Hi Folks
All is good- -
at work right now- - computer is down at home .Im moving into the world of high speed so I have to wait a week for some reason before Verizon makes it happen.
Hope all is well with you guys.
I dont trust our IT dept - so I better go. Talk to youze later
lots of
love&respect
jack
You sound good, Jack.
Hmpf. Check you out all futuristic. Know you are missed. Hope your eye is doing much better.
Hurry back, and thanks for letting us know you are O.K.
Hmpf. Check you out all futuristic. Know you are missed. Hope your eye is doing much better.
Hurry back, and thanks for letting us know you are O.K.
Hey Bryn & folks
Look at me - finally a high speed connection- Im probably the last one to get rid of that dial up sh** -
Anyway Im OK- the eye is healing good- but I have a nice scar across my forehaed by the right eyebrow.
My sister tells me it give my face more character- terrific.
On 45 mg of mdone these days. After that little lapse,I got a bit nervous, but I went back to my group and started seeing more of my counsler. Although I told my group,I saw no need to rock the boat at the clinic. I didnt have to leave a sample that week- so for better or worse they didnt know of my indescration
Hope everyone is well
muchlove
jack
Look at me - finally a high speed connection- Im probably the last one to get rid of that dial up sh** -
Anyway Im OK- the eye is healing good- but I have a nice scar across my forehaed by the right eyebrow.
My sister tells me it give my face more character- terrific.
On 45 mg of mdone these days. After that little lapse,I got a bit nervous, but I went back to my group and started seeing more of my counsler. Although I told my group,I saw no need to rock the boat at the clinic. I didnt have to leave a sample that week- so for better or worse they didnt know of my indescration
Hope everyone is well
muchlove
jack
Aren't high speed connections great? Go to a website and it actually comes right up.
"Look at me - finally a high speed connection- Im probably the last one to get rid of that dial up sh** - "
OH I THOUGHT YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT A NEW KIND OF DRUG....
Gotcha!!!!
Dear Jackwithbigheart,
I was just thinking of you....thank goodness our dear 'sister' Brynn was still floating around on the board when i needed to unload. I still am obssessed by the one so possessed but his giving me that promise of an a** beating on the phone from work has really tarnished my unrealistic image my 'addiction' to him has been fueling and has managed to knock him off that pedestal my sick mind has been keeping him on.
not only is he an addict but a common thug as well,
love ya MARY
OH I THOUGHT YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT A NEW KIND OF DRUG....
Gotcha!!!!
Dear Jackwithbigheart,
I was just thinking of you....thank goodness our dear 'sister' Brynn was still floating around on the board when i needed to unload. I still am obssessed by the one so possessed but his giving me that promise of an a** beating on the phone from work has really tarnished my unrealistic image my 'addiction' to him has been fueling and has managed to knock him off that pedestal my sick mind has been keeping him on.
not only is he an addict but a common thug as well,
love ya MARY
you want to be careful accessing this web site at work, some people don't understand about being an addict, I've lost jobs in the past when i've let my guard down, just be careful.
Hiya Jack, sounding good... for me too! And Jack, God, I love a man with a few scars! My fella has some beauties... not disfiguring, but I think they're enhancing. Says to you, this man has had a life... but just don't tell them it was a table! That sounds kinda, well, daft... and sort of defeats the whole argument. I live in fear of injuring myself in a really stupid way. I once read an article in the local rag about a bloke who was merrily cycling along on his bicycle, when a fruit and veg van passed him. A cabbage rolled out the back of the van, bounced on the road, and clocked this guy on the head, killing him stone dead. What an obitury! Here lies Joe Bloggs. Killed by a cabbage.
