Hi it is Mitzy, i just needed some support i am really deppressed i am getting cravings and anxity all when i need to take care of my twins, omg. what do i do , when will this pass ????? HELP!!!!
I will tell you what my dear sponsor told me.We poisoned our bodies for so long that it's only natural for you to be expieriencing this.Your body needs time to catch up.You didnt become an addict overnight and so it will take some time but i assure you that as long as you don't use it WILL pass.
ladybug
ladybug
Do you know when, i would never use again but i must be honest when i say a xanax would be nice. however i am staying off of all pills so that will not happen.
no i don't know when because everyone is different.I also don't know your history and which pills you abused AND i am not a doctor just another addict.This is just my expierience.It took awhile for me to feel better.I was ready though and used the horrible way i was feeling to my advantage.I prayed that i would always remember how aweful i felt and that it would be my strength to not pick up again.If you abused Benzo's they have different withdrawals than the opiates which is what i was addicted too.Ask your doctor.Be up front and honest.Go to meetings because they help relieve anxiety and fear.
can't hurt that's for sure.
ladybug
can't hurt that's for sure.
ladybug
Lady Bug, i just meant how long was it for you atleast maybe some light at the end of the tunnel atleast? i am going to a meeting tonite at 8:00 i am so nervious. and about xanax.25 mgs & i would have #30 for months and never abuse them, not my drug of choice i guess. thanks for the info and wish me luck tonite, i will keep you posted...
I still have anxiety sometimes and i am almost a year clean.Life is life and along with it comes anxiety sometimes but i understand the type of anxiety you are speaking of.I tapered off of pills and did a different type of detox than most people.I did an outpatient program where you get into a sauna and sweat out all of the toxins stored in your body.I was put on a vitamin and mineral regime.I was in withdrawal for 4 long months but when i did finally stop it wasn't nearly as bad as cold turkey.I know i am getting off topic with your question sorry bout that anyway.I have always suffered from anxiety even before my addiction but right after i quit i had a few panic attacks that were pretty scary.This was in my 3rd month of sobriety.I was learning to live life without drugs and it was hard.I don't have them anymore because i use different outlets to rid myself of stress.Excercise,meditation and yoga is good.I just think everyone is different.
i hope this helps you
love,
ladybug
i hope this helps you
love,
ladybug
Mitzy.. you said you were going to your first meeting with your sister last night...how did it go?
THIS POST HAS BEEN REMOVED BY THE REAL MITZY, I DID NOT WITE THAT POST!!!!!!!
i was sleeping at this time.......
i was sleeping at this time.......
Mitzy,
Can you honestly say you never abused benzos. Didn't you have 100 lorezepams every 10 days. Sounds like abuse to me. Nothing works if you can't be honest.
Can you honestly say you never abused benzos. Didn't you have 100 lorezepams every 10 days. Sounds like abuse to me. Nothing works if you can't be honest.
here we go again, Yes............Mitzy has informed all of us that she has had a rx for lorazapem/ like 100 refillable every 3 weeks. She is just starting all over with the manipulation acting soooooo naive and cluless about the dope she eats nonstop. She knows good and well what xanax is, what it is for, and what to expect when having anxiety, YET......she still suckers all of you into thinking she really needs advise, when what she needs to do is get the Heck off this board and leave it to those who really are seeking help and not support. What Mitzy needs is a chat room full of people who really just want to pass time and complain. Good, gosh almighty, WHY does this keep up? Mitzy,,,,,get a life or try this. GET IN YOUR CAR, TAKE A BUS, USE THE PHONE, WHATEVER, JUST GET SOME PROFESSIONAL HELP FOR YOURSELF. and stop coming in here back and forth with the same old stories, same old excuses and acting like little miss "I don't know what to do" ! for chrissake. I am sick of it and I know others are too. So there, Yes, you caught me on a bad day, whatever, I am however clean and sober and struggling, and anxious and have cravings all at the same time. So reading Mitzy's stupid post just set me off. I know I could avoid reading her posts, but this situation is like a bad car wreck or having your tv stuck on a bad soap opera. You can't help but look and watch. Mitzy.....people STILL care about you despite all the chaos you create. Show them some gratitude by saying something HONEST and real and quit whining. I realize by responding to this post that I am perpetuating this whole smarmy mess of a drama. But, like Mitzy,,,,,,,,,words just fly off my keyboards sometimes, without even caring what anyone else thinks about it. So There....
