Hi friends and fellow addicts i hope everyone is ok. I seem to be finding less and less time to post here im not sure if that is a good thing or a bad thing. part of me says YES time to grow up and move on and the other half says hey hang on what about all the other addicts i guess in many ways this site is an addiction too. I came here wanting to die and leave the mess i had created and had forced on me behind. But life does get better dependent on how bad you want it, i still have many issues i need to address and im far from safe from pill popping but every day in every way i try harder to be me and im winning today. have a good weekend jackiexxxxxxxxxx
Hi Jackie...just wanted to say hi...and that I enjoyed that post. You seem very positive and ready for a great weekend. God bless you...xoxoxo
Hi Betsy hows that beautiful dog of yours theses days????????? jackie xxx
Hi Jackie,
Good to see you. I hope you are enjoying the weekend. Did you get your Christmas shopping done yet? I haven't even started. I will on Monday.
Love,
Liz
Good to see you. I hope you are enjoying the weekend. Did you get your Christmas shopping done yet? I haven't even started. I will on Monday.
Love,
Liz
Hey jaclie thanks for your post . I came here desperate also and have found great support and advise I would suggest that instead of a "mabey its time to move on" way of looking at things mabey its should be a time to share and respond to others in need of help the way others did when you needed it . You have obvously grown and I think you would get great satisfaction knowing that something you say just might make a difference in someones life who was like you when you came in . Just a thought Ray
Hi Jackie...sorry I didn't answer last night....it was 2:30 a.m. and I woke up for a few minutes and checked the board, but was too tired to stay up. Hope your day is wonderful. As for Sadie, we graduated from obedience class last Wednesday and she passed with flying colors. We start advanced classes on Jan. 8th. She is so smart...best li'l beagle in the world. xoxoxox
Hi ramon your right of course but in life sometimes we need to live and deal with the real world i think its so easy to become detatched from real life whilst posting so much its easy to become far too engrossed into other peoples lives that we tend to forget ourselves. OF course i will never leave this site its far to integiral to my life but i do have to strike a balance as should we all. I like to think that every post i make has a deep message behind it. Be positive be sensible and be honest and relistic. Hope your well hun jackie xxxxxxxxx
I appreciate your response and as addicts we can become overly obsorbed in anything that will get us out of our selves. Since I was 14 I have worked with hadicapped children, paralized adults waist and neck down ,stroke patients amputees, lou,gerring(als) you name it on a daily basis . The worst of te worst. I do feel blessed to have the skill and ability to help them . Yet I still personally enjoy comming home and checking site each day. there are of course other areas of my life that are totally out of balance, the need for me to have more fun, a hobby mabey but in time . My focus now is to get and stay clean and try to live in the moment. Best Ray
Jacky... .Isn't it funny.... as soon as I started feeling better a month or so ago, I quit coming on here.... and then as soon as I relapsed, I came back to this site again..... Maybe I should have stayed on here and been reminded day after day as to where I came from...
Have a great day...
Have a great day...
It's like one big AA/NA meeting...
