I know alot of you all have said to me... "I'll pray for you Christina "
and "god is listening" and " Just beleave in him" and to be honest with you all i thought that God HATED me and while i have my w/d's i blame him for not helping me ( DONT STOP READING IT GETS BETTER) and i was starting to think "what's the point"....
WELL there is a point.
Last night i went through some horrible w/d's at my fiancee's parents house on x-mas and people noticed that something was wrong with me and i asked my fiancee if we could just go home! I know he got upset and i know i was ruining our first x-mas togeather but i had to go.
About 9:00pm hit and i was trying to find a store that was open to buy some Tylenol pm to help sleep and feel better and a christmas song came on the radio and i started to sing it.... I figured one more shot at this God thing and that was it. So i pulled to the side of the road and i talked out loud to him and i begged him to help me get through this so i could go on and live my life...
By the time i walked into the store ...i noticed that my hands wernt shaking anymore and that i could see things alot better and my head wasnt so "cloudy"
I bought what i needed to and i left with a smile on my face! I got into the car and i started singing again and it felt so good that i turned the radio up higher and sang louder. The people next to me at the traffic light were looking at me and starting to give me weird looks. I rolled down my window and YELLED merry christmas to them and have a happy new year and went on my way.
SMILING all the way home.
My point is that he realy must have finally been listening to me and all of you that prayed and it worked.
I still had leg cramps last night and was up all night long but i felt, in all, alot better than i had before i pulled the car over to the side of the road.
Thank You all for praying for me !!!!!
Love and best wishes..... Your Friend, Christina
Christina:
I am so happy for you. It only gets better from here. Sometimes, I believe God makes us go through wicked withdrawals so we do not forget them and pick up again. Now you know the consequences of your actions. Happy Holidays.
Love,
Rachel
I am so happy for you. It only gets better from here. Sometimes, I believe God makes us go through wicked withdrawals so we do not forget them and pick up again. Now you know the consequences of your actions. Happy Holidays.
Love,
Rachel
And it will get better...way to go on making it through xmas...
God does help, I just have to remember to listen...lol.
Kerry
God does help, I just have to remember to listen...lol.
Kerry
Thanks everyone!! Im still in mt p.j's and trying to clean the house and put away the boy's x-mas toys that they got!!
Im very tired today, but i think its cause i had no sleep last night. I got up and layed in front of the fire place and fell asleep there till my fiancee woke me up thismorning and asked why i was sleeping out in the family room. I told him that i didnt want to keep him awake tossing and turning from the leg cramps.
What fo i take to make them go away alittle and then i can sleep??? Amy suggestions???
Your Friend...Christina
Im very tired today, but i think its cause i had no sleep last night. I got up and layed in front of the fire place and fell asleep there till my fiancee woke me up thismorning and asked why i was sleeping out in the family room. I told him that i didnt want to keep him awake tossing and turning from the leg cramps.
What fo i take to make them go away alittle and then i can sleep??? Amy suggestions???
Your Friend...Christina
Hey Christina,
So you had alittle Christmas miracle....Whatever it was keep the positiveness of it going......As for sleep, a warm bath, benadryl, which is cheaper than tylenol pm and has the same ingredients minus the tylenol part...lol camomille tea may work too and exercise......
You hang in there and get some rest...
Tina
So you had alittle Christmas miracle....Whatever it was keep the positiveness of it going......As for sleep, a warm bath, benadryl, which is cheaper than tylenol pm and has the same ingredients minus the tylenol part...lol camomille tea may work too and exercise......
You hang in there and get some rest...
Tina
Christina - You sound so much better than a few weeks ago. You are not as torn inside (literally, heh).
Keep praying...or speaking louder!
Keep praying...or speaking louder!
Does anyone beleave in miricals????
How is everyone tonight???
Your Friend Christina
How is everyone tonight???
Your Friend Christina
Hey the Red Sox won the World Series, anything is possible.
LOL John....and they won in fine fashion what great games I watched them all.......
Christina I believe in miracles, I think they happen everyday, not sure they happen to me though but I do believe they exist........Just remember a miracle could be something as small as a smile from a stranger.....
Christina I believe in miracles, I think they happen everyday, not sure they happen to me though but I do believe they exist........Just remember a miracle could be something as small as a smile from a stranger.....
i believe in miracles my life today is a miracle.
thank you for the reminder
God has blessed me in spite of my life of hatred, drugs and everything that entails. My life isnt peaches n cream. but i am alive to deal with all that comes my way.
Merry Christmas Everyone
~Adam A.
thank you for the reminder
God has blessed me in spite of my life of hatred, drugs and everything that entails. My life isnt peaches n cream. but i am alive to deal with all that comes my way.
Merry Christmas Everyone
~Adam A.
John, being from Chicago, if the CUBS won the World Series, then, and ONLY the is anything possible....
