Jody,
I don't have the answer you're looking for. All I can tell you is life does go on...even when you don't want it to. Even when you want time to stand still, it doesn't. You may wonder how you're breathing when you feel like you're suffocating, but yet you are indeed breathing.
I don't know the answer. I just wanted to say I love you and I'm so sorry.
Jody...that is so painful...and scary for you. I had the opportunity to tell my mother that I loved her before she died...and I knew she was ill for a short time. I also was blessed in getting the chance to make things right between us, as our relationship was so damaged. All I can say is love her and tell her often...be there and hang on to the moment. Sometimes that's all we can do. Love, Sharonn
I LOVE YOU JODIGIRL
LOVE BRINAGIRL
LOVE BRINAGIRL
My god all of you............Thank you so much.
I dont know why this has hit me so hard lately, but the bout of phnemonia made it very very real.
I dont want to get to graphic but watching her partner die, well that is when most of my pill use started to tell the truth. He was bones literally, but yet wanted to live so badly. He would hold the remote control in his hand for the television but could not even watch or understand it. He did not want to let go and neither did we. He told me the day before he died his goal was to get up to 120 lbs............He was less than 70lbs on that day. He never gave in. God, to have that strength..
Part of my mother was lost the day he died, the life was gone from her eyes........He was her soulmate, and she had never once held it against him for passing her this disease. It wasnt his fault. She loved him. Took care of him at his bedside 24/7.
I just want all this gone from my mind............but it wont go away.
Redd you are so right..........and you have experience such unreal pain, I feel this is minor compared to yours...........I do feel as if I am suffocating slowly though.
Thank you all so much. I love you all.
I dont know why this has hit me so hard lately, but the bout of phnemonia made it very very real.
I dont want to get to graphic but watching her partner die, well that is when most of my pill use started to tell the truth. He was bones literally, but yet wanted to live so badly. He would hold the remote control in his hand for the television but could not even watch or understand it. He did not want to let go and neither did we. He told me the day before he died his goal was to get up to 120 lbs............He was less than 70lbs on that day. He never gave in. God, to have that strength..
Part of my mother was lost the day he died, the life was gone from her eyes........He was her soulmate, and she had never once held it against him for passing her this disease. It wasnt his fault. She loved him. Took care of him at his bedside 24/7.
I just want all this gone from my mind............but it wont go away.
Redd you are so right..........and you have experience such unreal pain, I feel this is minor compared to yours...........I do feel as if I am suffocating slowly though.
Thank you all so much. I love you all.
hello jodi.........
i just got home and i thought of you today...............
Bless your heart........hope today is better...............
thumper
i just got home and i thought of you today...............
Bless your heart........hope today is better...............
thumper