And I did a really daft thing when I was at the TT. God, you would have laughed! We'd decided to go up to the grandstand to see the start of the Superstock race. As the roads are closed for the racing, you have to sort of go round the houses to get anywhere, so we had to climb over the wall surrounding this church in order to get to the grandstand field. It was a fair sized wall, but someone had put a cone on one side, to act as a sort of step up. So my fella climbs over the wall, no problemo, and I follow him. I put my foot on the cone and half hoist myself onto the wall, but the cone has gone a bit saggy from all these fat bikers standing on it, and it collapses. I throw myself forward to avoid falling backwards, and end up lying on top of the wall, with both my arms folded underneath me, pinned, and from this undignified position I try and pull my legs up. I get both my legs up, but I start to wobble, so somehow ended up crossing my legs to balance myself. But this only compounded the situation. So the end result was me, lying horizontal onto of this wall, completely unable to move either way, my arms pinned beneath my body and my legs crossed. My man was absolutely weak laughing. There was this queue of people waiting to climb over the wall, all looking at me stupid. All I could do was make this sort of flapping gesture with one hand, beckoning my man over to help me, but he just laughed at me. There's this advert over here for a mens magazine, and the catch phrase is "Women! Don't expect any help on a Thursday!" So he stands there with his arms folded, looking at me in disbelief, and says "Women! Don't expect any help on a Monday!" Eventually he helps me off, by grabbing me round the hips, enabling me to slide down to the ground head first. I missed the start of the race because of it!
And I've an awful feeling this was caught on camera and broadcast around the world. I heard some statistic that a quarter of the worlds population were able to tune into the TT, and there was I, stuck on a wall on the side of the circuit, 100 yards from the start line, as the race kicks off. I could hear the news helicopter buzzing around overhead. I'm gonna see myself on one of those "Caught on Camera - Worlds Daftest Twats" programmes, I know it!
Anyway Jack, glad you're back on form. I think you can tell, my little holiday did me the world of good, if not my liver. I'm on an alcohol free kick now, coz I've just spent the last three weeks mashed. Need to dry out a bit. I ain't much of a drinker, coz I'm always driving, so I took the opportunity whilst it arose... But I'm feeling so cheerful, if not a bit under the weather, coz I brought back a dose of Manx flu with me. Or is it just alcohol poisoning?
love as always
Diff xxxx
Oh, and Lou Reed was a bit up his own arse, but he played a good gig. Very intimate, and the band were all great...
And I did a really daft thing when I was at the TT. God, you would have laughed! We'd decided to go up to the grandstand to see the start of the Superstock race. As the roads are closed for the racing, you have to sort of go round the houses to get anywhere, so we had to climb over the wall surrounding this church in order to get to the grandstand field. It was a fair sized wall, but someone had put a cone on one side, to act as a sort of step up. So my fella climbs over the wall, no problemo, and I follow him. I put my foot on the cone and half hoist myself onto the wall, but the cone has gone a bit saggy from all these fat bikers standing on it, and it collapses. I throw myself forward to avoid falling backwards, and end up lying on top of the wall, with both my arms folded underneath me, pinned, and from this undignified position I try and pull my legs up. I get both my legs up, but I start to wobble, so somehow ended up crossing my legs to balance myself. But this only compounded the situation. So the end result was me, lying horizontal onto of this wall, completely unable to move either way, my arms pinned beneath my body and my legs crossed. My man was absolutely weak laughing. There was this queue of people waiting to climb over the wall, all looking at me stupid. All I could do was make this sort of flapping gesture with one hand, beckoning my man over to help me, but he just laughed at me. There's this advert over here for a mens magazine, and the catch phrase is "Women! Don't expect any help on a Thursday!" So he stands there with his arms folded, looking at me in disbelief, and says "Women! Don't expect any help on a Monday!" Eventually he helps me off, by grabbing me round the hips, enabling me to slide down to the ground head first. I missed the start of the race because of it!
And I've an awful feeling this was caught on camera and broadcast around the world. I heard some statistic that a quarter of the worlds population were able to tune into the TT, and there was I, stuck on a wall on the side of the circuit, 100 yards from the start line, as the race kicks off. I could hear the news helicopter buzzing around overhead. I'm gonna see myself on one of those "Caught on Camera - Worlds Daftest Twats" programmes, I know it!
