I really do!
The madness and the insanity that they lead to makes me sick. I know its not just pills in themselves that are complete problem.
People take them...this I know...but I hate them.
Before pain pill addiction....I hated pills...I never took them. I feel that same way again. Just read this board and see the suffering.
My Doctor had a hard time getting me to take an antibiotic!
Sorry...I have to vent.
I hate pills!
Kee- I am with you on that. I don't take anything besides maybe aspirin, enzymes..
too much fear there
too much fear there
I know exactly what you are going through. Funny thing was, at the time I was addicted to vicodin and decided to visit a therapist who was recommended by a client of mine. She doesnt jump the gun and write scripts as little as possible so I liked this.
2 weeks of visits we were getting nowhere, she prescribed me 1mg of xanax. Funny, i was ok with taking vicodin but despised the xanax. 3rd week, i told her i didnt take it, she was patient, and said to go at my pace. I took one on the 4th visit and we really got down to issues. Turns out I have a mild anxiety disorder that requires me to take xanax for the rest of my life, I told my fiancee and she thought I was silly for feeling so bad about it. She cheered me up. Some drugs can do good, since being on it my client meetings have been better, and have been getting a lot more business.
By the way, I quit vicodin/opiates 8 days ago, and getting stronger every day because of it. I hope this is is some relevence to you. From the looks of it, compared to a lot of us...you have it pretty good. :) Relax. - Chris
2 weeks of visits we were getting nowhere, she prescribed me 1mg of xanax. Funny, i was ok with taking vicodin but despised the xanax. 3rd week, i told her i didnt take it, she was patient, and said to go at my pace. I took one on the 4th visit and we really got down to issues. Turns out I have a mild anxiety disorder that requires me to take xanax for the rest of my life, I told my fiancee and she thought I was silly for feeling so bad about it. She cheered me up. Some drugs can do good, since being on it my client meetings have been better, and have been getting a lot more business.
By the way, I quit vicodin/opiates 8 days ago, and getting stronger every day because of it. I hope this is is some relevence to you. From the looks of it, compared to a lot of us...you have it pretty good. :) Relax. - Chris
God Danny...I can't even tell you how much I despise this. When I think about all the pills that I took I am literally sick to my stomach.
I believe that this is why I am wanting off the sub too. It was very helpful and probably fast forwarded my recovery some. But I hate the thought of putting a pill in my mouth.
Even aspirin....even Vitamins...how sick is that!
Very very skeered!
I believe that this is why I am wanting off the sub too. It was very helpful and probably fast forwarded my recovery some. But I hate the thought of putting a pill in my mouth.
Even aspirin....even Vitamins...how sick is that!
Very very skeered!
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I feel totally guilty when I take something..like anything..I take enzymes before each meal and even THAT makes me paranoid..(they are made out of pig guts for christ sake) ..it's like RED ALERT....whoop whoop whoop.......
LMAO!!
Yummy...pig guts!
Does it help? I know you have tummy problems. I did too but they have subsided some since I stopped eating...oh say about 20 pills a day...loaded with Tylenol.
When I think of all the Tylenol that I have ingested its enough pain relief for the entire Continent!
Just think...though...all them pig guts...getting you closer to "having it your way" Burger King!!
***as a sidenote****
Larry Birkhead is the Daddy and what the hell is up that radio guy IMUS?? I can't believe that guy...he is in some big trouble now. Nappy headed ho's??? Is he kidding??? Has he seen his own mop. The nerve!
Yummy...pig guts!
Does it help? I know you have tummy problems. I did too but they have subsided some since I stopped eating...oh say about 20 pills a day...loaded with Tylenol.
When I think of all the Tylenol that I have ingested its enough pain relief for the entire Continent!
Just think...though...all them pig guts...getting you closer to "having it your way" Burger King!!
***as a sidenote****
Larry Birkhead is the Daddy and what the hell is up that radio guy IMUS?? I can't believe that guy...he is in some big trouble now. Nappy headed ho's??? Is he kidding??? Has he seen his own mop. The nerve!
Just wanted to hop in on this thread and say ditto to that Kee Kee..............I despise the hell out of them............but yet am still fighting it.
