Hippy/biker

Biker,
Ok new day. New beginning.So you had a bad day hey? So the hell what!! You are human. No ones perfect. Now is time to put yesterday behind you and work on whats in store today. Don't let your girfriend have such power over you. She expects you to fail this time. So you can get even with her by succeeding. Prove her wrong. Show her what you are made of. Don't stop trying.
I'm still here. Don't feel guilty about yesterday so you head a set back.It's ok that happens, you are human. I don't think anybody gets it right on the first try or even the second or third. TRY, try again. Never stop trying. Your life depends on it. You matter.Life is what you make of it not what other people try and make of it for you. I'm still praying for you.
Hey Harley,
Just wanted to say that you're in my prayers. You've been from the first post...

Keep fighting! Keep fighting! Keep fighting! In between rounds, ask tinydancer to hold you closer... It works!


Tinydancer,
You're heart is huge! ;-)

God Bless you both!
JC
Biker,
JC is right. I am holding on to you very tightly. It took me alot of tries too.
But all those tries just made me stronger. So don't let size fool ya. I gotta a strong hold on you. Pray with me pal.

JC,
Thank you. That was so sweet of you to say. Actually i was thinking the same thing about your heart.Your devotion to all these people is inspiring. Its a great feeling to know there really are people such as yourself in this world.
Awww! Thanks Tinydancer... I feel all... "touched" I guess. That was really nice of you to say. I'm glad you're hear too... Nothing stronger than Love and I'm sending you a lot right now!

God Bless you!
JC
xx
Thank you Tiny dancer.I just cant take her sometimes.She and i are best freinds.I went into a dive with her stressing me behind her pms.I was ready for the physical withdrawals but not the mental and emotional ones especially with her pms attack.I am big on feelings.I use drugs to stop the pain of alot of life long hurt.I also use drugs to cope with physical pain at times.as the drugs withdraw all of me gets very sensitive,..mind, body,...and i cant argue with her or anyone or i just get sick.Shes a nice person.she also makes me feel intimidated alot.Shes always saying shes going to leave me when ever we have any serious arguement and i find that difficult to always be told i will be left.Im really insecure with that.I dont like that always being the solution to our problems in her mind.I am getting back on track today.I will keep trying.Im not going back to my post.I will hang with you where i see your name.I wish i knew more about you.Ive come to rely on you being here for me.Thanks Me
Hi,
I'm so glad to hear from you, I'm sorry i have to laugh at pms. I know all to well about that one. But i feel your pain and i really want to stay in touch. I will create away you can contact me on line give me a day to do that and i will post to you where you can reach me, I feel your pain and i understaind being emotional. Hang in there and i will post back. I'm just checking in at the moment and will check back if you need me if you are in an urgent situation i will get that info sooner. please let me know