Anyway Jack, glad you're back on form. I think you can tell, my little holiday did me the world of good, if not my liver. I'm on an alcohol free kick now, coz I've just spent the last three weeks mashed. Need to dry out a bit. I ain't much of a drinker, coz I'm always driving, so I took the opportunity whilst it arose... But I'm feeling so cheerful, if not a bit under the weather, coz I brought back a dose of Manx flu with me. Or is it just alcohol poisoning?
love as always
Diff xxxx
Oh, and Lou Reed was a bit up his own arse, but he played a good gig. Very intimate, and the band were all great...
wow diff, hanging in there? haven't seen ya in a minute, but jeez I have an awesome memory, things that happen only a week agao I remember as a month
Morning all !
animal-
Yeah Im always leary when I go to this site from work PC. I know this company blocks certain things so I only pop on for a moment. Ive only done that 2 or 3 times.I,ve been there 10 years ,so I might get the benifit of the doubt if confronted.
Differ
Man it,s good to hear you enjoying life. I have a vacation(holiday?) coming up soon myself. I cant wait to relax from this job,and clear my head of a little stress for awhile.
SO
I just got back from picking up my take home bottles,and I noticed that thier are a lot of new detox clients. A lot of young ,1st timers. This is never a good sign. I sometimes feel like Im the oldest client there- but Im only there once a week for 15 minutes. Its a little depressing.
BUT
Im going to take it easy. Like I mentioned after I lapsed that 1 time after many years, it was a little scary. Older or not ,you never lose your street smarts. How my whole personality changed to fit the scene was remarkable.-& scary.
WELL
have to go to work- we are sooo busy over there I cant keep up. The paperwork on my desk keeps getting higher no matter how much I do. I guess its good that business is booming but Im working thru lunch hour and staying late every night.- That sucks for a salary worker like myself. There better be a nice raise or bonus in the cards this year!
ANYWAY
hope youze all have a great day & Ill talk to everyone this week-end
much peace & respect
jack
animal-
Yeah Im always leary when I go to this site from work PC. I know this company blocks certain things so I only pop on for a moment. Ive only done that 2 or 3 times.I,ve been there 10 years ,so I might get the benifit of the doubt if confronted.
Differ
Man it,s good to hear you enjoying life. I have a vacation(holiday?) coming up soon myself. I cant wait to relax from this job,and clear my head of a little stress for awhile.
SO
I just got back from picking up my take home bottles,and I noticed that thier are a lot of new detox clients. A lot of young ,1st timers. This is never a good sign. I sometimes feel like Im the oldest client there- but Im only there once a week for 15 minutes. Its a little depressing.
BUT
Im going to take it easy. Like I mentioned after I lapsed that 1 time after many years, it was a little scary. Older or not ,you never lose your street smarts. How my whole personality changed to fit the scene was remarkable.-& scary.
WELL
have to go to work- we are sooo busy over there I cant keep up. The paperwork on my desk keeps getting higher no matter how much I do. I guess its good that business is booming but Im working thru lunch hour and staying late every night.- That sucks for a salary worker like myself. There better be a nice raise or bonus in the cards this year!
ANYWAY
hope youze all have a great day & Ill talk to everyone this week-end
much peace & respect
jack
Hey Jack, "He who strives and does his best, gets his pay like all the rest..." Guess I don't have much of a work ethic! Christ, I'm done working for the Man! I've had some really s***ty jobs. The worst one I think was for NTL, in a call centre. Sat there for my 8 hours, in front of the computer, talking to morons all bloody day on the headset, with the call centre "big brothers" listening in on their call monitors, all my work stats being analyzed each week, and discussed in the "team meetings". It didn't help that I was smacked out of my head most of the time, and kept nodding out mid-conversation, and suddenly waking up, realising that I had a customer on the phone, and I had no idea what they were talking about. I had some good jobs too, but that was when I was self-employed as a sales rep, and I can sell ice to the Eskimo's. I picked up a big fat cheque every week, I had a car provided by the company I was selling for, I never worked mornings (point-blank refused to!), and coz I was their top rep I got to cherry pick all my leads, and got extra concessions on commission, so I could sell the same product as the rest of the reps at a lower price and still get a decent commission. The company didn't give a flying uck about the drugs, as long as I kept bringing in the business. It ain't so tough at the top! I had such a cushy life then, but I spent everything I earned on partying. Still, they were good times, before it all came crashing down, as it inevitably does when you've got an out of control drug habit. Company went bust due to intervention by the Inland Revenue - nobody was paying their taxes... And the money dried up, and I hit the skids. Oh well, c'est la vie...
