Tomorrow I'm going to the doc to find out the results. I'm 40 & been hitting it hard for a while. Great wife and kids own my own company {doing well} . Guess I fooled every one but myself. He told me to be sure I had my life insurance topped up before I booked the appt. The nurse taking care of me today preped me for the words tomorrow { I just don't know how to tell my family }.
I wish I could turn the clock back.
Real Deal
I'm reminded in the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous that we can't regret the past nor should we wish to close the door on it...I know once I forget where I came from....I'm right back out there. For me, just by staying sober, some of the wreckage I created while out there cleared up pretty quickly, even the physical maladies I incurred ~ but not everything......I have faith....good job to you, congratulations on hanging in there!
