Good Morning, Just Seeing How Everyone Was Today?

Pain Pills
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Mitzi-

OMG - I just reread my post and I really apologize. When I read Kiwi's post it somehow just struck me as funny - I truly didnt mean to "laugh" at your expense - I'm just overtired and I guess I wasnt really paying attn.

Really, please accept my apologies. I know what you are going through is not a laughing matter.

Love,
Marie
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Sharon, i understand what your saying and all, however kiwi is just being a jerk! and i dont find it funny at all eaither, OMG kiwi please grow up or shut up! thats all on that subject, SUBJECT CLOSED!!!!!

thank you.......
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Christina:

That was a very good post. How are you doing, sweetie?

Love,

Rach
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After reading all of this, now I'm scared to write anything personal... LOL.... My life is like a soap opera sometimes and I found it helpful to write it all down and get a perspective from all of you.... being fellow addicts, you are the first group of people that I can't make excuses with because you've heard it (or used it) all before. To me, coming clean and being honest for the first time about so many things is what I'm hoping will see me through all of this....

I know these posts weren't directed towards me and I haven't been on here long enough to know what happened in the past.... I just don't want anyone to not read what I have to say or make comments about it because I'm trying to draw strength from all of you.
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well i just read your post and thats why i post my soap opera life, to get some advise of all of you fellow addicts but it just gets me in trouble, so i can not ask for advise anymore because eaither i am a drama queen, or a liar?? wow that suck, because although i might be a drama queen per say , I AM NOT A FREAKING LIAR!!.........

That's all, take care all...
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Mitzy, please dont think that im calling you a lier. Thats not what i ment by what i wrote u. Its hurting me inside to think that you feel that way towards me. I honestly thought that you and i were friends.
You never even responded to the words that i wrote you the first time.!!
That hurts!!! It realy hurts.

I guess i get burned trying to help too!!!


Christina (friend)
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Christina, what r u talking about, i did respond to you, i even e-mailed you as well, and i know that i am not a liar and yes your my friend, and I am sooo sorry if i hurt your feelings hun!!! read your e-mail or call me that would be better so we can get things straight.... thanks YOUR FRIEND< MITZY...

please dont assume anything untill it comes out of my mouth, please... i was out today thats all!!!
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Mitzy-

I thought that you said you were clean - Cristina just posted that you know and she knows that you are not - which one is it - just wondering - maybe I missed something - what are you using?

Marie
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OMG, i am always defending myself, ahhhh, ok hehe... i am having sometimes to take some pain killers , not every day or anything, and i do not have hold of them, a friend of mine does have them holding for me, and i take them only as needed for servere pain if Motrin 800mgs does not work, thats all, please note i am not abusing , rather using only " IF NEEDED", and i never told Christina that i was using, she assumed that??? but i am just being honest, as you all requested... thanks.... mitz....
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Hi Danielle,

Just read what you wrote and just wanted to say, You can always talk here. You just don't understand what everyone is referring to about Mitzy's post. I don't want to start anything up here and now. Just it really has nothing to do with you or anybody else. If you have a problem we would be more then happy to try and help you out.

Love,
Liz
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Hey, girl, im all about being honest and all, but you DID tell me that you were using.!! Just stop all this now. You wouldnt have to defend yourself if you would just start over clean with everyone. For god sakes mitzy, i thought that we were friends.??? IM ASKING YOU, not anyone eles, ME, im asking you to at least talk to me with the truth like you did that day on the phone!!!

Your a great person, and i respect you for so many things! But you have to tell the right things here. Thats the first thing that i have learned along the way. Nobody knows who u realy are nobody will judge you and nobody will kick you off or push u away if you want this that bad.

I love ya girl, but remember who your talking to and what you have already said to me!!!
Your FRIEND till the end
Christina
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Christina, did you read your e-mail? i just told you that yes i am using, but NOT abusing! theres a diffrence... what r u getting so upset about? I have some pain issues and i am working with my doctor and my friend who went with me and he handed her the script and i take it as needed for servere pain, thats all, and i am still going to meetings, look i am really TIRED of defending myself, and why cant you e-mail me this stuff, why is it all braodcasted over the internet? that i am still confussed about?? anyways thats all....
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O.K Mitzy, i just read the e-mail and i must say, im confussed as well. The last time that we taked and went over everything, things were ... well... Different when it came to this matter. Im sorry if i stepped out of bounds and i say IM SORRY, if its the way you say it is.!!! I am truly happy if things have turned for the better like you say they have. I have grown to like you and value your opinion and i guess i felt ...well...if i can say it.... alittle hurt when you told me one thing and i read another on the board. I look to this board for help and guidence. It has become a daily part of my life i helping me get to were i know i need to be. Im not there yet and i know other people have words of wisdom to help me through it . I again would like to say IM SORRY for jummping to conclusions about things that i apparently dont know all the facts on.

After getting the e-mail , i now know you would like me not to bring this up again . I will honor your privacy and will not say anything more about it again.!!!
Sorry if i hurt you and it will NOT continue.

Your Friend,
Christina