Today I was going thru my e-mails and deleting all the junk that I get when I came across many stupid e-mails telling me my order was ready to be refilled. I have tried to tell my computer they are junk mail but I still get them. Anyway I used to order somas on line once every three to four weeks. I actually really got to know the fed ex guy. hee hee. I wonder what he was thinking??? Who knows at any rate I thought about ordering them thinking it would be nice to get some relaxation and they were never my DOC. anyway. Then I rethought it and wanted to kick myself. I mean those damn pills made me so loopy When we were in Disney I took too many and started doing everything in slow motion I was actually eating and bringing the fork up real slow. My husband seen this and took me to bed of course I told him I had bad sciatcia pain and took my pills on a empty stomache, what a lie!!! and to think I did that in front of my boys Geez!!!! Also I would forget what I did the night before, like I would wake up and think did I make nico's lunch or did I just dream that I made it???? So the bottom line is I didn't buy them and deleted everything yet again. I guess I just wrote this to remind me of how awful they were
Roxy
isn't it great when we realize that we don't have to act on our thoughts anymore, roxy?
way to go gal! i'm proud of you and am going to try to find a post titled "net pharms" of a couple of stories i posted way back when.
now go do something nice for yourself, like luxuriate in a lilac scented bath or read with your children, or have your husband give you a back massage with your favorite lotion, with some nice background music and dim lights.
you did the right thing today and as long as we try to keep doing the right thing, somehow it all works out.
hugs and tons of encouragement to you!
sammy
way to go gal! i'm proud of you and am going to try to find a post titled "net pharms" of a couple of stories i posted way back when.
now go do something nice for yourself, like luxuriate in a lilac scented bath or read with your children, or have your husband give you a back massage with your favorite lotion, with some nice background music and dim lights.
you did the right thing today and as long as we try to keep doing the right thing, somehow it all works out.
hugs and tons of encouragement to you!
sammy
Roxy-
Have just been catching up on the board, and I so admire you for your courage and strength to beat this.
Sammy's post that was bumped on net pharms was a huge wake up call for me, and I think many others here.
Stay Strong.
Hugs.
Have just been catching up on the board, and I so admire you for your courage and strength to beat this.
Sammy's post that was bumped on net pharms was a huge wake up call for me, and I think many others here.
Stay Strong.
Hugs.
Sammy I just read the net pharm post. Wow I had no idea. I never bought my lortabs off the internet but believe me it wasn't for lack of trying but everyone I checked out wanted me to fax my medical files and I didn't want to ask my doctor for fear he would ask why I needed them. I actually paid for 2 websites that said they would direct you to places where you could get them I found that was a scam and got my money back. One site though the lady seemed so nice. Her website had this sorrowful singing and her with her husband and kids stating she just wanted to help those who suffer because doctors won't prescribe them pain pills. She personally e-mailed me several times. When I told her I did not have my records she said well you can go on my site and check out the international sites they may deliver without the medical release. I asked it that was legal and she said it was, but she had never used it that is just what her members had told her. I honestly did not think it was illegal as long as you spoke to someone. The somas though you just have to fill in a questionaire now that is scary.
Thanks so much for that post I will never do that again/
Roxy
Thanks so much for that post I will never do that again/
Roxy
Roxy..I'm really glad you did that. If you need a reminder, just come here and ask for one. I'll be here with a big stick to beat it into your head that you don't need drugs to feel ok anymore. You've come so far...Love, Lisa
