hi everyone
hope everyones good and copeing well
well shaun and i welcomed our new arrival 8 days ago on the 9th april a little girl zoey ann 8 pounds. shes doing really well
on a not so good note though while i was in hospital a idiot dealer that calls herself his friend was selling him her methodone 10ml at 80mg's he says it was watered down as she was selling the same dose to two people 20ml in total when she only has 9ml spare. hes cut her off for the last 2 days and shes ringing our house phone and cell phone constantly through the day so far we havent replied to any messages or answered the phone she got really nasty with me last night sending nasty texts to my phone , she even had the nerve to ask if he would sleep with her the day i was giveing birth to his baby.
to say im dissapointed is a understatement, im actually afraid of what will happen, i sort of expected this to happen but than i thought maybe he could beat it he came so far to get clean and was doing so well.
he's out scoreing off someone else at the moment before he left i asked him to think about 3 things first his baby second why he got himself clean and third the hell he went through to get clean but i guess it didnt work.
i cant tell anyone i know as they just judge and say if he loved you hed do it for you but i know its not that easy and i know people here will understand
i hope everyone else is doing better than us.
Awww, CONGRATS, honey............little Zoey...........that's a beautiful name...........how are you feeling and how's everyone else doing?
Shoot, you came to the right place to spill..........and as always ya seem remarkably calm.............I'd be flipping the heck out..........I'm sorry you're dealing with all this and ya should just have a quiet, calm time now.......last thing ya be needing is this mess.
For the girl asking to sleep with your man...........easier said than done, but I'd let that go..........if Shaun told ya that........well just me but he shouldn't have and you know it's addict talk all of it..................it's all about the drugs and getting beat comes with it all as well...........yeah she watered it down.......I'd water down my own mom's if I was still using and she had it.........that's how we do, and you know that.
Maybe you can just tell Shaun you've got enough with the kids going on and this girl is not to bother you, period on your phone or otherwise........and he better make it happen...........and then as for him...........well babes you know how the drill goes and I am so sorry..............I'm hoping he took heed of your words you left him with............there's no way you should have to be dealing with all that chaos right now.
Hope I wasn't preachy, and please don't hold it in.............of course friends and family will just say "Leave him".............and all that stuff..........again easier said than done, but it's up to you.........can ya get in touch with Bunny and Emz?...............they'll help as well..........know I'm thinking of you and again CONGRATS on baby Zoe.............ya got an Aries............they are tough.....you'll never have to worry about her............natural leaders.
Shoot, you came to the right place to spill..........and as always ya seem remarkably calm.............I'd be flipping the heck out..........I'm sorry you're dealing with all this and ya should just have a quiet, calm time now.......last thing ya be needing is this mess.
For the girl asking to sleep with your man...........easier said than done, but I'd let that go..........if Shaun told ya that........well just me but he shouldn't have and you know it's addict talk all of it..................it's all about the drugs and getting beat comes with it all as well...........yeah she watered it down.......I'd water down my own mom's if I was still using and she had it.........that's how we do, and you know that.
Maybe you can just tell Shaun you've got enough with the kids going on and this girl is not to bother you, period on your phone or otherwise........and he better make it happen...........and then as for him...........well babes you know how the drill goes and I am so sorry..............I'm hoping he took heed of your words you left him with............there's no way you should have to be dealing with all that chaos right now.
Hope I wasn't preachy, and please don't hold it in.............of course friends and family will just say "Leave him".............and all that stuff..........again easier said than done, but it's up to you.........can ya get in touch with Bunny and Emz?...............they'll help as well..........know I'm thinking of you and again CONGRATS on baby Zoe.............ya got an Aries............they are tough.....you'll never have to worry about her............natural leaders.
