So here I am, I'm an italian who doing a search happened to enter this site.
I'm an heroin addict I use it dayly.
I use it together with methadone.
I'm on a therapy and the hospital is following me these centers are called Sert here in italy services fo toxic dependant ppl.
Most of the ppl who go to the sert use heroin and cocaine, the most part keep on using it these places are just I donno ... they seems they don't mind if you go on using it or not so most of the ppl keep on using it.
Ok I'm tryin to stay more than 6 hrs without it and damit it sux I'm overwhelmed and I think I will run away ... this thig sux I knew when I started but I'm f***ed up and well I donno if I wanna quit using ,,, I really donno ... I'm tired of everything that's it of everything
Its sad to read your strory...I read so many peoples posts saying how much they are sick of the life on heroin and how hard it is to get clean but if you read some of the success stories on here you will see that thier is light at the end of the tunnel and you can do anything if you really want to and put your mind to it!
You have definately found the best site even if it was just luck that you found it, to be honest thats how I found it.
I am not a heroin addict but am living with one so I use this site for help, support and advise and its better than anywhere else. Its great, the poeple are great and there is such a variety of people affected by heroin in different ways.
Hope you find what you are looking for. Wishing you every success in getting clean.
Lynds xx
You have definately found the best site even if it was just luck that you found it, to be honest thats how I found it.
I am not a heroin addict but am living with one so I use this site for help, support and advise and its better than anywhere else. Its great, the poeple are great and there is such a variety of people affected by heroin in different ways.
Hope you find what you are looking for. Wishing you every success in getting clean.
Lynds xx
"""""""" You have definately found the best site even if it was just luck that you found it, to be honest thats how I found it."""""
Flora Bunnyrocker is right, i've been coming on this site for about 4 weeks now and it's helped me alot. All the best, Kev
Flora Bunnyrocker is right, i've been coming on this site for about 4 weeks now and it's helped me alot. All the best, Kev
hi flora,
you are by far not the only one in this situation,i found this site quite a few months back and posted a bit ov my story,(been on the H for about seven yrs now, stopped a few times ,never for long though,)in my posts i always said like in two days i was going to stop got it all planed out,got a new meth script,defo doing it this time,but i got sick ov hearing my own b**s***,so i stopped posting but i have been on every day reading how well most people are doing,and here i am still getting high everyday,i also have to smoke every few hours,but now im worse coz im on meth aswell,i also dont see where this is going to end for me,i so thought id got it this time,im so sick ov the life,but im still doing it,wheres the sense in any ov it,does any one have any clue?????cos here i am seven yrs later still so cluless about my life andwhere its going
take care allov you
seren**
you are by far not the only one in this situation,i found this site quite a few months back and posted a bit ov my story,(been on the H for about seven yrs now, stopped a few times ,never for long though,)in my posts i always said like in two days i was going to stop got it all planed out,got a new meth script,defo doing it this time,but i got sick ov hearing my own b**s***,so i stopped posting but i have been on every day reading how well most people are doing,and here i am still getting high everyday,i also have to smoke every few hours,but now im worse coz im on meth aswell,i also dont see where this is going to end for me,i so thought id got it this time,im so sick ov the life,but im still doing it,wheres the sense in any ov it,does any one have any clue?????cos here i am seven yrs later still so cluless about my life andwhere its going
take care allov you
seren**
Hi there , just wanted to offer some support.
I know how you feel. I am 44 years old and a daily user of heroin. A single mom..live in BF who does all the running for me. I know it can't go on like this for too much longer .
I think that just reaching out and getting support is a huge thing. Just being able to SAY who we really are and what is going on helps!!
I am glad I found this site and look forward to getting to know people here. Just keep posting about your struggle...at least we aren't alone!!
love north
I know how you feel. I am 44 years old and a daily user of heroin. A single mom..live in BF who does all the running for me. I know it can't go on like this for too much longer .
I think that just reaching out and getting support is a huge thing. Just being able to SAY who we really are and what is going on helps!!
I am glad I found this site and look forward to getting to know people here. Just keep posting about your struggle...at least we aren't alone!!
love north
There is a old saying "when you can quit you don't want to, when you want to quit you can't". I could be totally off would not be the 1st time in my life i was wrong!. My best guess is this is a fairly new addiction for you. Like most newer addicts you can still see the glamor in it. After a while once you are at the bottom you'll know there is no choice but, to stop. It's a process for sure. The 1st year i was doing H I tried to quit least 4 times every time it was a real half effort. I wanted off but, not really i still wanted to do it now and then i just did not want to have withdraws. SO MANY times I told myself i can do it just today i won't for a few days. After several years I got to where I was so sick of getting off/on it my darn arm was nearly cut off from a infection "using dirty needles" It took a while for me to be DONE. Still days it seems reasonable to go back it's a evil thing. Anyhow i'm glad you are here now it's a start. If i'm off about you forgive me nothing i wrote was in any way ment to hinder your recovery. Just sharing thoughts.
I like that old saying zerogirl! SO much truth in it!
love north
love north
welcome to serene, nothbelle and flora............and listen to the great advice from zg..........having the desire to quit is a big big step and it can be done.......took me to try and take my life and fail til i finally got the help i needed.......its a s*** life, we all know that......and this is a great place to come rant, ask questions or just find something to talk to who understands........please keep posting.........andkeep trying........if you want ti bad enough it is attainable.not easy for sure.but in the end.so much easier than living life on the streets, always trying to get money, cop avoid getting sick.....it takes a while to get energy back and like the addicts we r .we r impatient.but it will come in time...this is where so many of the cliches come in handy like one day at a time, sometimes its one minute at a time........but every minute you dont use.turns into a day or so and it will get easier, beleive me.......life is certainly not great all the time, life is life....but for me still easier than living the life of a junkie......and for whoever said they were in transitional housing.......STAY .........that is a blessing many havent been given....being there in the system will help you in many ways.........they wil help you get work, housing etc when you r ready.and make available to you al the resources yuo need.........please dont give up hope........any of you...........I will keep you in my prayers cos it is my higher poer whom i truly believe gives me the strength to stay clean .for three yrs now.......
Flora, ya see people care.........hope you are fairing.......let us know, O.K.?
