Morning guys! Hey how is everyone. I just read tryintohelps thread about sobriety and something struck me; one of the good things about being sober; Clarity instead of confusion. Yesterday I was in my bosses office, he is manic depressive as well. Joking around he crumbled a peice of paper and threw it at me saying "this is my brain on drugs", and then crumbled another peice of paper, threw it at me and said, "this is my brain off of drugs." Ha! I go to see the psychiatrist today for meds. Funny when I was on dope I wished for a lifelong amount of something that would keep me loaded all day, now I have it, and I don't want it. Ha Ha, well, have a great day everyone!
..Morning Trooper..
..i use to think that about having drugs to last forever..i use to think how good it would be to have a big barrel full of heroin..where i could dip in to it anytime i wanted..and it would last a lifetime..have a good day..Robbie..
..i use to think that about having drugs to last forever..i use to think how good it would be to have a big barrel full of heroin..where i could dip in to it anytime i wanted..and it would last a lifetime..have a good day..Robbie..
Hey Trooper! My computer was on the fritz for a bit so am just catchin up on everyone's news. Wow Bi-Polar? That is Manic Depression, right? @ one point I thought I might be manic, but I think it was just my Hypoglygemia, really. I would get up in the morning for work, early, and sit & cry, I felt so tired, LONGED to get back into bed, even if I had a shot in the morning, I would be so damn sorrowful, it was awful! But after a few sugary coffees, maybe a donut or muffin, I'd be better. but the moods kept swingin' thruout the day.Insomnia, mind racing @ nite.Suicidal ideation... Once I cut out the sugar my mood has improved 1000%, & tho I gotta eat right, be careful not to let myself get too hungry, I am ok.Now maybe yr. doc did proper tests on you? Like bloodwork or some such? Cause I am so leery of Docs & Big Pharmaceutical Companies. I know it's my usual thing to tell everyone to eat right,watch the sugar, but don't you see a pattern of folks eating badly, suddenly everyone is diagnosed Bi Polar? Someone has a substance problem, BOOM! you're Bi-Polar? It seems like they are looking for the easiest, quickest way to solve a problem, is all I am saying. HOWEVER, if it is working for you, then go w/ it. I just wanted to give ya my 2 cents worth. A dude I know was on Anti-D's;he was sleepy & practically catatonic before they finally kicked in.So I guess it is normal to feel a bit drooly. Keep Posting!!Good Luck!
