Good afternoon everyone, it's 1.30pm in the Uk and the weather is shocking
However I am still clean and happy it will be three weeks tomorrow, how cool is that. I cannot believe I am on my way to recovery. This board is amazing, I read most of the posts, I try to advise as I don't have enough time clean to advise, I sometimes feel bad for coming on saying how happy I am about my clean time, because in the past when I have read similar posts I have been very envious. But it also brought me hope seeing others getting there.
Not much to say today, I am off work and looking after my sisters boy and my daughter as they are off school for one week. My house looks like the school at the moment. I hope you are all having a good day, what time is it in the USA.
I love your accent, I know when I went to Mexico I got a little confused, I got chatting to some Canadians and when I said that I love american accent, they were like we are not american, someone fill me in on this one.
Received my full driving license in the post today, felt so real now that I have passed, wouldn't think so after my bump in the car yesterday but never mind.
Anyway is anyone chatting. xxxxxxxxxx or mumbling
Tomorrow will be my third week clean
Life is so good as I have now seen
My daughter is happy and smiling with me
I see her for her now, it's how it should be
I wish you all well in all that you do
and thanks for the help to all of you
Andrea, i am so proud of you....you keep strutting your stuff girl!!!
You deserve to post some happy threads, so keep it up!
You deserve to post some happy threads, so keep it up!
thankyou janet, and so do you and everyonexxxxxxxxx
Hope you are having a good day!
Hi Janet, only just come on pc, trying to make it my daily ritual so I can keep chatting and stay straight. I have just got back from the hospital I had to take mum at 4pm as she could't move with her neck, so just got back, she is fine she has a trapped nerve so she is in alot of pain. Other than that all is fine. My manager got the sack today, I had a big row with her on friday for talking to me like an idiot and apparently she was overheard how she was speaking to me by another Manager and got the sack today by the owner of the company. I do not feel bad though, she talks to people like idiots in meetings. I am always the one to stand up for us and everyone always agrees but never backs me up. We are human beings not her numbers at desks afterall. Anyway apart from that everything good. Got a message from my OLD dealer today saying she had some really good new stuff. Sent her one back saying it was nothing to do with good or bad with me, and asked if she had forgot that I had told her not to sell it me. I think she was testing as she replied with "sorry I forgot". So good on me eh. And it didn't even tempt me. Anyway hope you are alright what time is it there? it's 10pm here.xxxxx
i'm at 4pm...central time...
you will find that your dealer friend will call you from time to time, mine still does...i just happily tell him how many days clean i have and how i can't ever use again, and no thanks, don't want any drugs at all...most of the time i ignore his calls, unless he calls on my house phone, which doesn't have caller ID....
I'm so glad that being clean isn't as much of a struggle for you. I think that the more time you get under your belt the more resolve you have to stay clean. I pray that I never get stupid again and pick up. I don't want to lose my family and I know that it's drugs or them...easy choice for me now...but back in the day....
you will find that your dealer friend will call you from time to time, mine still does...i just happily tell him how many days clean i have and how i can't ever use again, and no thanks, don't want any drugs at all...most of the time i ignore his calls, unless he calls on my house phone, which doesn't have caller ID....
I'm so glad that being clean isn't as much of a struggle for you. I think that the more time you get under your belt the more resolve you have to stay clean. I pray that I never get stupid again and pick up. I don't want to lose my family and I know that it's drugs or them...easy choice for me now...but back in the day....
Hi Janet, funny how some people want you to fail, I can just imagine her laughing at my message as I have said it b4, she will have been thinking yeah yeah she will be back. That makes me more determined not to fail. I don't want to kid myself into thinking I am sorted and that I can use on an occasion one last time. Thats why I have to keep coming on here to remind myself that three week is not long enough to think I am all sorted. It really helps talking, got to go off now as my boyfriend wants to look at cars, boys and toys. Hope you have a good day Janet I am off to bed. I know I post a few but I spend most of my time on here reading and learning oh and laughing. How long have most of you been talking to each other, you all seem so close and such good friends. I sometimes feel like I am pushing my nose into things when I am not really that well known here. Not that anyone ever makes me feel like that because everyone has been great. But do you know what I mean a bit.xxxxx
just keep coming back Andrea! We love you Too!
andr1,congrats on your 3 weeks.It is a wonderful feeling,getting control of your life again.And congrats on turning your dealer away,thats a huge triumph,it must have been hard,but must have felt fantastic!~KIM
Hi Kim and thanks for your reply and support, it wasn't as hard as I expected turning my dealer down, it was more that I was annoyed when she knows I don't want it no more but was trying me anyway. That got me through it more. xx
It's gone midnight here I have just got back up I can't sleep, all I have done is sleep lots at night since been clean, these past few days I don't seem to be able to. Oh well, take carexxxx
It's gone midnight here I have just got back up I can't sleep, all I have done is sleep lots at night since been clean, these past few days I don't seem to be able to. Oh well, take carexxxx
