I Need To Vent Or I'm Going To Get High!!

It's only 8 a.m. and I'm already so aggravated that I'm shaking. Everything is falling apart around me. My husband wants me to rent a trailer, put all my belongings in it and pull it up there! For one thing....my car won't pull a trailer full of furniture. (not for 900 miles)!!!! And it's starting to look like there'll be no house to put the furniture in when I get there. I want a bag of heroin so baddddddd!!! Make that 4 bags!!!!
T,
A simple question for you:

How will getting high help any of the problems detailed above?
It won't help any of my problems.As a matter of fact it would probably make them worse. Things are looking up now. I finally calmed down and thought things through. I also talked to my husband and told him how I felt. I could've avoided all of this if I had been honest about how I felt from the start.



STILL CLEAN!!!!!
SHIRLEY.....................................................NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ah, honey you were torn up over that........last I saw you were going to sleep.
I replied to your post.......well looks like ya told him.

Good job, sister.........good job and thinking it through........that's some really major stuff he wants ya to do, Shirley........we never are selfish when we are clean..........that didn't come out right........we never think of US......Shirley, I mean you of course know better than any of us what is right........just the dog pee and the roaches.......you been working your butt off, Shirley and making your own way.

Sorry I was not on to see this........you have the big D though and nobody is better.......I write and write, and he asks ONE question....BAM.....there ya go.

You do that dope and you'll have NO CHOICE......dog pee it will be...NO CHOICE, Shirley........good on ya........ya did good......VENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!