These days I don't know where I'd find time to fit in a job. That sounds lame when I've just come back from a long "vacation" as you call it Stateside, and spent all day today lying on the beach stark naked soaking up the sun. I've got a great all over tan. I get horny just looking at myself in the mirror! A suntan makes you feel great, doesn't it? Can they cure skin cancer nowadays? No, seriously, I think my man has attention deficit disorder - he's one of those people who need constant attention from their woman, and he knows it, which is why he lets me spend all his money. Actually, I am feeling quite spoiled at the moment, he took me on holiday, splashed loads of cash on me, and has been super-nice to me since we got home. This morning he sent me to town with his credit card, and when I trailed home an hour later than I said I would, he just smiled and cooked me breakfast... Then we went to the beach and I just lay in the sun all day, whilst he built me a windbreak and sun shelter out of sticks, bits of string and a plastic sheet he found on the beach. Still, I think I deserve it. Women like me don't grow on trees you know! God, anyone reading this who doesn't know me and my history must think I'm the Bi-atch from Hell!
I'm just enjoying life, really loving it right now, and it's been a long long time since I could say that. I don't remember being this happy before. I feel like I should scrub that last statement, coz I don't want to jinx myself. I know that nobody can feel on top of the world all the time, but I just don't want it to end.
love you as always, your friend The Diffster xxxxx
These days I don't know where I'd find time to fit in a job. That sounds lame when I've just come back from a long "vacation" as you call it Stateside, and spent all day today lying on the beach stark naked soaking up the sun. I've got a great all over tan. I get horny just looking at myself in the mirror! A suntan makes you feel great, doesn't it? Can they cure skin cancer nowadays? No, seriously, I think my man has attention deficit disorder - he's one of those people who need constant attention from their woman, and he knows it, which is why he lets me spend all his money. Actually, I am feeling quite spoiled at the moment, he took me on holiday, splashed loads of cash on me, and has been super-nice to me since we got home. This morning he sent me to town with his credit card, and when I trailed home an hour later than I said I would, he just smiled and cooked me breakfast... Then we went to the beach and I just lay in the sun all day, whilst he built me a windbreak and sun shelter out of sticks, bits of string and a plastic sheet he found on the beach. Still, I think I deserve it. Women like me don't grow on trees you know! God, anyone reading this who doesn't know me and my history must think I'm the Bi-atch from Hell!
I'm just enjoying life, really loving it right now, and it's been a long long time since I could say that. I don't remember being this happy before. I feel like I should scrub that last statement, coz I don't want to jinx myself. I know that nobody can feel on top of the world all the time, but I just don't want it to end.
love you as always, your friend The Diffster xxxxx
Diff
You probably know the stress of
having
to live that double life in the work scene. At work I try to be as professtional as possible- in those team meetings you speak about- I try to contribute with well thought out plans to expedite the companys success. Try to impress on management that my production dept is the last thing they need to worry about. Then show them the info and all kinds of graphs and charts to prove it.
All this -after I drink my mdone in the morning.
I remember when I 1st started there ,close to 10 years ago, I was nodding out at the computer. I would get comments like"dont you sleep at night?""&Man ,you certainly are forgetful"- & I was always in a hurry to leave -
when your bodys aching and your time is at hand,you dont give a shI& about any production schedule
Honestly,if I thought I could pull off never working again and I wouldnt have to change the lifestyle I,ve grown accustumed to -Id leave tomorrow because I know that the day I dont meet thier greedy goals- they would just show me the door
I figure with the 401K savings I have going and by staying more or less clean since I started here,I still have another 10 years of working for" the man"
There has been some talk(my son and I) of cashing out early and buying a small breakfast nook in North Carolina- but its just talk at this point.
