How does it feel to be free magictiger ?
"how does it feel to be free?" .........well, the question should be, how does it feel to be clean? It feels as if a section of a 2000 lb boulder has been taken off my back..........getting the rest of the boulder off of me is what my job is now. Learning the things that caused the chaos is a huge part of my journey right now.....I am just starting out and trying to get through it one day at a time......Grateful that I have been able to do this one day at a time......"feeling free" is not what I feel at the moment.........but I do love the feeling of being clean :)
I am finding out that the things I thought I could not do if I was not using pills are not as hard as I feared at the beginning.........Stepping out of my comfort zone a little bit each day. My meetings really help me with stepping out and being with others that share this disease.
Thank you so much for asking about me :)
Hugs, Russell
I am finding out that the things I thought I could not do if I was not using pills are not as hard as I feared at the beginning.........Stepping out of my comfort zone a little bit each day. My meetings really help me with stepping out and being with others that share this disease.
Thank you so much for asking about me :)
Hugs, Russell
