in the belfast gobal chat room at http://chat.yahoo.com al tell you my username in a minute, a know your prob ok but need to make sure my details are of my profile,

chat to you later

geoff

Forgot to say sent the girlfriend flowers for her birthday and am bringing her abroad next month, this was the message, tell is its stupid:

You touched my heart,
you touch my soul,
you changed my life,
and all my goals,
Love is blind and that I new, when
My heart was blinded by you.
Happy Birthday Geoff

Do you think she will like it
geo..hows things acouple of xtra mils dont worry about it .am just living south of the border at the mo.sounds like the healthcare lot it a load of b$$$s33T up your way&i get u about knees,ankles&shins being vunerable places for addicts inthe north.im on a weekly take away from a clinic in dublin,a life saver.geo i know there is aclinic in Dundalk mite be worth a go ,mate i can find out all i know about dispensing doctors or clinics thru the grapvine if yer like.all the best ....davey
Yes the hooded men are a little touchy when it comes to brown, I think I would need to get an address in the south, a could go us ma auntie's, but she lives in wexford.

davey,

the codeine would be most grateful, if you could spare it.. when we 1st started smoking the stuff we would traipse over to Bally'er every evening to buy scabby score bags r so called half grams... oh how things have changed... we now have 2/3 dealers that we deal with on a regular basis who give us a bit of weight.. and we don't have to cross to the other side of the city as well.. as you can probably make out I'm a Dub, a northsider... I find it really hard to get meth on the street, as Geoff says if it's not a sealed 500ml bottle it's usually watered down and then your risking all sorts, hep, etc... god I dont really wanna think about that..

Geoff,

2-3 mills more is better than doing summit else, look at it that way... you'll do it man, just keep positive.... you're lucky with your 500ml bottle, as I said earlier if I had one of them I'd be clean, clean, clean...

I took my mils at lunch time, took about 4 dollys and am gonna have a few drinks tonite to take the edge of it.. in fact, I'm not feeling too bad at the moment... the bf is feeling it though, his stomach is at him and he has cramps in his back and legs too...He took the same amount of mils as me, and he's taken a few dolly's too.. I've given him some Immodium plus & instants, and we've both taken some neurofen cold & flu - they might stop the sweats, chills and other flu like symptoms..

The plan is to get a bit pissed tonite and hopefully we'll just fall asleep with the few sleepers in us..

Geoff...

Your words and flowers for your girlfriend were lovely.. my fella hasn't a romantic bone in his body.. I suppose that's unfair, he's just not good at writing it down, he tells me all the time though.... whereabouts abroad are you planning... does your girlfriend use too?

I'm afraid to get excited about Friday, our flight is early in the morning and I just hope we're both well enough to make it... we will though, we will, we will, we will....

Later.
Lou.
Lou your most welcome ,will be at the city clinic on Amiens st.@5pm weds,am new 2 this web business so dunno how 2 contact u got a mobile that might sort things/or just ask at the steps,u cant miss it with all the sherrifer junkies about/u can also ask 4 english dave from the country.il be there at 5pm on the dot.get back to us if u want..davey
Lou

be excited for fri, your are doing the right thing, take as much pain now before you go, don't know what your going to do for when you are travelling over maybe keep some meth back for it or dolly's, f*** lou c when you mentioned that hep word my heart just sunk, still am worry'in now, i went cold turkey on holidays twice and that last time in tennerife we took the gear and the meth. that i was telling you about, it was like 2 withdrawels.

Loads of things a need to say but a keep forgetting, my mum just called over looking a lend of my dril and forget the wee bottle of meth was on the phone table, had to grab it quick.

Just got my hands of some desolvable 30mg codeine pain killers so will go down to 15 mil again tomorrow and if a feel bad a will take a couple of them instead of meth.

lou by the time you get back you will feel great, and as I said the heat helps so much, I done alot of walking to pass the time it was hard, but it helped me sleep a bit better, night time is always 100 times worst.

Get your bf into the bath that will help, I would never do it, because I did not want to get in or out of the bath, and one time I did I had not sleep for 4 days and as soon as I got into the bath I feel asleep, don't know if it was 1 hour or 1 min, but it felt good and I felt better after for a while.

went out last weekend and took 3 E tabs bac2bac and it just wreck me a can't remenber a thing, don't think a will do that again,

Yes gf has been on it for longer than me, thats how I got into it, a spend a year watching fight the battle, but then I started to take a line, then 5 lines, then I was smoking the same as her, for a long time I did blame her, but i know that i made the choice.

it just seemed like she was never serious about getting clean, like them first 2 times on holidays that we done it, she convinced me that we where clean long enough to get some more brown and as soon as we got of the plane, right over to bally'er to get some brown, the garada nearly caught us one day, at the back of Mcd's.

I ready did think it was going to split us up, but she seems to be really try'in this time, and she says that she would let this split us up, but I can't go on like this any more, I really love her, but I just hope we can get through this, it's been going on to long.

Geoff

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Hi there sorry to jump into your post but i just wanted to say i lived in cyprus for 2 years and they are very tough on drugs over there so dont take anything that is not perscribed by your doctor as they will throw the book at you dont want to bring you down or anything but be ery careful and the over the counter stuff is just the same as what you get here take care and good luck sue