Hey guys,
I hate to whine... but I just started getting anxious about everything again.
I have midterms this week, I'm trying to figure out this suboxone business, I start back to work on Monday, and worst of all, my partner is in FL until Tuesday night.
I can feel myself getting in to "inside the head" mode.
I don't neeed to be inside my head. And I'm going to a meeting tomorrow (which I'm also just starting doing and at this point I don't know if it is making things better or worse).
Anyway, just wanted to put that out there.... I was feelign so good and then "WHAM!"
I hate being without my love... being alone like this.
That's all. Thanks for being out there.
SP
Soul,
You are on subs,right? I find the have stopped all cravings for pills but I do still look for a high, so perhaps that is the problem.
We havn't come close to working out that addiction thing.
Or is it just me
Wendy
You are on subs,right? I find the have stopped all cravings for pills but I do still look for a high, so perhaps that is the problem.
We havn't come close to working out that addiction thing.
Or is it just me
Wendy
Changes in routines are bound to bring on stressful feelings. Try to exercise or walk in a mall to change your mind and not let yourself dwell on things. Try writing down those feelings to see if that will help you to let go. Sometimes it does help. Also, you might decide to treat yourself to something you've been wanting, arrange to have your nails done, or a massage or even a long hot bath. If you like to read, do so. It's great to lose yourself in a book. Move furniture around or redo your bedroom. It will be a nice surprise for hubby when he returns and they're having wonderful sales on sheets and blankets. Best of luck and (((((hugs)))))).
you are very fornate to have the sub.................
God Bless you..........
thumper
God Bless you..........
thumper
The meeting won't make it worse although if you've never gone, the unknown can cause stressful feelings....just breath. When you walk out of that meeting you're going to feel so much better.
Believe in yourself...you're a good student, right? You'll be fine.
Take care
Cowgirl
Believe in yourself...you're a good student, right? You'll be fine.
Take care
Cowgirl
Dear Soul...try not to stress the meeting because it may just make you more uptight.You have nothing to loose by going right & its free.Give meetings a chance & if you find that they just arent what you feel are right for you know there are other things to try.Myself the private therapy Ive started has done so much & for me its a much more personal comfortable setting.
Either way...you will have good days,you will have bad days.Its part of recovery,the MOST important thing is YOU ARENT ALONE IN THIS.
I bet theres not 1 person here who hasnt felt as you do or new people who just started to post that are feeling the way you do.
The best thing is YOU are working,trying & wanting a better freer life.
Keep hanging in there
molly
Either way...you will have good days,you will have bad days.Its part of recovery,the MOST important thing is YOU ARENT ALONE IN THIS.
I bet theres not 1 person here who hasnt felt as you do or new people who just started to post that are feeling the way you do.
The best thing is YOU are working,trying & wanting a better freer life.
Keep hanging in there
molly
Thanks guys,
I am feeling better this morning. It was good to wake up to your posts.
And you are right about the meeting thing. I just GOTTA DO IT!!!!!!
BLAHHAHHAHHHHAAAA :)
I am feeling better this morning. It was good to wake up to your posts.
And you are right about the meeting thing. I just GOTTA DO IT!!!!!!
BLAHHAHHAHHHHAAAA :)
