Hi. This is my first time on so yeah. Anyway, I am in a relationship right now and its the best relationship I've ever seen or been in. The only thing that makes it go to the fan is the fact that I can't let my habit go. I've told my boyfriend that I would stop my using a number of times but for whatever f'd up reason I can't shake this habit of mine. I can't stand lying to him anymore and I want to make this work because I know deep down he's the one. The true reason and it's a pretty lame reason for me not stopping is only because I will come down in the worst possible way and I don't want that. I am a pretty (for lack of a better word) a dedicated meth user. So if you are or have been in my shoes before I would really appreciate some and any kind of advise you have. I am trying to find a way to shake this habit without the side affects which would be me catching up on a large load of lost sleep and a nice chunk of a lost appetite. I am very self conscience about my body and if you've seen me I have no reason to. Not just from the twisted help of my meth habit but i've always been pretty slim. I need help and i'm very open to all and any type of solution for this problem of mine. Thanks for the time you took for a stanger in danger =) (that was pretty cheesy i know). Thanks again and Peace Love and Hair Grease =)
The book End Your Addiction Now by Charles Grant MD, Phd has some very specific good advice about nutrients you can take to help detoxify and rebalance the chemicals in your brain which get messed up by long term drug use.
Good luck and keep us posted on how you do and what helps,
Good luck and keep us posted on how you do and what helps,
The TIME IS ALWAYS NOW! From what I have learned about Meth, the situation will only get worse, take the steps now to stop- If you have insurance or the financial means check yourself into a residential program where you can get the support you need. If not, check with your Doctor or house of worship- church or temple for what local support is available to you.
Your relationship is doomed to fail if you continue using the Meth, if your boyfriend does not understand that you may gain some wieight in the process of cleansing and renewal, then maybe it is not the realtionship you should be in. Anyway, a relationship requires two whole people creating something more. As an addict you are not whole and it is only a matter of time before things go south.
TAKE ACTION TODAY!!
All the best
Seth
Your relationship is doomed to fail if you continue using the Meth, if your boyfriend does not understand that you may gain some wieight in the process of cleansing and renewal, then maybe it is not the realtionship you should be in. Anyway, a relationship requires two whole people creating something more. As an addict you are not whole and it is only a matter of time before things go south.
TAKE ACTION TODAY!!
All the best
Seth
Hey, I feel you girl. I'm addicted to cough syrup and got the ultimatum from my wife, either stop or lose her and my son, which I can't blame her for. But like I told her I'll still be stuck with the problem. I also fear the withdrawals because I have to work and it makes u want to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep for days at a time. It #@$*ing sucks and nobody can understand. The other nite I went in front of a church and laid face down and prayed to please get me off this crap. I KNOW my life will be so much better. Maybe her ultimatum was His answer. I'm scared as #@$* as to what's going to happen to me but I told myself well, it's either cough syrup or love in my life. I'm glad she did that but also scared. I think it's just one more way for that no good #@$* #@$*ing king of shithills......satan. Perhaps we put a lid on this mu fukathen his #@$* *$# won't have no authority. ( I know the reason for all my "bad luck" lately. This is probably the 185692847562389237th time I quit. U know what keeps me addicted? Saying this is the last day. That's one day at a time SOOOOOO We already know how to do it. #@$* it I ain't going out like that at least for today anyway
I am exactly in your shoes, I am struggling to get off of meth too. I have been clean for 1 month today and still continue to crave it every single day. I need to be clean for my 9 month old son and that is my only motivation not to do it. Today I almost slipped up and THANK GOD I didn't. Getting past that first 2 weeks was the hardest for me. After that it started to get a little easier but I still have a hard time. When I do it I loose weight and I feel good about my size then I stop and a few days later I notice a little extra fat on me and I wanna do more. I constintly think about it and every little thing reminds me of it. Being a single mom is really hard! I think treatment is a good idea for me but with my son it is basically not an option. Maybe would that help you??
I know where your coming from I am still there. I do crank everyday if I don't I will get sick. it helps me clean the house and get through the day. I realize my problem and I am trying to get help.
tamsteambash
tamsteambash
Hey I totally understand where you're coming from. For the past year I've been on a non-stop binge. Not only on meth, but anything else that is available. I have been able to keep my exterior intact, kind-of, but mentally I feel like I have almost reached my limit. I feel totally lost and alone. I don't want to say I'm an addict, but I guess my post pretty much speaks for it's self. I can't afford rehab, but something has got to give. I don't know how much longer I can do this. Thanks for any help one can offer.
Hi u sound like ur a bit confused and scared! dont worry cause i have been there and i went cold terkey. i thought i was going to die when coming down. but its a beautiful world here and i know this sounds stupped but its a different world so many things we took for granted.
i suggest u get off the meth as soon as possible cause if u love ur bf which u probably do, give it up for him and for ur health. at least ur not alone in this.
i suggest u go cold turkey or minamise a hit once a day or twice a week.
then turn to cones or something.
its a beautiful world dont get lost in a world that abusses u.
from a friend.
i suggest u get off the meth as soon as possible cause if u love ur bf which u probably do, give it up for him and for ur health. at least ur not alone in this.
i suggest u go cold turkey or minamise a hit once a day or twice a week.
then turn to cones or something.
its a beautiful world dont get lost in a world that abusses u.
from a friend.
hey i am writing again cause i need help!!!!!!!
i started on all that junk but u guys sound as if u have it easy? craving attaks? i have panic attacks phobias shakes .
what is wrong with me? i feel cold and all types of s*** i need help plz tell me.
i started on all that junk but u guys sound as if u have it easy? craving attaks? i have panic attacks phobias shakes .
what is wrong with me? i feel cold and all types of s*** i need help plz tell me.
I have been clean and sober from all drugs and alcohol for the last 12 years, and let me tell you they have been the best years of my life. You should check out this program. I went throught the treatment center that developed it and I know from personal experience that it works.
http://www.freshstartsystems.com
http://www.freshstartsystems.com
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