I So Need This

St. Pauli, you're no slouch but then we drug addicts tend to be pretty knowladgable when it comes to using. Next time I see my meth doc I'll talk to him about it. Right now he's in the Britsh Virgin Islands filling in for another doctor, some people have all the luck, so it won't be for a few weeks. I've had this computer for like 10 years, where does the time go, and only recently started f***ing around with it. This website was a chance discovery and has opened my eyes immensely. It's 11:20 a.m. right now and I gotta get off my a** to do some things or they're never gonna get done. Anyways, thanx for the info, I'm going to check on the site now and then, and maybe we'll talk again. Mike.
Hi folks been staying away from the nasty and living the quiet life with my woman and my youngest daughter so don't get much chance to talk now as i don't have constant access to a pc but anyway still taking the subutex and keeping a hold of my clean time as i value it highly. As i said it's been a while and most of the peeps i was in contact with aren't posting i hope they're all well and to busy , hope cons cravings are cooling of and davy and eck keep up there long distance affair? for want of a better word lmfcro , weathers good but i've got alot of decorating to do right now so take care and peace out as usual everyone but most of all keep fighting the fight ..paul
Hi there

I just registered on here recently and have just read ur posts with interest. Its grea to hear ur still doing so well & how positive u sound. Its amazin what recovery can bring. Similar story, 20 odd yrs on the smack & latterly added the crack to the mix - great!!! NOT!!!!! I agree with the lack of help/facilities in Scotland, trying being up in the North East the services here are diabolical
I have just passed the 4 month clean mark & sumdays it can be so bloody hard & last wk I posted on here saying I couldnt do it anymore. Howeva made it thru the bad days & today got accepted to start an HND course in Social Sciences which starts in Aug so sumat to look 4wrd to.

Recovery, staying clean, whateva u want to call it gives us so much more than before.

I hope 2cu posting again & will follow ur story with great interest. Am really happy for you and for what you have achieved already.

Aint life grand being free
;o)
Nice one Paul for all the goodness and good ol simplicity goin on wid ya....ya deserve every minute mate...fairplay....Yeah!!! me and Eccles like to keep the pot boiling.....believe it or not but Stirling(Eckies gaff)may be my daughter an my holiday destination this year......we will see....gotta go P. all the best pal and log on now an then(library)......................Davey
Hey there fine people haven't used this thread for a while but been corresponding with others when i can still going strong on the subbies thats 10wks and 4 days my drug workers taking me off supervised in acouple of weeks as i've given clean samples through-out and it will be better as i kinda hate having to wait to go into the treatment room in my local shopping centres chemist as theres always a cue at the counter and it gets me para that people know whats going on stupid i know but hey thats me , still going strong with my relationship which started a few weeks after i got help the trust is slowly coming back which is one of the things that really gives me a feelgood buzz , not working yet but starting a thing called go 4th for ex addicts and alchoholics kinda gets you back into a routine and widens my social structure which you'll all know shrinks fast when your on the s*** then even further when you come off it lol for the better i suppose that last bit .A few shouts here ,one to davey with his new richard the third, one to con on a year , a big one to kelly for doing the buisness and keeping it real, as always one to MNmore just for being who and what she is -great(did you send that letter i lost track )i'll backtrack and see , and everyone who reads this take care of yourself first and foremost PEACEOUT!!!paul