Adictoo, I've been viewing this board for ages now but this is the 1st time i've read something i thought diserved a reply!! Ithink that is the BEST advice anyones offered mitzy, I just thought I'd say that i agree Mitzy you really do neeed help lol
WELL SAID ADDICTOO
THANKS ADDICTOO.. SHE IS A COMPLETE LIAR AND IM SOOOOO SICK OF HER LIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT SHE WANTS,, OR HOW SHE CAN WASTE OUR TIME LIKE THIS,, ANYWAY I WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR ALL OF US,, GOD BLESS TO ALL,, LOVE CRYSTAL
ok guys here goes, i guess when she first came back i thought about asking how she could have slipped with loratab that her husband was holding for her, you know the guy who would not let her slip? only gave her 3 per day but i guess i just got fed up and decided it certainly was not my business and maybe i really did not want to know. i truly understand how you all feel sometimes reading all this stuff, a xanax would be nice right now, woa i just got a script for them. but it is pretty damn obvious she comes here for a reason (not always to sure what that reason is). i guess i just figured i would do what i can to help and if i can't then i will just keep my mouth shut. no offense to any of you all b/c sometimes you have to say what you are feeling b/c i know all too well it can get under your skin. i guess if i can't say something nice i will say nothing at all. that is just my way of handling it.
Watch out for a couple of people telling you to leave poor Mitzy alone because, why, I am not sure. One thing I do know is they are not helping her. They are giving her cause to continue her lies. If they really want to be support of her tell her to get professional help for her childrens sake.
Alone you are right.I defended shots at her spelling but,it is hard to determine what she wants of this board.She clearly needs help of some kind,and i dont think we can give it.I try to give everyone a fair shake.but as they say...."srew me once,shame on you........screw me twice,shame on me".at this point i look away
kenny
kenny
Mitzy
You really should not keep taking more pills all it does is prolong your problem all of here are having anxiety and we are not calling the dr for more pills you are just making it worse for yourself, I have been off pills day three now and I am having a terrible time but it's part of it, maybe you should go to a detox where you can just get off it alltogether, you said your family is supporting you, maybe this is the time to ask if that could be an option for you. But by substituting pills is not helping you at all, My mother was on Xanax and it she had to go to rehab to get off them they are worse than pain pills to get off so try some excersice , yoga, calming teas, hot baths, deep breaths whatever but don't cop out and take the pills, we are all in the same boat, so try and be strong and ride it out . have a nice day
You really should not keep taking more pills all it does is prolong your problem all of here are having anxiety and we are not calling the dr for more pills you are just making it worse for yourself, I have been off pills day three now and I am having a terrible time but it's part of it, maybe you should go to a detox where you can just get off it alltogether, you said your family is supporting you, maybe this is the time to ask if that could be an option for you. But by substituting pills is not helping you at all, My mother was on Xanax and it she had to go to rehab to get off them they are worse than pain pills to get off so try some excersice , yoga, calming teas, hot baths, deep breaths whatever but don't cop out and take the pills, we are all in the same boat, so try and be strong and ride it out . have a nice day
Mitzy,
How did you remove that post if you didn't write it. I can not remove anyone elses post that they wrote. I don't believe that is possible. You are talking about xanax in your previous post and then you wrote you took one and now you are saying you didn't. The more you write the worse it gets. I am wonder is you have split personality. Again it is not possible to remove someone elses post. Think about that
How did you remove that post if you didn't write it. I can not remove anyone elses post that they wrote. I don't believe that is possible. You are talking about xanax in your previous post and then you wrote you took one and now you are saying you didn't. The more you write the worse it gets. I am wonder is you have split personality. Again it is not possible to remove someone elses post. Think about that
i never wrote that post above!!!!!!!!! i was shocked to read that!! who ever you are you need help and leave me alone!!
and look again you all jump on me!!!
and look again you all jump on me!!!
