Hey Reddog

i just wanted to tell you, i think you are doing REALLY great, and also i totally relate to your feelings.... some times (actually most times) i just fell like....i don't know HOW TO FEEL? i feel sad, i feel insane, i feel like i'll never be right, I feel like i don't know who i am and who i ever was?

anywho...you are doing awsome!!!! i just wanted to send you a messg. cause your thread got locked due to dumb a*s people with nothing better to but to act like idots ?????

keep being strong hun!!!!!!!!
Yea why did it get locked. I wanted to write a few responses. Anyways yea it was a weird day. I feel a little btter, just going to try and sleep soon. Tomorrow is 3 weeks and I know by one month I have to be getting better. It was just a bad day/ Tomorrow is friday, I have the weekend to rest up.

Thanks guys
RedDog-Good talking to you last night.It's always kind of cool to actually connect on the phone after the board.It makes it a little more human.

My friend........Don't focus on the drama here.It's no big deal.It comes and goes with the tide.Start a new thread.There are things going on we have no control over.
Like I said last night,if you can just do a 2 mile walk this weekend,you will feel better.When you finish your semester,and are ready to hit the gym,I can give you some pointers of routines to do to pack on more muscle.Muscle density burns more energy which means more calories,which means weight gain.
Talk to you later

BTW..........Stay Away From Creatine.It causes dehydration and muscle cramps.That's the last side effect you need now.
I'm glad you tossed the Seroquel.you don't need any more pills.