i'm drun k and want to fetb dri nker
still drinking life is crap. im young and shld be out and about at 27 im a crap housewife and getting crapper, losing my job, losing my husband and am so tired
I just posted to your other thread. Do some research and find a GOOOD established Rehab. Drinktoday fight tomorrow. You can do it. If you really wantto stop then call a Rehab and admit yourself.
Let go of all this pain. Let some professionals help you. You need a break.
Please believe me when I say I have been exactly where you are. Tried C/T my way self medicating with other drugs REHAB and AA saved my life.
Jeff
Let go of all this pain. Let some professionals help you. You need a break.
Please believe me when I say I have been exactly where you are. Tried C/T my way self medicating with other drugs REHAB and AA saved my life.
Jeff
it's 8.30 at night here and nt a lot works past 5 o clock.
i'm nt sure if it wld help 2 talk, but typing herlpds, i wang to hide, if i keep drinking then maybe the bad will go aw2ay
i'm nt sure if it wld help 2 talk, but typing herlpds, i wang to hide, if i keep drinking then maybe the bad will go aw2ay
What do you want people to help you with?? Your drunk!! Nobody can even read what you are trying to say.. Go take a cold shower, sober up and call the nearest rehab.. You are hitting rock bottom.Step away from the alcohol, your going to kill yourself. You are worth getting clean and sober. You need outside professional help..I am not trying to be mean here but you come here all the time wanting us to help. So many of us have given you advice, you never take it. Our hands are tied. We can give you advice until we are blue in the face but that isn't going to get you clean. You can do it. You are no different than anyone else. You don't have to live this way you are making the choice to.
So if your not willing to help yourself then what do you want any of us to do?? Get to a AA meeting. when you sober up. Don't drink and drive..Call your doctor. If you have insurance, check yourself into rehab. Call your husband.. Start being honest with yourself. Your not getting better you are getting worse. Mixing Anti-depressants with codeine pills isn't a good combo.. and now your drinking alcohol. Your still not feeling better about yourself or your life or you wouldn't be here. Nothing is going to change unless you are willing to change it. That is the truth.. Get help.
Rae
Ps. If you keep drinking you are going to get alcohol poisoning and possibly die..It is not going to make the hurt go away.. It will only make things worse. You have to fight to get clean and sober. It's not going to be easy but you can do it. It just depends on how bad you want it.
So if your not willing to help yourself then what do you want any of us to do?? Get to a AA meeting. when you sober up. Don't drink and drive..Call your doctor. If you have insurance, check yourself into rehab. Call your husband.. Start being honest with yourself. Your not getting better you are getting worse. Mixing Anti-depressants with codeine pills isn't a good combo.. and now your drinking alcohol. Your still not feeling better about yourself or your life or you wouldn't be here. Nothing is going to change unless you are willing to change it. That is the truth.. Get help.
Rae
Ps. If you keep drinking you are going to get alcohol poisoning and possibly die..It is not going to make the hurt go away.. It will only make things worse. You have to fight to get clean and sober. It's not going to be easy but you can do it. It just depends on how bad you want it.
i'm sorry
Don't be sorry just do something to help yourself. Put down the alcohol.. Go take a cold shower. Call a friend over to talk or drive you to a meeting.. Don't be sorry.. I understand you are an addict and your having a lot of problems right now. Things don't have to be the way they are. You can change your life around. You can be happy again. It's going to take work but you can do it...
So what do you think?? Are you able to call anyone over to talk to you face to face?
So what do you think?? Are you able to call anyone over to talk to you face to face?
neither. i want to snd am sorry.
bt i dnt feel ike i can yet
bt i dnt feel ike i can yet
venting mskes me feel beter. im sorry if i piss anyone off. iff i dnt ven then i drink r use and it cld get me in hospital again
You are misunderstanding what I am saying. I am NOT saying not to vent.. Of course, that helps everyone. You are not pissing me off.. If I didn't care what happens to you then I wouldn't waste my time posting to you. However, I am NOT going to sit here and say oh it's okay " It's going to get better".. I have been following your story for a long time now. I was here long before you even joined this board and I remember all your past posts. Nothing has changed and unless you are willing to change then you will keep going down this same path..Bottom line is you need rehab, meetings and someone to help you. You can't do it on your own and haven't been able to since you got here May 2005. I think it's time you tried something different. Don't you agree??? You want help and I am trying to help you.
You can't honestly sit here and say " If I don't vent them I will use and go to the hospital.. You are going to use weather you vent or not. You know why?? Cause your not ready to change and your an addict..So we will all be here when you are reading. Nobody wants to see you go to the hospital so Don't stop venting.. Just remember you may not like what I am saying to you but you know it's the truth and I don't know how else to say it...
Take care.. Rae
You can't honestly sit here and say " If I don't vent them I will use and go to the hospital.. You are going to use weather you vent or not. You know why?? Cause your not ready to change and your an addict..So we will all be here when you are reading. Nobody wants to see you go to the hospital so Don't stop venting.. Just remember you may not like what I am saying to you but you know it's the truth and I don't know how else to say it...
Take care.. Rae
Hey,
Time to lay off the bottle. Think you can stop for now? Get sobered up a little, then pick up the phone, call rehab, call AA, do whatever it takes. Your life is worth it. You don't have to lose your life to this. You can take action for you. But only when you are ready. You can write til the cows come home but words are empty without some action to back it up.
We want to see ya happy. It is possible. All ya gotta do is be really ready.
Do you really wanna stop???? It's not easy. You need f2f help. You need someone to show you how to get the courage, the motivation to see you deserve it. You have to want to live. When you are really truly sick of it and can take no more you will change.
I hope you are there.
pm
Time to lay off the bottle. Think you can stop for now? Get sobered up a little, then pick up the phone, call rehab, call AA, do whatever it takes. Your life is worth it. You don't have to lose your life to this. You can take action for you. But only when you are ready. You can write til the cows come home but words are empty without some action to back it up.
We want to see ya happy. It is possible. All ya gotta do is be really ready.
Do you really wanna stop???? It's not easy. You need f2f help. You need someone to show you how to get the courage, the motivation to see you deserve it. You have to want to live. When you are really truly sick of it and can take no more you will change.
I hope you are there.
pm
I was sorry alot when I was drunk. You know who I was most sorry to? Myself. For allowing myself to get that way.
Don't give up.
Don't give up.
Wallja, Don't know your condition because I'm posting this message hours after you posted. You can always call your local AA Central Office, they can send someone over to you to talk with you or simply they can take you to a meeting...drunk or not...I hope you've had enough and are ready to surrender. I only wished I could of got that moment of clarity at your age....but it takes every drink we take to get us to where we get....reach out to your local AA group...you will learn a whole new way of life w/o alcohol and drugs. Best of luck, be good to yourself. Things change...when we put down the booze!
