Good Morning All

Pain Pills
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Well its monday and work aaahhhhhhhh its raining buckets here floods everywhere.
Cowgirl im so gutted i was looking foward to my invite to the awards lol.
hope your all ok and doing well if not try harder jackie xxxx
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Morning Jacky. Take an umbrella and have a good day! M.
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Good morning you 2 how are you????mj
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Hi none hi MJ well had to come home from work again today im rearly not well at all got GP appointment this evening im going to kick some butt i can tll ya lol geeeeezzz i pay enough in stamp lol. Im exausted from this constant coughing and sickness, one consolation though when he asks me what other medication im taking (cus he wont rem im an addict lol) i can say NONE wwwwwwwooooooo lol which makes a change from my usual embarrasment of saying pain pills then making excuses for being on them. that was one thing i used to be so afraid of i used to think what if i was taken seriously ill and could not tell anyone im an addict and they give me something that has a bad effect scary. anyways catch up with you laters jackie xxxxx
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Hey Jackie,

How was work today? Are you feeling any better? When is your next doctors appointment? Do I ask too many questions? LOL

Love,
Liz
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hiya liz had to come home today managed to get appoijntment this evening so off in a bit. i feel worn out now its un-real thx for being here hun jackie xxx
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Hey Jackie,

I'm so glad you have an appointment...Let me know what the Doc tells you ok? Good luck.

Love,
Liz
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Well first the good news i was wrong about 4 months clean im 6 months today wwwwwwwooooooooo. been Gp s he was as much help as pi.. in snow sorry for the language but its not very much that gets me mad but my GP is a nightmere just taking money and handing out crap, anyway ive got to make an appointment for an xray which is news to me it used to be all done via your GP. Anyway screw him il have the xray but changing DR asap gezzzzzzzz all the money i shell out in taxes and i still cant get the right help, feeling as low as i dont know what today which is not usually me but s*** happens some times. i thought it was about time i moaned and winged lol not bothered if anyone bothers to read it its doing me good. Ive worked so dam hard to become clean and sometimes it feels like no matter what you try to do it all goes pear shaped im in a never ending circle of ill health if its not one thing its another im sick of it. there see i do get negitive lol But on the positive side of life lol at least im angry enough to get off my butt once again and change GP and to stop settling for crap. jackie xxxx (((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))) for me cus i need one lol
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Hey Jacky, so to hear you're not feeling well. Congradulations on your six months today!!! You're awesome girl! I didn't realize you and Rus quit on the same day. Where did the time go? Love, Kat
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Hiya Kat thx hun yep time sure does fly eh? hey i dont here from rus theses days say congrats for me will ya hun jackie xxx
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Hey Jackie,

Congratulations on 6 months. I don't blame you for feeling frustrated. You're not feeling well and they just aren't giving you anything for relief. That really sucks and I'm so sorry for you.I'll keep you in prayer, Doctors do suck but I sure hope you find one soon here that will help you out.

Love,
Liz
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Well been for my xrays so il await the outcome im sure things will be ok just freting. jackie xxxx
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Jacky......I just read this thread and I am sorry you're so sick. I hope x-rays do not yield bad news, but enough for them to help figure out what's going on to make you feel so bad. Good luck finding a new dr! and take care of yourself! 6 months..........GREAT!
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Thx mom il get there im sure of that cant keep an old dog down as they say lol jackie xxx