Hi Guys

Hey guys and gals,
I have been reading everyone post and know the struggles we all have. I love reading the advice from all the clean users. i recently threw my back out again. i was off the pain medication for about 3 months. i told my dr. its not a good idea to give me 120 percocets at a time. i knew i would start taking to many in a day. for me 3 a day is too many. he gave me a script for 30 pills. they lasted 20 days. its been 5 days since i ran out and really didn't have any withdrawals. i made myself take them like i was suppose to. i called him and told him i would try aleeve , advil, or motrin. i am to scared to start on these again. i know if i get a script again i won't be as disciplined. what im saying, if you are clean, stay clean. i don't ever consider myself a big user and i know how easy i could get to 5 or 6 pills a day. i know some of you are thinking and saying i will be in control this time. fight through it. i know i need your surport. thanks for all the good insite you guys give on here

God bless
Runner
Glad you posted, Runner and welcome to our group. You're right, you have to fight the fight, because in reality, we are all fighting for our lives.

I'm sorry if I misread but are you off of the pills now? No more surgeries for the time being?

Hang in there
Cowgirl