I didn't know anything about addiction
I didnt have the knowledge I needed. I didnt know that addiction is a disease. I didnt know that millions of people are addicted. I didnt know that there is help.
Withdrawals are brutal. Diarrhea, the horrible stomach cramps and all the rest of it. I once broke a tooth from clenching my teeth from the pain. Pain, depression and no sleep are part of quitting. I didnt know it. I thought it was over after 5 days or so. I didnt know that there are symptoms that continue for days, weeks and months.
This time was different. I asked for help. I learned everything I could about addiction. I stopped being frightened. Each symptom made me aware that I was one step closer to freedom.
Death from addiction is easy. Stroke, heart disease, kidney failure and a whole lot more will only bring more grief to you and your family.
Dont be afraid to reach out. There is a lot of help available.
Good post Catherine!
catherine, thanks for talking to me last night. i know the withdrawal can last an indefinite time, but i really hate how well i feel one day and how terribly horrible the next. after trying to help a friend clean her house yesterday for about 5 hrs i felt like my first day without vicodin. today i feel like i've been hit by a truck. i'm nauseated and every spot on my body hurts. i guess i just over did it. do you know if disability insurance has ever helped anyone with this?
Blue Sky,
Go to a doctor for a check up. I'm sure after seeing a doctor you will feelbetter about how you feel.
Catherine
Go to a doctor for a check up. I'm sure after seeing a doctor you will feelbetter about how you feel.
Catherine
