It was a ride with a friend from a meeting..
I am trying hard to look not sketchy, and boy, did I blow that one. I took him past Lahaina and then almost ran out of gas..
my car drove about 15 miles when the gas gage read 0 miles left...
I had him scared. But he let me drop him off at his subdivision afterwards. His dad lives in the nicest neighbor hood on this side of the island. His dad is worried about skectchy people, because we have a lot here. Hopefully I don't have fit into that..I always have been an airhead..lol, but I am safe.
Anyway, I hope you all have a nice day.
Any future trips out here danny?
How are you doing, Racheal, do you feel better?
kerry
sammy, I like the way you put that, telling on your disease. That helped me so much. I used to think that I was a whack job, and would keep those crazy thoughts to myself.
That doesn't work, those thoughts just fester louder when you keep them a secret. I know that I am not alone because when I share them, usually half of the room nods or laughs. It is good to know that I am not alone in being nuts..lol....
I actually like to think of myself as a sane person..for the most part. But when it comes to addiction, I am not..
kerry
That doesn't work, those thoughts just fester louder when you keep them a secret. I know that I am not alone because when I share them, usually half of the room nods or laughs. It is good to know that I am not alone in being nuts..lol....
I actually like to think of myself as a sane person..for the most part. But when it comes to addiction, I am not..
kerry
My ride went okay until I ALMOST RAN OUT OF GAS..
Here I am, trying to get back into real life without being loaded..
and trying not to appear sketchy.
I almost ran out of gas in the boonies.
It was a long way riding back the 15 miles to the gas station with my car telling me that I had 0 miles left...
I don't know if he will trust me to take him anywhere..lol...
I am sober but still a complete airhead.
We had a good talk, though. And I am proud of myself because my first instinct was to stay home and isolate..
but life is lonely like that.
kerry
Here I am, trying to get back into real life without being loaded..
and trying not to appear sketchy.
I almost ran out of gas in the boonies.
It was a long way riding back the 15 miles to the gas station with my car telling me that I had 0 miles left...
I don't know if he will trust me to take him anywhere..lol...
I am sober but still a complete airhead.
We had a good talk, though. And I am proud of myself because my first instinct was to stay home and isolate..
but life is lonely like that.
kerry
Hey Kerry:
I slept all day yesterday until this morning so I missed the update on your "ride." I'm sure you don't seem sketchy! How are you doing otherwise? I'm still sick.
Rach
I slept all day yesterday until this morning so I missed the update on your "ride." I'm sure you don't seem sketchy! How are you doing otherwise? I'm still sick.
Rach
Rachel,
My ride was okay. I hope that you are okay, being sick is a trigger for me..
He let me drop him off at his dad's gate afterwards.
You can never be too careful here, and his dad lives in a fat house.
I brought him to my house to let him know I was kinda normal.
anyway, I want to send you my email, but i am a little hesitant to post it..
kerry
My ride was okay. I hope that you are okay, being sick is a trigger for me..
He let me drop him off at his dad's gate afterwards.
You can never be too careful here, and his dad lives in a fat house.
I brought him to my house to let him know I was kinda normal.
anyway, I want to send you my email, but i am a little hesitant to post it..
kerry
Kerry:
I want to E-mail you also. I feel the same way about posting it, though. What you can do is post it just long enough for me to get it and then go in and edit it out. I'll stay on and see if you respond.
Rach
I want to E-mail you also. I feel the same way about posting it, though. What you can do is post it just long enough for me to get it and then go in and edit it out. I'll stay on and see if you respond.
Rach
I am here now...lol..
rachel, are you there? I am on now....7:54 my time
I'm here 10:04
Got it!
moderators, can you please take that out..I lost my editing power...
Kerry:
I'm sorry. I edited a post before and I know others have as well. Let me try again. I was able to edit this post, which was my last. The edit button is on the post inn the top right corner.
I'm sorry. I edited a post before and I know others have as well. Let me try again. I was able to edit this post, which was my last. The edit button is on the post inn the top right corner.
Wow hiawatha something caught my eye in your post: 'that sign with the blue H.' Those damn hospital signs drive me nuts! Total trigger! Another crazy trigger I have to live with are the UPS and Fed Ex trucks I see everyday. Believe me when I say we ALL have crazy a** minds!
I have the strangest triggers...
That is why that they say geographical cures don't work. I think for some, that just might be how someone makes it. I think that it you put recovery plans in the new spot, it will be much easier than going back to the old using place with all of those mental associations.
Can't ......are you on naltrexone?
just curious..
kerry
That is why that they say geographical cures don't work. I think for some, that just might be how someone makes it. I think that it you put recovery plans in the new spot, it will be much easier than going back to the old using place with all of those mental associations.
Can't ......are you on naltrexone?
just curious..
kerry
