Its 3;32 am,im still up,im gonna try to stop the pills again,had 32 percs sense 5;30 this am and the last about 4 pm,now the percs do nothing for me anymore,i cant even feel 10 at the time,,was on methadone but cant find any of that now,im spending my money,i owe everybody,,this has gotta stop..i have a wife she knows nothing and ive been pilling 15 years,i feel so bad just got through throwing up and it hasnt been 24 hours yet,i have quit time after time but always come back,theres no way i can go to work tomorrow ,didnt go today either,i dont no what to do,,i can hardly walk,,no energy at all,,i got the restless arm and leg mess and wow, i can sit still...you guys please pray for me,,,im not sure where im going anymore...thnx
Wishing you the best- - you might want to look for advise on the pain pill board- those folks are more familar with the percs and such
best,
jack
best,
jack
Alright mate i just thought id say hey,I was where you are in terms of wd's afew days ago and the same fellow who left you message left me one (jack) just knowing someone a stranger gave a hoot gave me a boost if you want to chat just post good luck kit
Hey Mikey, i felt like that too.....was not sure where i was going. I knew where i had been but not to where i was going. My head was burst. At the end of my using i felt like i was about to explode, it was like there was a brass band playing addiction 'songs' in my head.
What i did was go to na meetings, changed who i associated with, came on here, spoke about things, tried to stay away from old haunts ....
At first i relapsed regular, but eventually it all fell into place...
I find even to this day, by speaking to addicts via email, sites or f2f it always heps as i feel ' im not the only one feeling like this'
Keep the faith Mikey, keep on keeping on, Kev
What i did was go to na meetings, changed who i associated with, came on here, spoke about things, tried to stay away from old haunts ....
At first i relapsed regular, but eventually it all fell into place...
I find even to this day, by speaking to addicts via email, sites or f2f it always heps as i feel ' im not the only one feeling like this'
Keep the faith Mikey, keep on keeping on, Kev
Mikey,
How ya doing?
Check in if you can.
Thinking of you.
How ya doing?
Check in if you can.
Thinking of you.
I feel for you mikey. I've recently done a rehab, i got out 3 weeks ago after 4 months of intensive therapy. I was on 3 grams of heroin a day 50 mls of valium and up to 10 grams of crack. I lost evrey job i ever had due to my addiction. Not being able to work because I was rattling so hard.
There comes a time when you have to do something about it, talk to somebody, get help, speak to your family, you might be suprised. Keeping secrets makes you ill.
Is there no way you can get away into a retreat for a month or 2? its not a very long time in the grand scheme of things.
I never thought I would be clean, i'd almost given up hope. After countless home detoxs I always ended up going back because if i've proved 1 thing to myself its that I cant do this s*** on my own.
Like you said brother, things have got to change, the only person who can do that is you. If you want to email me anytime its stevewatson999@hotmail.co.uk Good luck mate.
There comes a time when you have to do something about it, talk to somebody, get help, speak to your family, you might be suprised. Keeping secrets makes you ill.
Is there no way you can get away into a retreat for a month or 2? its not a very long time in the grand scheme of things.
I never thought I would be clean, i'd almost given up hope. After countless home detoxs I always ended up going back because if i've proved 1 thing to myself its that I cant do this s*** on my own.
Like you said brother, things have got to change, the only person who can do that is you. If you want to email me anytime its stevewatson999@hotmail.co.uk Good luck mate.
I just read the arm & leg thing, ive been clean 10 months now. It's hard, you think that when the pshical effects go that sit, its not, remebering some of the things you do to score is horrible the broken relationships & lack of trust & the pure paranoia is the worst.
But, i havea job, good friends and no habit, no one can take this away from me, its the best!!!
Keep er lit and all the very best of luck!
But, i havea job, good friends and no habit, no one can take this away from me, its the best!!!
Keep er lit and all the very best of luck!
