God Helped

Alcohol
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Hi guys
well as some of you know I had a major spiritual breakthrough yesterday early morning.

When that happened the obsession to drink was instantly removed. Of course I don't know if it will come back - believe it or not I can't see into the future LOL. But as of now it is gone 100%.

Even if all I get is a few days peace I'm grateful for it. Grateful for every minute of it actually. I can't begin to explain the incredible sense of relief I feel not to have to deal with that mess in my head every second of the day. Like a huge weight off my shoulders.

Whether the obsession is gone permanently or temporarily I'm just enjoying it while it lasts. I don't feel cocky, or that I'm suddenly "cured" or that I don't have to worry about my disease anymore. If anything its motivated me to want my recovery even more. I'm working really hard on staying in the day.

I was also chaired a meeting for the first time last night - that was an honour.

All this has happened because I forced myself to step out of my comfort zone and talk to the priest. I SO did not want to, and was so scared and nervous, I was a basketcase. Partly, cause I've never done anything like that before and partly because it was my first time to say to "I'm an alcoholic" outside of the safety of AA and this recovery board.

love to all
Idgie.
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Hey Idgie... whether it's gone for good or not enjoy the feeling... savour it... live every moment of it and remember it each time you want to pick up again... if you ever do.

I'm rooting for you...

I talk to my local Minister sometimes... he's very understanding...

Izzy X
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thanks Izzy
I'm plugging for you too! You have such a lot on your shoulders.

Well I'm actually quite enjoying my work at the moment so I'm off to do some.
cheers
Idg.
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Hey Idgie

I sense a movement in the force.....................and it's good.

Light and love Zac