However,once this job goes ,I will be done working to make others rich
I guess ,stress and all,if I didnt put so much effort into my job, I would use that energy somewhere. - -and knowing my history- I think I know where.So even though Ive been OK- I saw that screwing up could wipe everything out in a flash.
I really am so happy for you(although I must admit,a bit envious) that your able to finally enjoy life without working like crazy and not chained to the addiction anymore.Reading all your trials and tribulations- you certianly deserve it.
Wow -its 3am- Im going to make some coffee and toast and relax -
I love talking to ya - so sometimes I get carried away-
anyway,keep enjoying life- and be careful out there
much love (of course)
your friend
jack
You probably know the stress of
having
to live that double life in the work scene. At work I try to be as professtional as possible- in those team meetings you speak about- I try to contribute with well thought out plans to expedite the companys success. Try to impress on management that my production dept is the last thing they need to worry about. Then show them the info and all kinds of graphs and charts to prove it.
All this -after I drink my mdone in the morning.
I remember when I 1st started there ,close to 10 years ago, I was nodding out at the computer. I would get comments like"dont you sleep at night?""&Man ,you certainly are forgetful"- & I was always in a hurry to leave -
when your bodys aching and your time is at hand,you dont give a shI& about any production schedule
Honestly,if I thought I could pull off never working again and I wouldnt have to change the lifestyle I,ve grown accustumed to -Id leave tomorrow because I know that the day I dont meet thier greedy goals- they would just show me the door
I figure with the 401K savings I have going and by staying more or less clean since I started here,I still have another 10 years of working for" the man"
There has been some talk(my son and I) of cashing out early and buying a small breakfast nook in North Carolina- but its just talk at this point.
However,once this job goes ,I will be done working to make others rich
I guess ,stress and all,if I didnt put so much effort into my job, I would use that energy somewhere. - -and knowing my history- I think I know where.So even though Ive been OK- I saw that screwing up could wipe everything out in a flash.
I really am so happy for you(although I must admit,a bit envious) that your able to finally enjoy life without working like crazy and not chained to the addiction anymore.Reading all your trials and tribulations- you certianly deserve it.
Wow -its 3am- Im going to make some coffee and toast and relax -
I love talking to ya - so sometimes I get carried away-
anyway,keep enjoying life- and be careful out there
much love (of course)
your friend
jack
Jack... coffee at 3 am? What's that all about?
And babe, I'm always careful... (LMAO!!!!)
love you
diff xxxxx
And babe, I'm always careful... (LMAO!!!!)
love you
diff xxxxx
Hey all.
Jack I just want you to know that you are not the oldest one in the clinic. I help out at a needle exchange and the clients we get for the 3cc needles are all different ages, some younger, some older.
Take heart my dear friend, the reason you feel like the oldest is because all the others have fallen back to their old ways. You,my man are ahead of the game.
Take care.
Karen
Jack I just want you to know that you are not the oldest one in the clinic. I help out at a needle exchange and the clients we get for the 3cc needles are all different ages, some younger, some older.
Take heart my dear friend, the reason you feel like the oldest is because all the others have fallen back to their old ways. You,my man are ahead of the game.
Take care.
Karen
"My Bodies Aching, And My Time Is At Hand"
Great, you wrote that jack and now I am singing it, and can't remeber who sings it............James Taylor..........Fire&Rain............."Lord Knows When The Cold Wind Blows It'll Turn Your Head Around".
Go Jack...........love seeing or hearing ya or reading ya hanging in.
That's you........plus like the last person posted......oldest at the clinic.....once at band camp.......LOL.......that's from a movie.........once at band camp.
Only mine is "Once At Rehab" guy comes in to speak......pretty good....then he asks three very special guys to come up front......he says "These guys saved my life".........everyone echos how.........he goes you tell em Leroy.....this man who was 70 something says......."Teee-Heeee we told this fool a*s young buck between the three of us we shot more HEREON.....I love when old timers say HERE_ON........do this drug, and from here on you'll be sick, loose your family, everything you worked for....ya know Her-on.
