That i would jump on here again and say hello to everyone out there. I just was able to look back at all that everyone wrote to me yesterday about my 1 year, and it almost brought tears to my eyes!!! THANKS TO ALL OF YOU THAT WROTE SUCH HEART WARMING THINGS!!!!
My recovery comes first in my life today and its the most important and most wonderful thing that i have ever given myself and the people around me!!!
This time last year i was sitting in the treatment center that i went to here in Michigan and i can remember all the goals that i set for myself. Some i have marked off my list and there are others that i havent been able to get to yet, but whatever they are, i know today that if i just stay clean and sober, in time they will happen. Things just dont happen in my life by chance anymore, my higher-power has a plan for me and i have accepted that and to be honest, it realy makes me feel better knowing that im not alone in this huge world anymore.
To all of you out there who are struggling today with the pills, or any other drug.....and you think that you just cant do it.......IM HEER TO TELL YOU THAT YOU CAN AND YOU WILL IF YOU JUST PUT YOUR BEST FOOT FORWARD!!! I know that inside of us all there is a heart that beats and when you follow that strength, you can do anything!!!!
I have 2 boys and im a single parent and i was looseing everything that i had to drugs, i decided to just come clean to the ones that loved me(parents, family) and even though i was scared to death of the way they were gonna look at me, i still knew it was better then them finding me dead, whitch is what was gonna happen. I did indeed here all the things that i was scared of hearing, but when i finaly made it to treatment, i found that i didnt have to be that person anymore and they taught me a new way to live and deal with what others felt of said to me. I went in to that place a year ago, broke and feeling like i was the lowest of the low......and a year later, i feel like i could rule the world. I have trust back from people that i never thought would trust me again, i have friends..REAL friends, that care about me and call to ask me if im ok if they dont see or hear from me for a few days. I have a meeting for N/A that i started up by my house so that others could recieve what i had from the fellowship and the program. Im proud of me today and im proud that my kids for the first time in a long time are proud to have their mother pick them up from school and take them out and be around their friends!!!!
To those of you single parents out there that feel that you cant leave your family to get the help that you soooooo decerve....PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE THINK AGAIN!!! This is an illness that WE have and all WE need is our meds to beat it at its own game........MY MEDS TODAY ARE MY MEETINGS AND MY BIBLE(N/A BOOK) AND MY SPONCOR and all the people that i have met along the way, the ones that have helped me in my time of need and the ones that say that i have helped them in theirs!!!
I would love to help anyone out their that thinks that they might need it.....im here for questions or thoughts or info....I CANT KEEP WHAT I HAVE UNLESS I GIVE IT AWAY, like it was so freely given to me. IM READY TO HELP TODAY AND TO BE THERE FOR SOMEONE WHO MIGHT SHARE MY STORY!!!!
Please keep your head up and keep staying stong....there is soooo much help out there if you just take the chance to accept it.
Love you all, and thanks for all the words that you wrote to me on my post yesterday!!!!!!!
See ya soon, gotta get back to work, but ill check in, in a few.
YOUR FRIEND ALWAYS....
ChristinaElizabeth...A.K.A......NIBLET......A.K.A.......FRIEND
Im on my break at work and i thought that i would pop in again to say hello to everyone out there on the board today!!!
Miss Mollyjean, i miss ya girl...your little sis needs her big sister to sign in and keep her company every now and again!! I hope things are going well and from what i read the other day.....i hope that WALTER has gotten kicked out of the house and i realy hope that he landed flat on his face...i know i gave him a run for his money the last time he tried to visit with me!!! LMAO.!!!!!
To all the rest of you, i just eanted to say hello and tell you all that i was thinking about you.
I hope that things are going well.
Im gonna read a few other posts and see what ya all are up to until i have to get back to work.
Hope to hear from someone soon.
YOUR FRIEND,
ChristinaElizabeth, AKA, NIBLET, AKA, FRIEND
Miss Mollyjean, i miss ya girl...your little sis needs her big sister to sign in and keep her company every now and again!! I hope things are going well and from what i read the other day.....i hope that WALTER has gotten kicked out of the house and i realy hope that he landed flat on his face...i know i gave him a run for his money the last time he tried to visit with me!!! LMAO.!!!!!
To all the rest of you, i just eanted to say hello and tell you all that i was thinking about you.
I hope that things are going well.
Im gonna read a few other posts and see what ya all are up to until i have to get back to work.
Hope to hear from someone soon.
YOUR FRIEND,
ChristinaElizabeth, AKA, NIBLET, AKA, FRIEND
