I have just gone through all of todays posts and honestly,
I can't see where Sharon started anything, honestly.
But not to start anything, I see her simply replying to comments made to her/about her, by several different authors.
This is coming from someone who still remains neutral.
Enough now.
I'm cold, ill, tired, drained is another one too. Gotta go and lay down.
See ya all around
seek and ye shall find lol Peace
I don't even know what happened THIS TIME AROUND, but if everyone would just LET IT GO we'd all be BETTER OFF. Just my two cents.
I have let go, and I have to say, I feel bad about letting anyone get the best of me like that. I surrendered my control and my power and just let my temper run away from me. I have a habit of always feeling the need to protect everyone I care about, and sometimes it does get carried away, but I happen to love the people here, and I just wish we could all get along, or just leave those of us who are hated alone. I plan on doing just that, and I feel a little foolish for letting this dominate my whole day. It is kind of angering when I started my day with such good news, and then I just let go of the positive, and let the negative take a hold. I wish I could take some things back, but I can not, nor will I go in and change the posts. I think it is important for people to see that even I can let the beast get control of me, and make me lose my composure. I have to let go, and let God. I do want to say that I took time away, and I will not being going off the deep end again. It was stupid to play into it, and all I can say is that I am human, and I do make mistakes. I know that not everyone is going to like me here, but I do try to be nice to everyone. I may have taken some things to heart that I should not have, but I get tired of people make judgements about one another. I have some unresolved issues with the way people made me feel in the beginning of my recovery, and I guess I feel the need to defend, when in fact, nothing I am going to say will make anyone change their minds. I know opinions are formed, and there is nothing that will ever change it. All I ask is the people of the board forgive me for dragging you all into my dirty laundry. I will do my best to learn the art of controling my temper a little better, and work finding my way to cope with the people who hate me and my recovery choice. I will never say anything bad about anyone else's choices, and I guess that I expected the same thing. I have no right to ask that of anyone, and I am sorry if I tried to make you accept it, but I will not change it, and I would just like to ask if the comments could be kept to ones self about it. It is all I would like to request, and I in turn will not speak of it one this level again. I hope that is fair, and as far as I am concerned, this day is a close. Sorry again everyone, I really do feel bad for involving you all. Thanks and God Bless!
Huggles
Lady M
Huggles
Lady M
You are loved
Thank you Nancy, you are loved as well. I needed that right now, thank you for seeing that.
God Bless ya hun
Huggles
Lady M
God Bless ya hun
Huggles
Lady M
Nancy,
One more thing, I do hope you feel better soon. I am sorry I did not take notice to the fact you are ill today. I feel like I am trapped in a bubble of selfishness. I usually stay in tune with everyone, and I am just being a person who has not even noticed when someone needs to vent or let off steam because they don't feel good. Is there anything I can do to help you? Please promise me you will let me know. I will pray for you to get better soon! Love and God Bless you Nancy,
Huggles
Lady M
One more thing, I do hope you feel better soon. I am sorry I did not take notice to the fact you are ill today. I feel like I am trapped in a bubble of selfishness. I usually stay in tune with everyone, and I am just being a person who has not even noticed when someone needs to vent or let off steam because they don't feel good. Is there anything I can do to help you? Please promise me you will let me know. I will pray for you to get better soon! Love and God Bless you Nancy,
Huggles
Lady M
I love you to LadyM. I wish everyone sweet dreams.
Thanks LM,
I'm having trouble breaking free. 32 years is a long, long time, and I'm not sure that I will be successful, at least I haven't been as of yet.
Being ill was from me trying to c/t again. All of my own making.
I am only feeling physically better because I did some. And that is another dissapointment that I have to deal with.
Thankyou for your prayers.
I'm having trouble breaking free. 32 years is a long, long time, and I'm not sure that I will be successful, at least I haven't been as of yet.
Being ill was from me trying to c/t again. All of my own making.
I am only feeling physically better because I did some. And that is another dissapointment that I have to deal with.
Thankyou for your prayers.
Dear All,
not wishing to add to negative debate, but with my fresh eyes as a new member, I have noticed that some posters are attributing motives to others' views and comments.
Deciding why someone has a differnt view (ie deciding they lack compassion, are negative, need God in their lives) is not always accurate or helpful.
I am always happy to clarify or qualify any statement I make, rather than someone jump to a conclusion as to my motives.
best wishes
Sean
not wishing to add to negative debate, but with my fresh eyes as a new member, I have noticed that some posters are attributing motives to others' views and comments.
Deciding why someone has a differnt view (ie deciding they lack compassion, are negative, need God in their lives) is not always accurate or helpful.