Sp anyone the older gentleman says we told him between the three of us in all those years we shot up more Here-On than the entire country.......and that even includes Camden, and New York.
So you are not old, and I agree with Diff, scars.........HOT......LOL....lends charachter, and makes ya look tough..........LOL....hope your eye is doing much better. Missed Ya Mucho.
Great, you wrote that jack and now I am singing it, and can't remeber who sings it............James Taylor..........Fire&Rain............."Lord Knows When The Cold Wind Blows It'll Turn Your Head Around".
Go Jack...........love seeing or hearing ya or reading ya hanging in.
That's you........plus like the last person posted......oldest at the clinic.....once at band camp.......LOL.......that's from a movie.........once at band camp.
Only mine is "Once At Rehab" guy comes in to speak......pretty good....then he asks three very special guys to come up front......he says "These guys saved my life".........everyone echos how.........he goes you tell em Leroy.....this man who was 70 something says......."Teee-Heeee we told this fool a*s young buck between the three of us we shot more HEREON.....I love when old timers say HERE_ON........do this drug, and from here on you'll be sick, loose your family, everything you worked for....ya know Her-on.
Sp anyone the older gentleman says we told him between the three of us in all those years we shot up more Here-On than the entire country.......and that even includes Camden, and New York.
So you are not old, and I agree with Diff, scars.........HOT......LOL....lends charachter, and makes ya look tough..........LOL....hope your eye is doing much better. Missed Ya Mucho.
Hey Jack, I've been thinking about what you said about you and your boy cashing out and doing the South Carolina thing. Do it Jack, don't just talk about it. Never forget this ain't no rehearsal, you can't tear it up and start again if it don't turn out how you hoped. You gotta work with what you got, and make it count. Have you ever read anything by Richard Bach? When I was just a wet behind the ears kid, someone very special to me gave me his complete works. Jonathan Livingstone Seagull was such an inspiration to me, but I didn't truely understand it until recently, until I started putting it into practice for real. I quote you something written about Jonathan, in the preface to Illusions. "For Richard Bach, Jonathan was a non-fiction book. 'The ideas behind the words are simple ones that work in everyday life: find what we most want to do, do it, no matter what; and in the doing be guaranteed a very difficult and a very happy lifetime.'"
It's true Jack, when we're on our death beds, we don't lie there regretting what we've done with our lives, we regret what we didn't do. And lifestyle? Well, it's all bulls*** Jack, all of it. We don't need that much in life. I take it you're not providing for a tribe of young children. It's so liberating to just not care about all that s***. To me, life is just a series of different adventures. Sometimes I had money - and I spent half my time doing a job I hated, just so I could have this "lifestyle" I thought I needed, I thought was important. I wish I knew the Bible, coz there's this passage, but I don't know where it is, but it's about not worrying too much about whether we have enough stuff, and it goes on about the birds, do they worry about s*** like that? No, they just go about their business, and God (in my eyes, the Universe) will provide. And that's how I see life now. I don't worry, coz I know there's only four things I need. Warmth, shelter, food and love. Warmth and shelter can be a tent and a camp fire, food, well that ain't too hard to come by in the Western world, and love, you spread it around and it comes back to find you.
And the adventures, they just happen. If I won the lottery (not very likely seeing as i very rarely ever bother to buy a ticket) then I wouldn't blow it on flash cars and a big f*** off house. I'd just stick it in the bank, walk down the road with nothing but the clothes I stood up in and a Visa card in my pocket, stick out my thumb, or jump on a bus, train, whatever and just see where life takes me. Life ain't about things, it's about people, and experiences. The happiest moments in my life, well, I think that they are all about people, having fun, making friends, hearing stories. Achievement comes into it too, but the achievements that meant the most to me were those that were purely personal. Writing a really good poem or story. Getting my degree, which incidently I've never actually drawn on in a professional capacity - my favourite part of my degree was political philosophy, learning to understand how societies work and the nature of man. Work is necessary, things need to be done, but I'm Ok with my position in this capitalist society, because in a capitalist economy there is necessarily an element who are forced out to the edges, historically referred to as "the residuum" - the scum of the earth! So, I smile at my label, pick up my giro (state benefit) and go lie in the sun, with two fingers stuck up at all those who look down on me, laughing inside coz I know that I'm happier than they are! It's just the way things are...
