hi im currently disabiled due to having majour back surgery of my lower spine i was perscribed dhydrocodeine pain releif as to now im 48yrs old im ashamed to say im totaly addicted to these pills,im lucky my kids are all grown up have moved out,its that bad iv being buying those pills from people whom are perscribed them but sell there scrips on,iv got other serious health issues c,o,p,d, emphesma of my lungs along with ashma.please if anyone else has been in this situation id like to hear from yous my marriage is nearly over to be honest when im withdrawn the feelings are terrible iv no one to turn to for help im sucidal but whom cares since iv been called a junkie from my husband a pill popper,and so on .yours sincerly
Have you seen your doctor about your addiction? You need to get yourself some help for this. Your life is worth fighting for.
You will get lots of support and understanding here.
Keep posting and sharing and dont give up please.
You will get lots of support and understanding here.
Keep posting and sharing and dont give up please.
There is always hope.You've got two problems.You are an addict and it sounds like you are living with one too.You will probably need to be detoxed professionally and then get involved in a teatment program regardless of your partner.That will be the toughest part.It's difficult enough getting clean on your own but living around it is going to be hard.
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iv been called a junkie from my husband a pill popper,and so on .yours sincerly |
maryannes.....I am confused. Are you saying that your husband calls you a junkie and a pillpopper or he calls you a junkie being a pillpopper himself?
The only reason I am asking is to clarify if both of you are addicted or if it is just you. I don't know who else you may have in your life to turn to, but if there is someone please talk to them. Tell them exacty what you said here. Also, please see your doctor and tell him too.
You matter! We care! Many of us have had the same thoughts that you have. It doesn't have to be this way. It doesn't have to end badly. You have options. There is hope and it will get better if you take the neccessary steps to get some help. You must want help if you are here reaching out. Please post some more and let us know you are o.k. We are here to help however we can.