I am always happy to clarify or qualify any statement I make, rather than someone jump to a conclusion as to my motives.
best wishes
Sean
Nancy,
Hope you are feeling better. Thank you for your words. You and Sean put things in the right perspective. I wish only the best for the both of you.
Sharon
Hope you are feeling better. Thank you for your words. You and Sean put things in the right perspective. I wish only the best for the both of you.
Sharon
Dear Sharon,
Hi there,I forgot earlier,to ask if your back had let up a little bit since I was talking to you the other day, I hope so. Aren't little children just a bundle of joy! I never knew you had a little one under foot. Thank you for your kind words too. It has been pretty quiet on here tonight. I've got a busy day today and I haven't been to bed yet.
Love me
Hi there,I forgot earlier,to ask if your back had let up a little bit since I was talking to you the other day, I hope so. Aren't little children just a bundle of joy! I never knew you had a little one under foot. Thank you for your kind words too. It has been pretty quiet on here tonight. I've got a busy day today and I haven't been to bed yet.
Love me
Nancy,
My back is feeling much better, now my stomach hurts because I took so many motrin. Just joking. BTW, I sent you an e-mail. Hope you don't mind.
Sorry you've been up all nite. Are you studying or just can't sleep. I have my days and nites totally screwed around. My family gets upset about it, saying "just come to bed". Well that's easier said than done.
Sharon
My back is feeling much better, now my stomach hurts because I took so many motrin. Just joking. BTW, I sent you an e-mail. Hope you don't mind.
Sorry you've been up all nite. Are you studying or just can't sleep. I have my days and nites totally screwed around. My family gets upset about it, saying "just come to bed". Well that's easier said than done.
Sharon
I'm going to read it now. Officially, you will be my very first e-mail ! How cool is that lol
ps, I tried out the reply button, did it work?
ps, I tried out the reply button, did it work?
Nancy, it worked and I just e'mailed you back.
Sharon
Sharon
Nancy, did you receive my e-mail
sharon
sharon
Nancy,
I do hope you feel better today. I was thinking about you last night while I could not sleep, and I feel bad that I was not paying more attention to how others were feeling while I was being selfish and nasty yesterday. I hope you will forgive me for not taking the time to notice your pain. Do be so hard on yourself, you spent a lot of time with you active addiction Nancy, and it is very hard to just give up and start over. If sounds like you have spent most of your adult life with the pills. It will be hard to start a new life without them, but I have faith in you, and I know you can do whatever you set your mind and heart to do. You are a caring, and strong woman Nancy, and I will be adding more prayers for you in the coming days. You deserve them! Hang in there, and please keep your chin up. God Bless you Nancy!
Huggles
Lady Mav
I do hope you feel better today. I was thinking about you last night while I could not sleep, and I feel bad that I was not paying more attention to how others were feeling while I was being selfish and nasty yesterday. I hope you will forgive me for not taking the time to notice your pain. Do be so hard on yourself, you spent a lot of time with you active addiction Nancy, and it is very hard to just give up and start over. If sounds like you have spent most of your adult life with the pills. It will be hard to start a new life without them, but I have faith in you, and I know you can do whatever you set your mind and heart to do. You are a caring, and strong woman Nancy, and I will be adding more prayers for you in the coming days. You deserve them! Hang in there, and please keep your chin up. God Bless you Nancy!
Huggles
Lady Mav
hi im new to the forum im an addict of 20 yrs and frankly fed up with ill health it seems you lot know each other and i would be gratfull if some one could bring me up to speed so i can feel like i belong many thx jackie wackyjacky_12345@yahoo.co.uk
Jackie,
Hi and welcome to the board! I will fill you in a little. I let my anger get the best of me, and I abandoned all of my morals to get into a p**sing match with some else. I promised Nancy here that I would stop it, and I did. Anyhoo, congrats and I hope you will not take what I did and said to be the normal behavior for me, because it is not. I try to be kind to everyone, but I am human, and I lost my temper in the worst way. I am trying to get past it, and get back to the important things in life. Recovery and the newcomers. I have met people here that I will love forever, and I hope that you find the same! I look forward to getting to know you, and I will put you into my prayer list. God Bless!
Huggles
Lady M
Hi and welcome to the board! I will fill you in a little. I let my anger get the best of me, and I abandoned all of my morals to get into a p**sing match with some else. I promised Nancy here that I would stop it, and I did. Anyhoo, congrats and I hope you will not take what I did and said to be the normal behavior for me, because it is not. I try to be kind to everyone, but I am human, and I lost my temper in the worst way. I am trying to get past it, and get back to the important things in life. Recovery and the newcomers. I have met people here that I will love forever, and I hope that you find the same! I look forward to getting to know you, and I will put you into my prayer list. God Bless!
Huggles
Lady M
many thx lady m and good luck jackiexx
