Goos Morning Friends!!!

Well its my day off & Im not just ready to start cleaning...though I am looking forward to it.
I just got back from my Dr & he did give me the script for Chantix.In case noone seen it...I hang my head as I say this yet again.....I did cave awhile back & started to smoke.It was during a time when Mikey & I were having ALOT of issues.
But Im more determined NOW than ever to TRY again.The sad side is my insurence wont cover it & its 125.00$$.But ya know what this is TOO TOO important NOT to try.So if my mom wont loan me the cash,I suppose I will break down & use one of my credit cards though Im trying very hard to get them paid off by August for vacation.
Goodness I cannot BELIEVE how long its been since I started a GOOS!!!
Though Ive been actually living I do think of alot of you from here & would LOVE to try & catch up & see how you all & your families are.
Ill be on for about 1 hour or so so hopefully Ill hear from some of yous.
Janet how is little hansom man?
Jewels HOW are things going for you
JODIGIRL....Girl my evil twin I cannot tell you how much I miss our talks
Tina Im wanting to send you a sweet letter & thank you for the pics...She is getting so big,so pretty.But she has the devil in those pretty eyes
thumper did you see the Flavor of Love girls have a new show?Did you watch I Love NY?
Stacey,Im actually writing you as I type this
Carol Im sorry Ive worried you & I also will try & get a proper letter out to you today
Lisa who is your mom doing?More important How Are YOU???
Everyone Id love to hear from you
Love Molly
MJ!!!!!!!!!!!

My lovely girl..........

God, how I Miss you.

Girl do we have to catch up!!! I mean it the good bad and the ugly :)

Will send an email your way TODAY. Cross my heart, stick a needle in my eye :) I have so much to tell you, and want to hear so much from YOU Lady.

God girl I love ya...........

I miss you, and I am so glad to hear you are "living life"

Love you :)
Molly- Would you mind giving me some chantix information? So you have to pay for a doctor visit and then the perscription? How many pills? How long is the taper etc?? Good to see you and lucky you to have the day off.

Love,
Jane
Oh Jodigirl YOU have no idea how much I miss you & our talks.I know I havent been a great friend as of late.& Im not trying to make excuses but I really am trying to get & keep a balance with all.Sometimes it feels as if 24 hr in a day just isnt enough.I SO want to hear how the kids are but mainly HOW YOU ARE.So I hope you can write SOOOOOOON(HINT HINT)
I want to go read your Sub post...BRB
mols
MJ, I'm so happy you decided to go on the Chantix

Here's a link http://www.chantix.com/content/Chan...aid!|%

It has saved my life. My baby sister started on it and she has 18 days smoke free, my older sister has 2 months...hopefully my other sister will do it too, she's the diehard smoker out of all of us.

Little man is good, Jana has been staying at her mom's to watch the dogs...her mom (I'm a step) is in the psych ward bc she was suicidal and very disoriented bc of CT of 3 AD's, lord, I don't understand 3 at a time....

I am glad that Kenny isn't here, I'm having an awful flare with the fibro/back pain issues. I have been taking care of him so that Jana can go to group therapy for her mom. He's a handful!
Hey Brina..........


I feel the same, I havent had the chance to keep up, But I swear to do better, We must. :) I will fill you in, Sweets. I am so very happy for you.

Just like Jane, would love to hear the Chantix info as well...........I hear it works well, but is costly even with insurance.


Hugs.
Thanks bumps!
Love,
Jane
Hi Janet((((((((((((((((((((((((huge hug))))))))))))Lordy Ive missed you & would love to ehear from you!!!!)
Jane no my Dr visits are totally covered but not the med.Which I find so freakin DUM.I mean I feel that ANY med that might help with NOT SMOKING should be covered.In the long run it would cost less than Cancer treatments!!!
Janet posted a awesome site on the info.
Im sure if I must my mom will loan me the money,but I just dont like doing that ya know?Ive always been sort of independent as far as taking $$$ from my family....

Jodigirl...Ill tell you what I just wrote to Stacey...& this goes to anyone I have a bond with.I dont like not talking as much with my dear friends,but I NEED them to know for me the love friendship & support made such a close bond between so many of us that I feel that even if we dont talk much that bond is there & its strong & true....
Simply put...............................Geee I love you guys!!!!
Jeez, I am slow today........

Just saw the link............ :) Thanks a million Janet.
Hey all unless Sharon is wanting to call Im leaving the board up,but Im going to start my house cleaning.Geeez 9 post on the Goos!!!LOL
Ill be around & hope I can try to catch up with everyone
Love to All
mols
Goos morning...............

MJ....................I LOVVVVVEEEEEE NEWWW YOURRRRRR !!!!!!

LETS GO "TANGO"

i am so glad she picked him and i cant wait until april 15th..
the reuion and that new show charm school.............

brina i dont know what it is but i am acrazy about the shows flavor flav and i love new york and now i excited for charm school....
these showes and the bachlor make me happy and i look forward to watch them

new york is on myspace and so is everyone else...............lol


(((((((((((((((((((java honey, jane, janet, mj, stace. stephy, jewels)))))))))))))))))

where are the cafe goosers....
((((tim, gina, kee kee)))))))))

java it is so nice to see you posting.....

please keep in touch....
i miss you jodi.........

*bug hug*

God Bless you all .........

i love you

thumper
Thumper Ill be truthful....When Ny first came on...I SWORE I wasnt going to watch it just because I dislike her so much,but Ill also admit I got into it(Geez I need a LIFE)LOL
Anne & I are pumped for the 15th

So do you think she'll actually marry him?
Oh I read on....TMZ that Flav & Deelishus was all fake...It made me mad because I really thought they were so right together
Love Molly
Well all Im going to sign off.....Just incase my Anne is trying to call.The way Im going I should be done cleaning soon so Ill probaly sign back on after & see how everyone is, How are beautiful Sharon is doing & hopefully get some more emails written
Guys though I may not be on as much as I use to I feel the need to thank each & everyone one of you,for all your LOVE SUPPORT & MAINLY friendship through some of my hardest moments.
I do hope that somehow I have touched or helped some of you in return.To me thats the greatest gift is to selfishlessly give to others & make even a small smile come to your faces.

I know I didnt get a chance to talk with as many beaners as I would of like to,but I will make a HARD effort to try & be here more & just lend my support.


I know I know
Sappy speech MJ right?
Well it comes from my heart & youll all NEVER know just how much so many of you have helped me get to be the woman I am today.
A woman who is no longer scared to live life,talk with people & just enjoy a life without eating pill after pill.
I swear if I can do it & get to a point where Im living & not just going through the motions,ANYONE can
So hold on
Believe & trust there is a BEAUTIFUL sober world just waiting for each & everyone of us
With so much LOVE & THANKS
Molly
Brinalee