So so Confusing.
So so Confusing.
Hi Jodi!
I was asking about you the other day. How have you been? I have missed you around here. I hope you are ok.
I can't wait for the day I never put another pill in my body. They disgust me, I know that some medicines are necessary and have helped many people live a "normal" life. But for me...its sick...I have never really legitimately needed much more than aspirin.
We live a world consumed by putting something in our mouth to cure what ails us.
I was asking about you the other day. How have you been? I have missed you around here. I hope you are ok.
I can't wait for the day I never put another pill in my body. They disgust me, I know that some medicines are necessary and have helped many people live a "normal" life. But for me...its sick...I have never really legitimately needed much more than aspirin.
We live a world consumed by putting something in our mouth to cure what ails us.
I think they help..who knows anymore..hehe
As far as Imus, I was watching when he said it...wow...
As far as Imus, I was watching when he said it...wow...
Hey Kee.............Always good to see you sweets.
I am hanging in there. Still on the sub, wanting in my mind to get off, but scared to death if you know what I mean. Is a big choice, and so frightening. I am such a big chicken. But, it is past due for me.
I agree on the "hating pills" I am on meds for anxiety now, which has helped me tremendously. I never realized how bad it really was until I had a full blown panic attack, a while back. This is only temporary though, until I get some things worked out.
Overall, all is okay.........
You? I miss you..........
Hoping to hang out here more.
Hang in there girl, you inspire me more than you know.
Love,
Jodi
I am hanging in there. Still on the sub, wanting in my mind to get off, but scared to death if you know what I mean. Is a big choice, and so frightening. I am such a big chicken. But, it is past due for me.
I agree on the "hating pills" I am on meds for anxiety now, which has helped me tremendously. I never realized how bad it really was until I had a full blown panic attack, a while back. This is only temporary though, until I get some things worked out.
Overall, all is okay.........
You? I miss you..........
Hoping to hang out here more.
Hang in there girl, you inspire me more than you know.
Love,
Jodi
I never paid an ounce of attention to the guy before this. He is going to have a ton of backlash because of his mouth.
By the way...I wanted to tell you something. I think that the help you gave Josh was unbelievable. You should be proud of your self. If it wasn't for the time and energy you gave him...I don't think he would have checked himself into the hospital. Way to go Danny. That is really so great.
By the way...I wanted to tell you something. I think that the help you gave Josh was unbelievable. You should be proud of your self. If it wasn't for the time and energy you gave him...I don't think he would have checked himself into the hospital. Way to go Danny. That is really so great.
Hopefully Josh will be OK
I used to like Imus. He's an old guy who hates everyone and kind of loves everyone too...he certainly is strange...you know, he runs (and owns) a ranch for little kids with cancer (it's pretty popular) and does a ton of charity stuff and then his mouth gets him in trouble.
I really felt for those girls today when they had the press conference. He totally ruined a Cinderella story for them..
I used to like Imus. He's an old guy who hates everyone and kind of loves everyone too...he certainly is strange...you know, he runs (and owns) a ranch for little kids with cancer (it's pretty popular) and does a ton of charity stuff and then his mouth gets him in trouble.
I really felt for those girls today when they had the press conference. He totally ruined a Cinderella story for them..
Jodi, you are a real asset here and missed when you are not around. Look how far you have come. You keep on keeping on. That is great. I am happy that you are settled on something that helps you.
It can't be easy...I have never had any real anxiety so to speak. Just be careful honey...I know you are following Doctors orders..but be very very careful.
I don't want anything to happen to you.
I know you are scared of getting off the sub...then don't push it. You really need a good support system in place and if you don't have that its hard. Its not a race.
You just take care...okay....and don't stay away to long..we worry around here!
It can't be easy...I have never had any real anxiety so to speak. Just be careful honey...I know you are following Doctors orders..but be very very careful.
I don't want anything to happen to you.
I know you are scared of getting off the sub...then don't push it. You really need a good support system in place and if you don't have that its hard. Its not a race.
You just take care...okay....and don't stay away to long..we worry around here!