God, I'm doing it again - Diffspiel!
love you
Diff xxxx
It's true Jack, when we're on our death beds, we don't lie there regretting what we've done with our lives, we regret what we didn't do. And lifestyle? Well, it's all bulls*** Jack, all of it. We don't need that much in life. I take it you're not providing for a tribe of young children. It's so liberating to just not care about all that s***. To me, life is just a series of different adventures. Sometimes I had money - and I spent half my time doing a job I hated, just so I could have this "lifestyle" I thought I needed, I thought was important. I wish I knew the Bible, coz there's this passage, but I don't know where it is, but it's about not worrying too much about whether we have enough stuff, and it goes on about the birds, do they worry about s*** like that? No, they just go about their business, and God (in my eyes, the Universe) will provide. And that's how I see life now. I don't worry, coz I know there's only four things I need. Warmth, shelter, food and love. Warmth and shelter can be a tent and a camp fire, food, well that ain't too hard to come by in the Western world, and love, you spread it around and it comes back to find you.
And the adventures, they just happen. If I won the lottery (not very likely seeing as i very rarely ever bother to buy a ticket) then I wouldn't blow it on flash cars and a big f*** off house. I'd just stick it in the bank, walk down the road with nothing but the clothes I stood up in and a Visa card in my pocket, stick out my thumb, or jump on a bus, train, whatever and just see where life takes me. Life ain't about things, it's about people, and experiences. The happiest moments in my life, well, I think that they are all about people, having fun, making friends, hearing stories. Achievement comes into it too, but the achievements that meant the most to me were those that were purely personal. Writing a really good poem or story. Getting my degree, which incidently I've never actually drawn on in a professional capacity - my favourite part of my degree was political philosophy, learning to understand how societies work and the nature of man. Work is necessary, things need to be done, but I'm Ok with my position in this capitalist society, because in a capitalist economy there is necessarily an element who are forced out to the edges, historically referred to as "the residuum" - the scum of the earth! So, I smile at my label, pick up my giro (state benefit) and go lie in the sun, with two fingers stuck up at all those who look down on me, laughing inside coz I know that I'm happier than they are! It's just the way things are...
God, I'm doing it again - Diffspiel!
love you
Diff xxxx
Diff for President.
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God Almighty, can you imagine that! I'd be worse than Boris Johnson, God love him... I don't agree with his politics, but by uck, he makes me laugh! Anybody who can put his foot in his mouth with such alarming regularity and get away with it like he does, through sheer daftness, has got to be worth a vote, just for comedic value. And the great thing about Boris? He can't tell a lie to save his life. He just can't keep the grin from his face, whenever he tries to do his "serious politician" bit. Man, I'd love to see him play poker, it would be the most hilarious thing I'd ever witnessed!
Me for president? The first thing I'd do is start harpooning the Japanese whalers for "Scientific Research" purposes, and see how long the international community took to ban it... Up the Whales!!!!
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Me for president? The first thing I'd do is start harpooning the Japanese whalers for "Scientific Research" purposes, and see how long the international community took to ban it... Up the Whales!!!!
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yeh,agree about boris.j politics up his jacksy,but a funny bloke,a good lookin bloke as well ,im jealous!!!!.take care all ....davey
Sweet Jesus! Davey, things have got to be bad if you're jealous of Boris Johnson! He looks like an albino guinea-pig if you ask me... No, I like a rugged man, with scars, and lines, and stubble. Got to have a fit body though... that makes up for a multitude of sins...(LMAO)!!!
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diff,only joking bout old Boris,maybe jealous of his mental capacity for the sublime 2 the ridicoulos,his type ara a dying breed.me diff was a cycle courier in London 4 several yrs. so at least ive got that on him.all the best..davey
