Hi Everyone! I just came back from the pool, feeling a little lonely today, my bro didn't show up this afternoon, I did do a little shopping with my mom, and visited with Dad, but I just feel kinda down. My H and I will probably be splitting up and months end, ah just one of these moments, I'm sure it will pass, I"m doing an overnight stay with two wonderful Lab Retrievers, I'm sure they will lift my spirits when I go over there.
Hope all of you are enjoying the day.
Lots of love
LD xoxox
LD, I'm sorry you're feeling down girl, I know how it feels... sorry about you and H too, I know that hasn't been an ideal situation for you lately, so maybe it's ultimately for the best, but I know that when you've been with someone for so long its bound to be hard... but you deserve someone who really appreciates you, you're such a terrific woman and you should be treated as such. Your brother sounds like mine, very unreliable... but you got to see mom and dad, that's good. How is dad feeling lately?
Have fun with those Labs, no dog gives love like a Lab does, soak it up! One of the reasons I love animals so much is that its totally unconditional, they just love you wholeheartedly and no matter what... my little guys are like that too, I'd be lost without them.
Anyway keep your chin up girl, we are here, and you can email me anytime you want if you need to vent or just chat. I hope you'll have a great night with the doggies... lovin ya...
Have fun with those Labs, no dog gives love like a Lab does, soak it up! One of the reasons I love animals so much is that its totally unconditional, they just love you wholeheartedly and no matter what... my little guys are like that too, I'd be lost without them.
Anyway keep your chin up girl, we are here, and you can email me anytime you want if you need to vent or just chat. I hope you'll have a great night with the doggies... lovin ya...
Hi Love-dove
Thinking of you want you to know .Youre Wanted, Needed and Loved.
God Bless.
Lionel
Thinking of you want you to know .Youre Wanted, Needed and Loved.
God Bless.
Lionel
LD, Keep the faith...as long as you stay sober everything will be okay...it may not be easy, it may not happen like you want it to, but I believe that God has a bigger plan for all of us. Keep posting and sharing. How are the therapy appts going?
Hey LoveDove I can totally relate to your fear about leaving your h, Even though leaving will eventually give you the wings of freedom, there is the fear of loosing the comfort zone that partners give, be that good or bad as old habits are hard to change. You have obviously tryed to sort things out and i hope that things can be ammicable between the two of you. These can be one of them moments in recovery that seem like a backwards step, but infact they can be a huge leap forward in self growth. LoveDove you have a lot going on in your life, so rely on all things that give you strength positively and i send energy to you with this post.
Light and love zac
Light and love zac
Hi there all my friends! Thank-you guys for all your caring posts, I was just having a downer day yesterday, didn't drink!! Ya hoo!! :) Things are just really crazy right now, changing so fast it seems, almost seems like I'm in this tornado, everything is getting sucked in and then thrown out again!! but I am feeling better today, more energy (thanks Zac ;) Things with H and I are coming to a close, and Zac you hit the nail on the head, even though things haven't been working for quite sometime, it's just hard to have it end, to me it's like death, which I have a hard time with, I just never like saying good-bye... He has been so nasty, and drinking and smoking pot and god knows what else, so in away I'm glad this is ending, because I just can't take it. I'm not staying at home right now so it's been a God send.
CB, you are so right about our beloved pets, I just adore my fuzzies!! I couldn't live without them!! they make me sooooo happy!!!! :) I feel so blessed that I get to work with them everyday. Thanks for asking about my Dad, he is doing better, he's grumpy so he's getting back to normal LOLOLOLOL and of course driving my mom crazy!!! I don't think he is getting another chemo treatment, that's what he says now, I guess he's scared, so we'll see where that road leads, right now though, I just have to focus on the good times and pray for his health and healing.
Sorry this is so long, love you all, and thank-you for caring!!
VWgirl, Therapy is going well, still haven't made it to a meeting, one of these days I will make the plunge. thanks for your post girlfriend..xoxo
Love and Hugs
LD
CB, you are so right about our beloved pets, I just adore my fuzzies!! I couldn't live without them!! they make me sooooo happy!!!! :) I feel so blessed that I get to work with them everyday. Thanks for asking about my Dad, he is doing better, he's grumpy so he's getting back to normal LOLOLOLOL and of course driving my mom crazy!!! I don't think he is getting another chemo treatment, that's what he says now, I guess he's scared, so we'll see where that road leads, right now though, I just have to focus on the good times and pray for his health and healing.
Sorry this is so long, love you all, and thank-you for caring!!
VWgirl, Therapy is going well, still haven't made it to a meeting, one of these days I will make the plunge. thanks for your post girlfriend..xoxo
Love and Hugs
LD
Hey LD,
I know where ya coming from with the relationship thing,
I have just been down that road myself, 21 yrs toether hard to split, although we are still freinds,
You look after yourself girl, you are worth it!!!!!
Thinking of you!!!!
Your fellow countryman Ginge
I know where ya coming from with the relationship thing,
I have just been down that road myself, 21 yrs toether hard to split, although we are still freinds,
You look after yourself girl, you are worth it!!!!!
Thinking of you!!!!
Your fellow countryman Ginge
I was in my marriage for almost twenty years. I've shared before with all of you, me leaving (and my ex-husband agrees with this), probably saved both of our lives. We continually enabled and/or sabotaged each other's drinking and drugging, and respectively, any attempts to get clean and sober during our relationship. The end of that union eventually catapulted both of us into sobriety.
